Success, but no stress

[Optimized Life]

This is a work of art. 

Edited July 18 by Optimized Life

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Everyone on here obsessed with "consciousness" but if you were truly conscious you'd care much more about getting off your lazy ass and building up your value 

Only through value can you help others, guide others 

And that doesnt come from theory alone, 90% of it is putting in the work, endlessly, grinding out the work for years 

Then you can have some value, then u can at bare minimum help some of your friends or another struggling guy, make at least some fucking positive change in others 

It's forgiveable to be a bit narcistic and arrogant in vibe but u must be humble in your work ethic, this was my core mistake years ago, i wasted years of my potential wanting to just make it off crypto and thinking that was it, thats not real self improvment and crypto stopped working 5 years ago. 

No, you have to work, you have to work when you're tired, work all day, for fucking years. 

I'm not even done in my value accumulation, im very behind relative to my potential, im shockingly behind and im deeply ashamed of it

This is why sometimes i give et harsh and fully demonise certain people, whether its mark manson, owen cook or whoever 

I see through their fake value, i see followers and money but little substance or true charisma, I see luck, timing and connections, and maybe some marketing brilliance, i dont see thousands of hours cold approaching 7+ women sober, I dont see thousands of hours of them actually disecting language and enahncing their commuinication skills, I dont see creative brilliance, I dont see art, insanely valuable business ideas or true self awareness and ambition,  I see the bare minimum, and I see very limited talent if there is any at all. because sometimes thats enough in america, when u know the right people, and hit the right marketing timing, with mark manson i see a guy who was a "ladies man" but he was constantly drunk, and married a 5/10 and settled into his lazy fat slob of a boring existence, boring bastard. and he thinks he some kind of genuis philospher because he reads stupid university psychology studies, i see through fake value very well, and i'm fucking sick of it, fuck these fucking mediocre fools, im here to set the real standard, and its 1000* higher than the dogshit thats avaialble online. 

 

Edited July 23 by Optimized Life

[Optimized Life]

I'm in loveeee with the money

With the money 

Retail therapy 

Fuck you get away from me 

Social media cant u see 

you're dont have a hold on me 

Every day ima make money 

Got places to be 

I chose what to see 

I chose what to believe 

I make my fucking reality 

Bitch 

 

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Attractive interaction with women is about one thing: PLAY. You play with them. This is the master key to success with women. The inability to be playful is why guys fail at attracting girls. All of game is about training yourself to be in a playful mode. This is especially difficult for highly logical, uptight, introverted, socially inexperienced, anxious, cerebral, autistic men. Anxiety, fear, insecurity, and overthinking destroy one’s ability to be playful. The reason alcohol is so popular is because it automatically shuts down anxiety, fear, insecurity, logicality, and overthinking — making it effortless to be playful. But of course alcohol is unhealthy so I never used it.

All of game is about learning how to manipulate your own mind to enter a playful state at will, from which attracting women is both effective and effortless. Play requires genuine relaxation and enjoyment. You cannot fake being playful while being anxious and serious. Your mind and body must be relaxed. Play requires having no attachment to outcome and no scripted lines. This is why scripted pickup lines do not work and why what you say does not matter. What matters is the playful energy behind everything you say. When you are in a state of play, knowing what to say stops being a problem. You stop worrying about or running out of things to say to the girl.

This is a master-level insight. An insight that even the best pickup coaches do not teach because they do not comprehend its significance. It is THE solution to all of game

I think im done judging leo 

Sometimes its valid criticism but none of it matters 

Because this kind of intelligent value does overpower anything dumb hes ever said 

Mega Value is like an atomic bomb, then all the senders flaws just fade like debris and smoke into the abyss

Edited July 22 by Optimized Life

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11 hours ago, Optimized Life said:

Bitch 

Getting shit from mods again, but i dont c why they are on to me right now 

I'm not calling women bitches and i dont hate women in general and my attitude is overall very beneficial to society 

I also use profanity for emphasis and it is all about the context, but whatever  

I have a somewhat antonigistic personality against the system and because most people are toxic sociopaths who want to bring you down, some times that comes out as profanity but its moreso just passion, anyway, i can tone it down and I guess i have to now but it will cost me authenticity 

Edited July 23 by Optimized Life

[Optimized Life]

Success, hard boundaries and the conservative mind 

Sometimes i would cringe at this topic but then i am constantly reminded of its importance

I accept that right now i cant fully erase all addictions or imperfections and be some robot, but i can gain strong clarity on what is a hard no 

i was only blowing trees at night but recently it isnt even helping me calm down, i smoked yesterday and was up until 5AM and got anxious and masturbated 3 times. 

