help finding true self and bringing it back through the human

[Aakash]

back story 

so through the identification with a human, and for the survival of the human being we think we are, the human being lie, steals, attaches, loves partially, is inauthentic. However, once you have found your true self, the awareness then bringing those qualities of awareness back through the human vessel and purging the subconscious into reidentifying with the correct self, the true self. 

true conscious + true human empahthy

true consciousness + true human compassion 

true consciousness + true love

the typical human in all its way the ego you created gets transcended, meaning enlightenment should purge your every cell, it has to because all the deciet you created for yourself, is the world of karma you thought by identifying with the self,including the other self-delusions you've picked up by believing in belief of others. 

as the true self, there would be no need to lie, no need to for anything really, not even the title human or anything else this is the nuerosis picked up by those who have witnessed no self, but have not completely explored all the facets to god, as rupert would say waking up on the level of heart and not just the mind for example.  

question 

this means although the human world does not exist, as awareness the main finite form you are in is human, so living in the world as a human without identifying with it, with your true self qualities would be what an enlighten master takes years to perfect 

can someone help me understand this better or give any additional information on this topic, 

Edited April 3, 2019 by Aakash