Actualized Journal

[Mccree]

First off I want to say, I am SO GLAD and Relieved I found this place to journal.
My intention really is to provide some fantastic value from what I would consider quite a unique enough viewpoint.

I only say " a unique viewpoint", not out of arrogance or self absorption but because the lifestyle I've lead has been genuinely unconventional... much like myself.
I'm also glad I found this place because I genuinely love sharing epiphanies and my personal growth.
Its my belief that you can inspire people who pretend to not see you, and I love sharing everything I've learned, in fact I tend to get sort of depressed with all the great stuff I know that a lot of people don't.

Because it wasn't too long ago where I was just confused and uncertain about the direction of my life. A close friend of mine pointed me Leo's way not too long ago with the idea of a "Common Place Journal". And this online journal felt like the missing part to it all, again because what is the fun of knowing things if it doesn't actually help anybody... I mean, it's great that I'M able to get ahead with this material, but I didn't come from the same world as other people that could just enjoy those facts-- I came from a place where helping is just what you did.

So to start off about myself, I could bore you with what I do and who I am, and all that other stuff... but if you're reading this right now I'd rather SHOW YOU, than explain my background.

So enjoy! Your Anonymous friend,
~ McCree

[Mccree]

6/12

So the past few months have been a lot of work in a fun way.
I've been trying to really clamp down on my growth as a person.

Meaning regimentation to the highest level.
Sticking to a routine come hell or high water.
I used to blog quite a bit before, but destroyed the blog before finding actualized.org, and honestly-- there is no place I'd rather be than here.

Today was interesting.
I was scheduled for a phone call with a business partner.
In the past 3 months, we've been able to generate $150,000 for one of our clients alone (between Facebook ads and SEO).

But I kind of spent the day just sitting to myself and thinking of what got me here... what's the next move for myself.
Because I have a tendency to get really good, and rise to the top at whatever I do, very quickly... this can often lead to me feeling pretty lonely, because it can start feeling like people can't relate with the speed I tend to move at sometimes.

So, I sat, well stood-- because I have a treadmill desk, and I thought and thought and thought... and I realized, "hey I've never been the happiest than when I write!"

So that's what lead me back here.
Earlier in the day I checked in with my mastermind group to see how those fellows were doing.
And it's awesome to see the results these guys generate.

We've had everyone from a world famous podcaster, to pick up artists, to serial entrepreneurs get in the group... only to be churned out. But the people that have stuck around are just as amazing.

One of my friends is a young man whom is 21 running a $50,000 a month agency. We talked for a couple hours today on the phone about business moves.

I'm helping  a friend of mine wipe about $80,000 of derogatory remarks from his credit report and developing a credit mastery course at the moment that I can share with friends for super cheap, not only to show how to improve your credit score, repair your credit score, and understand it-- but other things as well-- such as manufactured spending, and traveling in luxury for free.

For example right now, within 2 months I was able to generate enough points between Chase and AMEX to get a free round-trip plane ticket to Dubai and stay at the Hilton Hotel in Dubai's Mall for 5 nights totally on the house.

Then I played angry birds a bit with my friend whom is absolutely crushing it for his sales job in the Netherlands. Every contract he sells right now is worth $1,000 to him, and he cranked out 20 last week alone.

So I'm very happy with my life right now. And that's the purpose of this journal, is to keep me that way.
I really enjoy writing and I really enjoy focusing on what matters- and that's delivering results for my clients.

It looks like im closing on a Stem Cell Therapy Business, and have to begin work for my new dentist I onboarded as well as my national tax relief group that is just a monstrous account.

Without an outlet like this, the spikes in anxiety, ambiguity, and sloth I have increase... I personally run circles around entire agencies on my bad day, and if I want to really conquer the market and help a lot of people like I plan on, I can't afford to have "cheat days" because a few of those add up and I'll have dug myself a grave haha.

I also love the aspect of being able to catalog my epiphanies here and take people a long for the ride, because in total transparency here, I'm currently 25 years old, and for the first 20 years of my life or so I really did not have as much courage and emotional strength as I do now.

I've always been a very cerebral type, very diligent, and very focused on what matters in my life, but I used to struggle with crippling feelings of anxiety, and sense of not being enough for people.... and in many ways the shortcomings of people around me, being my father, friends, and acquaintances drove to never want to be like them. But at the end of the day, truly there is always going to be room for improvement in my life, and actualized.org journal is one of those catalysts to give me a birds eye view of that even sooner.

So I'm happy to be here.
Tomorrow should be a productive day and I'd love to share what kind of realizations that bring!
I'd also love to share more about my daily routine, because I'm very spartan with how I operate... do what works, maximize the output, and prioritize laser-like focus.

The truth of the matter is, regardless if you're just a regular person, a business owner, a homeless man, or a martian... people who can maintain focus right now are absolutely kicking everyone else's ass in the marketplace, and I'd love to have the privilege to share that kind of positive motivation with you! 

[Leo Gura]

We got a whole Journals sub-forum, so moving yours there.

[Mccree]

@Leo Gura

Thank you Leo!

Thought I did that so sorry, but much appreciated ~ That was my intention!

Cheers!

[Mccree]

6/15

Today was about a 6-7/10 and it's only going to get better.
I just woke up like damn... I'm getting too old to be such a failure (which is funny because I am particularly young haha).

Just took a lot of aggressive action today but not as much as I hoped. Fell short of it due to needing to organize a few things.
Tomorrow I should just hit it ruthlessly hard. Not much to say really other than me wanting to mark my shortcoming to know I need to avoid it again.
 

• I didn't finish an onsite internal deadline
• I didn't order links 
• I didn't do the onsite I wanted to for several dentists and my electrician.

Just particularly painful when I pride myself to be a man of my word, but then hit it short. On the bright side, tomorrow I should be able to absolutely crush it.