So what are my hard boundaries and conservative approach from here? :

1. No weed whatsoever and no smoking full stop (none of this is serving me currently
2. Gradually wakeup earlier again (no all nighters because its too brutal and unpredictable but reduce wake hours by 30-40 minutes every day), this is a struggle again but I have to do it, i don't have a 9/5 schedule that is forcing day rhythm structure but i know that i am so much less productive with late nights
3. Moderate Caffiene - tea but not coffee, and no energy drinks
4. Strict schedules and work blocks 
5. Daily & weekly tracking, accountability and metrics 
6. Checking bank account daily
7. No alcohol, but 1/2 drinks on a Friday is ok if its a date for example 
8. No hard junk food like ice cream or candy, but some tasty enjoyable food like sauces, fruit juice, bagels ect.. all good as i will get too bored of chicken and rice 
9. Meditation every day, morning and night 
10. Sharp dress every day, apart from for gym/walking in the heat, sharp dress, tailored trousers, smart shirt or even old money style as this seems to make me feel more focused and professional 
11. To do list, top 3 priorities, and following a checklist daily 
12. Re-anchoring to my big and smaller goals daily, reconfirming and orienting myself towards a few goals
13. No social media, no youtube, no instagram, no forums, no politics, no dating content, no debating, no commenting, no news, no discussions, i dont need anyone to give me more wisdom and i dont want to hear peoples opinions on society, women ect.. completely useless and often toxic. 
14. No Fap (definitely has benefits for me, and i notice stronger attraction for women, masturbating is also a big distraction and not fulfilling

I still currently vape, have some caffiene, and eat some moderately tasty foods, I am not a robot, but everything else requires a hard boundary

There is more and need a more concise list but i am recommitting to the general conservative mind attitude, its so easy to just full into a blur of addictions and distractions 

1. No weed or smoking
2. Moderate caffeine/Tea 
3. Wake up early (reduce by 30-60 minutes daily until 6-7AM)  
4. Clear calendar, schedule & work block & sunday weekly plan 
5. No alcohol unless on date 
6. meditation daily 
7. No intense junk food or candy 
8. mediation daily 
9. Sharp dress daily for work 
10. Daily Priorities & checklist 
11. Goal anchoring daily 
12. No social media, internet is for work only
13. No Fap  

I have to be professional and maintain structure, there is no way around it 

Edited July 23 by Optimized Life

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The Dark Triad core consists of three specific personality traits: Narcissism, Machiavellianism, and Psychopathy. These traits share a common core of social malice, emotional coldness, and a lack of care for others.....

The Three Core Traits

Narcissism

High self-love and grandiosity.

Deep need for praise and attention.

Strong sense of being better than others. [1, 2, 3]

Machiavellianism

Cold and planned control of people.

Using deception and fake kindness to win.

Treating friends and peers as tools for personal gain. [1, 2, 3]

Psychopathy

Total lack of empathy or guilt.

High impulse actions and thrill-seeking.

Low fear and shallow emotional response. [1, 2]

The Shared Core (The D-Factor)

Researchers note that all three traits overlap because they share a root.

This shared center is called the Dark Factor of Personality (D-factor).

It is built on a basic antagonism, meaning a permanent readiness to exploit, trick, and hurt other people without remorse. [1, 2, 3, 4]

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How come at a nightclub i noticed an extremely confident, brash, outspoken and narcisitic (in vibe) guy, BUT his core agenda and intentions were positive, he was talking to us, his goal was to actually give us advice on how to improve our appearance to get more women (and this wasnt a phony thing) this isl iterally what he did, he gave me style advice, it was crude and not in a way that was meant to make me feel good or give fake niceness, but to tell me what he honestly thinks would improve my look and results wth women and his general character was extremely confident and charasmatic how do u reconcile this nuance?

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You ran into a personality type often called the "prosocial alpha" or the benevolent narcissist.

