Lsd trip report.Walking in the infinite town

[Crystalous]

Hallo warriors.Yesterday i was with my friends after a graduation and we were eating in restaurant close to my house.After a while i felt a little bit boring and i had a week to take lsd)only once a week i can take it or less frequent) so i went to my house to take a little bit and hear some music before i go again to the restaurant.I ate 3/4 of a blotter(normally i take 2 blotters).After i while it kicked in while i was in the restaurant with my friends.I was really happy before taking it and at this point everything was great.I was in a consciousness kingdom.People were living consciousness creating more consciousness while they are alive.Their jewels their clothes their hair was their consciousness i was in love with them.Nobody understood i was tripping xaxaxa.That night i was feeling really powerful and i was talking and touching all the girls in our group.After a while i saw Angela a blonde girl.She powerfully attracted me and i went to talk to her.While we was talking her eyes where great i was feeling every emotion and i was able to contact with her really precisely experiencing the words and transfer her my meanings.At some point i felt so much love about her.After a while we went to a club with a car.I didn't liked it there Angela had left and i started going home by foot.And at this moment i experienced infinity once again with lsd but now walking in the city and not in my house with darkness and music.Every sound was infinity every particle was infinite every emotion was infinity and the combinations of those was infinite too i wasn't my ego i was just in the cosmic consciousness balance walking and breathing without doind nothing.I understood that every organism serves the cosmic balance the oneness and this is the role of the ego(every human cell...everything).As i understand this i understand that everything is possible to happen(this is always possible)and i start becoming fearful that i will die.In the whole road after this realisation i was scared.I was thinking maybe somebody will kill me now with a gun or with a knife or a car may hit me.I was without power and fearful.After this i returned home.I fall asleep 5 hours later.That whole time i was really anxious and sad.I think thats because the ego is dying but i can not control it i have to meditate more.My heart is beating like hell after LSD use which i do not like it scares me that i may die from the fear.I don't know when i will trip again today i was fearful too and lonely.The sun gives life and love, but too much light can burn you so be careful with psychedelics.I will make another topic with the benefits and negatives of lsd use through my point of view.