Worthless

[Rigel]

I have been working on original music for months now and I have managed to record some demos 2 weeks ago. I sent those to a festival that takes place in small region where I live. Nothing fancy not even paid. I didn't get selected for the festival. I genuinely thought that those compositions were pretty good(Given the low quality recording) and now I feel like... well kinda worthless. I am doubting myself and also doubting if I have what it takes to make it as a musician/artist.

If I recall the life purpose course and the hero's journey I would see that as a threshold guardian. Right know I don't know how to proceed though.

P.S I don't expect anybody to tell me what to do as I believe it is for me to find the next move. I am just sharing my thoughts at the moment.

[JohnnyBravo]

Why are you enjoying the feeling of lack of worth and doubt?

What do you gain by basking in this wound-like heavy feeling?

Whats at risk of feeling and knowing you are good enough and that you are ok?