This nuance is reconciled through a simple concept: high ego does not always equal bad intentions. A person can possess extreme, brash confidence while still using their social dominance to help others rather than exploit them.

Here is how to break down and understand this specific dynamic.

The Source of His Advice

The Dominance Display: Giving unprompted advice is a massive power move. By teaching you, he automatically establishes himself as the "expert" or the higher-status male in the room.

Ego-Driven Mentorship: Taking you under his wing feeds his narcissism. Seeing you succeed based on his advice proves to him how smart, skilled, and powerful he really is.

Validation Through Results: He does not care about making you feel good with fake niceness. He cares about being right. If his advice works, it validates his own worldview and superior status. [1, 2]

Radical Candor vs. Machiavellianism

Honesty Over Manipulation: Dark Triad personalities use fake kindness to trick you. This guy did the exact opposite. His crude, harsh honesty proves he had zero interest in manipulating you for personal gain.

Zero Malice: Because he lacked the deceitful core of Machiavellianism, his brashness came across as authentic and charismatic rather than creepy or dangerous.

The "Tough Love" Archetype: He views social dynamics as a competitive game. In his mind, sugarcoating the truth is useless. He gave you the raw rules of the game as he sees them.

Why He Was Charismatic

Congruence: People are drawn to consistency. He was loud, brash, confident, and completely honest. There was no hidden agenda or mismatch between his vibe and his actions. [1, 2]

High Social Value: In a nightclub, someone who is outspoken and unafraid of judgment signals immense high status and security.

Unexpected Generosity: Narcissistic vibes usually come with selfishness. When he broke that stereotype by actually trying to help you, it created a powerful, memorable contrast that felt incredibly magnetic. [1]

 

Edited July 24 by Optimized Life

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You ran into a personality type often called the "prosocial alpha" or the benevolent narcissist.

This nuance is reconciled through a simple concept: high ego does not always equal bad intentions. A person can possess extreme, brash confidence while still using their social dominance to help others rather than exploit them.

HELL YEAH BITCH!!! 

THIS IS BASICALLY WHO I AM AS WELL 

HE WAS LIKE A CARTOONISH VERSION OF ME

FUCK FEELING GUILTY ABOUT NARCISISM 

I WEAR IT ON MY FUCKING CHEST, IM A FUCKING NARCISIST AND IM PROUD OF IT. 

[Optimized Life]

Many men, even on this forum, STILL DO NOT INTERNALISE THE POWER OF THIER LANGUAGE & MINDSET  

Leo has, in other words and framing, gone over this with TENS of different videos, i have also discussed it at length 

But the theoretical part is only 1 half, you then have to EMBODY (work your ass off and apply it) IT FOR YEARS 

(Assuming u didn't have a rare perfect childhood, with an incredible father figure, environment ect.. and this is all done unconsciously) 

• Positive thinking
• Visualization 
• Self Talk 
• Affirmations 
• Goal Setting 
• Mindset
• Beliefs, limiting beliefs, 
• Not needing validation
• Being Uninhibited - low inhibition men, shameless, unapolagetic
• Not giving a fuck what people think 
• Saying and doing what you want
• How u interpret reality 
• Overthinking, OCD, anxiety within your body, lack of presence 
• Authenticity, speaking with your chest, vocal tonality, eye contact 

All of these things can and should be msatered individually, and worked on for multiple years, EVERY SINGLE DAY 

BUT 

There is a core connector that needs to be unraveled

That is that, many of these things are just extentions of a few core foundations 

The core foundation(S), once its truly mastered, everything else becomes a byproduct, or become smuch smoother to emoby and integrate

And the core of it is subsconsious reprogarmming, core beliefs about yourself and your value

Another foundation is the linguistic programming and brainwashing within your mind, which creates these core beliefs 

Another foundation is positive thinking - but much more specifically, is your mind, constantly, permanently, instantly, orientated towards solutions, success, the future (or enjoying the present), growth, transformation, dreaming, refining, improving, where you will be, how amazing your life will be ect.. and how deep and subconscious, instant and effortless this mechanism is 

And again the foundation to achieving this is affrimations, visualizations, self talk, but it sounds way easier than it is, easy in concept, not academic, but who actually drills it in, day and night, for years? who the fuck even does that 

