Question about devilery

[infinitelove]

I watched leos episode aboute devilery and it was very profound actually. But still there is a point that I didn't understand. It was when leo said that some devils actually admit they are devils and they are evil but they go in a cycle of neuorotic guilt and shame so they end up creating more evil. @Leo Gura can you elaborate more on this point. This is me actually I am this guy. I am this kind of devil. What should I do?