Experiencing Deep Awakenings btb

[just1love66143]

Hello Leo I have to be honest with you, I've experienced some very deep awakenings, I wont waste time explaining what you already know. I just dont feel like I'm successfully retaining all the gazillion insights I have during my inspiriences, am I going forowrds or backwards. I want to be self  actualized and I feel like I'm working toward that. It's just frustrating at times.

[Leo Gura]

Why would you think you're going backwards?

Just because it's a difficult experience doesn't mean a damn thing. In fact, it means it's growing you -- the devil in you just doesn't like being purified.

How did you think this awakening process would go? Did you really think you could awaken yet still keep the devil in you? And did you expect the devil to go quietly without bitching?

Of course it's massively frustrating to awaken. Which is the only reason virtually nobody does it.

Frustration is the cost of success.