Then, this becomes so deep and unconcious that when you talk, speak write on a forum, the actual emotionality of your language changes, i still see people on this forum casually mention how they're "absolutely terrifed of ... (insert mundane petty thing that really is just a linguistic reasoning shaped by the deep subconcious anxiety, insecurity, envy. desperation and inner inadequacy within the cells of there body, because they never truly repgrommaed themselves, they never went all the way, they just dabbled in self help as a fad, like everyone else, where is the god level of fearlessness, confidence, masculinity when a guy is fucking terrified of a basic ability of a 130 pound woman (an ability which, he could very simply learn thorugh work and struggle for a few months and benefit from inmediately for the remaining entirety of hisl life)? its pathetic, but if we're all honest, we are all pathetic and mediocre, and this post is how you rise above mediocrity, only when applied, daily, day and night, for years. 

This is just an honest reminder to myself

I got some results but i still mostly dabbled with it all in practice 

I did not TRULY master it on a deep, subconcious level, to the level that lionel messi rapidly makes decisions, positions his body, knows where the next pass is, already knows the next 3 steps ahead of the defender, to the level of zidannes first touch, effortless, permanently ingrained, unstoppable, never bends or waivers, true mastery. 

 

Edited Saturday at 09:29 PM by Optimized Life

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On 24/07/2026 at 5:25 PM, Optimized Life said:

Many men, even on this forum, STILL DO NOT INTERNALISE THE POWER OF THIER LANGUAGE & MINDSET  

This is mostly just a reminder to myself. 

I dont care about people on this forum, nor does any1 give a shit about me, this isnt a serious place

But i have to remind myself again, again and again 

I have stress tolerance problems, i have financial pressure, i have terrible sleep, and im running on adrenaline 

I dont want any of this and i've tried to solve the sleep, but it hasnt fixed yet 

So what i dont have right now is health or peace

The only thing i can control is mindset 

And its especially important to brainwash yourself into masisve success and action exactly when you are tired, stressed, and overwhelemed, anyone can do it when life is easy 

Doesnt take long, could be 10 minutes, 10 minutes of affirmations, of visualization, of regrounding, but those 10 minutes can carry you for days, that push, everyone needs that push

ALl i know for sure i want it badly enough, i am egotistical enough, i am abitious enough, i am hardworking enough, i am driven enough, i am inspired enough, i just need that ignition, especially in these circumstance, i need to light that spark, every single day. I need to stay in absolute belief and conviction, absolute decisiveness, absolute certainty, absolute god levels of self confidence, of proactivity, always taking action, always persisting, always bigging myself up to the moon,  absolute momentum, nothing else works, nothing else takes man to great heights, the standard must be extreme, no one will hold my hand here, no entitlement, no support, no therapy, no loans, no american credit cards, no money from family, my family dont even understand my choices and think I am being stupid, tell me to go work some stupid job, I am all alone here, this is the true american dream i have to prove right, i have to prove the left wrong, that they are wrong, that it is up to me and not the system, not my education, not my access to X services or X loans or credit or X location, I am either my greatest leader or enemy and god fucking bless the internet for giving me a once in history opportunity to create an awesome life that my ancestors could never dream of, the kind of life they would've killed for, gone to war for, sacrificed themselves for their children to have, I will not fucking fail, i will fucking make this shit happen, i am ascending to god mode. 

Edited Monday at 01:59 PM by Optimized Life

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On 27/07/2026 at 2:50 PM, Optimized Life said:

This is mostly just a reminder to myself. 

I dont care about people on this forum, nor does any1 give a shit about me, this isnt a serious place

But i have to remind myself again, again and again 

I have stress tolerance problems, i have financial pressure, i have terrible sleep, and im running on adrenaline 

I dont want any of this and i've tried to solve the sleep, but it hasnt fixed yet 

So what i dont have right now is health or peace

The only thing i can control is mindset 

And its especially important to brainwash yourself into masisve success and action exactly when you are tired, stressed, and overwhelemed, anyone can do it when life is easy 

Doesnt take long, could be 10 minutes, 10 minutes of affirmations, of visualization, of regrounding, but those 10 minutes can carry you for days, that push, everyone needs that push

