joeye40

Panic and fear while self-inquiring

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Hello! I am new here, I do not know if there is already some posts about this

but during self-inquiry today I really started to realize that I really truly am not who I think I am and my heart was pounding racing, memories and feelings of my life progression and daily routine flashed before me very fast, It was very clear to me for about a minute that I have been so dumb all along thinking I know what I am. I felt VERY fearful and scared. I felt very cold and started breathing heavier and even cried for about 30 seconds. Although I do not feel as if I actually experienced being nothing, I guess I got a glimpse of it and it really scared the shit out of me? I really just don’t know what to think about this. I stay far away from claiming it was an enlightenment experience cause I don’t want to deceive myself. Anyone have a similar experience?

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The first time for me was freaking beautiful and terrifying and the same time. Somtimes it has to be that way :D

It's never enough, go on and experience it more.

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