entrapped in historical shadow vortexes

[remember]

today i felt entrapped in a cold war simulation. i did not even try to imagine how that must have felt, it felt real. i noticed all the evidences that are left of being watched - and i also noticed all evidences that are created that could be used to be watched. it was spooky because i realized its maybe not so far from reality as it might seem, with the only difference that the cold war does not exist anymore. but the shadow of it does, being entrapped in that historical vortex always felt kind of cool to me because i know also that soviety has changed - but today it felt like i was not able to discern anything from anything anymore it all felt like being watched - and i didn’t even go to east berlin.

time seems to be a layer of momentum. do you sometimes feel entrapped in history?

Edited February 26, 2020 by remember