On life purpose

[YIDIRYIDIR]

Figuring out what your life purpose is doesn't mean you'll finally wake up everyday and go "yeah! let's go". 

You'll just be able to show up in the world as your authentic self, express yourself and make a living through that. and life purpose needs a lot of building, a lot of daily repetitive blocks of work for months and years. 

With life purpose or not, most of the time you'll have that part of you that doesn't want to show up for anything, no mater what it means to you. no amount of inner work, development or anything will silence that resistance. (except for when you're in an intensity phase of life, but that's just a phase).

This is just my guess - I'm not sure - but i guess what we ultimately want is to wake up everyday not needing to do or be anything, just live spontaneously and be caried by whatever habits and needs we have, and whatever life throws at us, just like we were as kids. and just like any other animal lives. and that won't make you a living as an adult. 

Edited 14 hours ago by YIDIRYIDIR

[Ramanujan]

i go for a 9-5 job and do my life purpose on the side. best strategy for me