What's my job after psychedelics?

[Mixcoatl]

I've been doing it for years. I've realized the fabric of the universe. I've felt love for everyone with LSD. Now what? 

I can't function well in sober state since I have ADHD. I'm 38 and I am still struggling to give direction to my life and my business projects.

I don't know if psychedelics are really helpful for a good life.