I experience existential void strongly when I start working.

[CreamCat]

I learned the concept of existential void in one of leo's videos, Overcoming Addiction - The Root Cause Of Every Addiction.

After watching the video, I realized that I experience existential void strongly when I start work which will eventually lead to career success. As I get into the flow of work, existential void disappears.

I recognized that it was existential void that made me avoid hard work. It seems that work will help me self-actualize.

Since I'm a beginner of self actualization, my mind tends to wander when I meditate. Thus, I don't feel existential void strongly when I meditate.

Edited June 5, 2018 by CreamCat