Potential loss of relationship ( double meaning)

[Adrian colby]

I’ve been sitting on this for months because it’s taken a long time to contemplate and write.

im still uncertain so looking for other perspectives

the piece would otherwise be about ‘compartmentalisation and the loss of relationship’ a bit ironic because this is happening with family members too. 
 

it happened after I confronted a shamanic friend about an ongoing worldview that eventually crossed a personal boundary and I’ve ended up trying to , yet again, explain the universe just to communicate an understanding.
 

it’s long, I’m not going to go into the backstory but I’ve recorded the audio so can listen instead of pasting reems of text. 

 

Edited October 12 by Adrian colby

[Adrian colby]

Well I sent it anyway and got a response full of sovereign citizens movement. Legislation being passed when everyone is distracted, the great awakening is happening, and dark satanic forces are real and that I might want to check what I believe….. 🤦‍♂️🤷‍♂️

sometimes compassion is not appropriate. 
 

additionally added after contemplating this for a while, I’ve decided to do a deep dive into what I already know to be a pile of nonsense. But there’s no point starting from nonsense. That’s just blank dismissal without understanding. I’ve already looked into this when writing the ‘conspirituality’ essay so this is going to go deeper into the pivotal points where original ideas became concepts within belief systems that were acted out within a culture. Essentially taking the ‘appearance’ of something as proof of an organised agenda when the idea itself is an accumulation of evolving historical beliefs.

Edited Thursday at 10:47 AM by Adrian colby
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