ALl i know for sure i want it badly enough, i am egotistical enough, i am abitious enough, i am hardworking enough, i am driven enough, i am inspired enough, i just need that ignition, especially in these circumstance, i need to light that spark, every single day. I need to stay in absolute belief and conviction, absolute decisiveness, absolute certainty, absolute god levels of self confidence, of proactivity, always taking action, always persisting, always bigging myself up to the moon,  absolute momentum, nothing else works, nothing else takes man to great heights, the standard must be extreme, no one will hold my hand here, no entitlement, no support, no therapy, no loans, no american credit cards, no money from family, my family dont even understand my choices and think I am being stupid, tell me to go work some stupid job, I am all alone here, this is the true american dream i have to prove right, i have to prove the left wrong, that they are wrong, that it is up to me and not the system, not my education, not my access to X services or X loans or credit or X location, I am either my greatest leader or enemy and god fucking bless the internet for giving me a once in history opportunity to create an awesome life that my ancestors could never dream of, the kind of life they would've killed for, gone to war for, sacrificed themselves for their children to have, I will not fucking fail, i will fucking make this shit happen, i am ascending to god mode. 

It's about proving the blackpill wrong too!

People think if you're good looking fighting the blackpill isnt relevant, NO!

U dont realize how toxic the blackpill became

These energy vultures even pray on the good looking and extroverted these days, years ago it was actually somewhat reasonable, it was about the deformed face guy with severe autism and trying to help him feel understood (still toxic but it was somewhat reasonable and based on truth)

Nowadays they talk so much bullshit, they talk about "women (as in ALL women not just 8s 9s and 10s) are "extremely picky now, they need the full package, being good looking isnt enough, women dont need men" (This is just simply. undeniably false, anyone who actually goes outside and has lived a little will realize that yes, women do need and want men, not all of them obviously, some of them are just a lost cause and hate men, just like some men are too, but even then, they're not the majority at all

They even say "if u have adhd or dont have the "focus gene" or "motivation gene" then your screwed for life

They also talk about IQ, they fuckng hammer on about IQ and all this 

They talk about fait, location, all this stuff

They literally forma  grove in their mind of seeing their world, dial it up to 10/10 and apply it to everything 

Yes, there is a partial truth to the blackpill, being very good looking or some genuis helps and increases what your max ceiling is, yes a guy whos genetically a 4/10 in looks probably cant just bang 100s of 8s 9s and 10s and will have to settle a fair bit unless hes a celebrity, yes most people probably wont just become a billionaire, yes there are some limits for a lot of people yes ect.. but thats it? why take it further? Why think about it? why not just do YOUR BEST, thats what makes people happy, a good looking guy like me feels jsut as much suffering, often even more, because his max cieling is higher, so getting any 5 or 6 automatically from his looks and just half assing life isnt fulfilling

So fuck the blackpill, if i had it my way, i'd kill every harcore blackpill influencer in a single day, id get an AK47 and shoot their fucking brains out, and im not even joking, the net positive to society would outweigh that evil 1000 times. 

I'm at fucking war, im battling insomnia, im battling adhd, im battling poverty, im battling everyone, time to fucking kill (not literally chill out mods im not going to go jail and i'd only kill these vultures (and obviously i wont because im not goin to fucking jail) and i mean it symbollicaly and energetically , we need some fucking warriors in this weak society)

I'm battling (a history of...) severe anxiety, im battling heartbreak, im battling panic attacks, im battling insomnia, im battling regret, im battling debt, im battling adhd, im battling negativity, im battling battling negative energy, im battling mediocrity, im battling laziness, im battling battling a history of being used, manipulated and scammed of all my hard earnt money, im battling social media, im battling phone addiction, im battling battling disorganization, im battling indecisiveness, im battling the market, im battling overthinking, im battling self doubt, and i still dont accept that im cursed, i dont think im genetically doomed, i think i will find a way to sleep 7-8 hours and earn hundreds of thousands and millions of dollars, and dates 8s and 9s and 10s, in abundance, i will do everything it takes, i will do 1000* more than everyone on here, than 99% of men, i will pay the fucking price, i will not live a boring, stressful, life, i still think the potential is there, i still think i can go to the highest levels,no, i know that i can and i will, will do it all, and i'll die trying either way. 

Edited Tuesday at 09:48 PM by Optimized Life

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No weed whatsoever and no smoking full stop (none of this is serving me currently

I know i sound like a deluded hypocrite but .. it is actually seving me again. 

I dont smoke in the day and its only a last resort, its because i have chronic insomnia and a huge amount of stress, and about 14 hours of my day are just grinding

But i also changed the strain which is much more indica dominant, lower THC (relative to the previous strain, allthough its all pretty high thc honestly) , and smoke a smaller dose so it is calming me down again

I dont glorify or promote it but it can help with suffering a lot and that is a legit medical and philosophical stance, but it really aint for everyone 

And yeah the strain seems to be hugely important from my anecdotal experience, this one doesnt give me any anxiety at all, just calms me down.

A good trick if for smoke too much : Buy CBD leaf, then make 90% of your roll CBD and then just sprinkle some weed on it and you still scratch that itch of "smoking it up, i should buy some CBD

It's also great if you get stopped by police, then you have an alibi and if you act normal they'll just laugh and nod 

Edited Tuesday at 09:52 PM by Optimized Life

[Optimized Life]

I have managed to possibly have 2 nights of 7 hours sleep and this is a good sign, trying to reduce anxiety, overthinking and doomer thoughts and (well more specifically) focus on the inverse the poisitve as u dont remove negative thoughts and inner game by nega negativing, you have to just focus on positive, the best inner game guy on the planet is not whipping himself to be positive, he just is positive, hes literally deluded in the sense that if he approaches 10 girls, and 9 of them go terribly, but 1 of them blows his brains out, he doesnt think "wow you know numbers game" no, no he literally ONLY REMEMBERS the girl who blew his brain out, he has a fish memory for any negative interaction or energy apart from any learning lessons/iterations (whcih is still positively orientated because thats assuming that he can improve and not "ah modern women suck" blackpill nonsense)

Compared to the last 1-2 years i have a stronger work ethic, higher risk tolerance, and higher standards for myself and my life in all areas, i'm also more mature and humble - in the sense that i know that failure, autopilot, cowardice, mediocrity, regret and a life of quiet desperation is the default mode for almost every man on the planet, and that you have to be both extremely proactive, decisive, and be this way consistenly, every day in order to get a fighting chance of winning. 

What has sort of got shaky though is my inner game, i really built up some god level inner game last year and i am coming back to it, coming back to my notes, coming back to and realizing how far i need to push things, how far i need to go, in making money, cold approach, with women, no limits, no moral or personal boundaries, married women arent off limits, nothing is, making millions at a relatively young age is still possible and should be perused, not just 10K a month, even literal fame is still posible for me in the next 2-4 years if i really decide i want to persue it. 

I dont want "decent inner game", i want god level king inner game, nothing else is satisfying for me, and i am not entitled anymore, im going to keep working my ass off to achieve it, it will not be handed to me automatically, sleeping with 5 or 10, even 20 * 7+ women this year isnt enough, I want to sleep with 100s of 8s 9s and 10s, and date many of them, relatipnships, get retention, married women, all types of women

Now i am rediscovering the deep inner game and combining it with the increased maturity, humility, disicpline and work ethic that I have. 

And in my career i dont just want to "make money", i want to become so good and valuable that i just simply cant be ignored, i want to be better than 99% of people, have better metrics, be a better public speaker, i want to earn and create so much that I just overflow with value, I want to provide so much value and love to the world that it outweighs my narcisissm (which isnt going away nor am i being someone else) by a 100 fold. A lazy narcisist who just talks shit is cringe, someone who actually works their ass off for years and builds everyone up around them is respected, the world and god ultimately cares about impact, contribution value and net value, not petty personality flaws. 

Edited 7 hours ago by Optimized Life

[Optimized Life]

I flinched yesterday

She was like a 10 or something 

Amazing face, slim frame but everything went to the ass 

She was beautiful, and she looked at me too 

I've had insomnia for months and i smoke tree to cope for it 

But i let it be an excuse 

When u these kinda issues u need extra strength over normal, overlike obviusly the energy and default blessing of sleeping 8 hours, how i felt 4 months ago, which is now gone, but not approaching her wont help me sleep any more, I was too weak 

No, i am not yet the man i should be 

No i am not my greatest self 

I can only do it with 7s 

i still need to ascend 

But god i prey that I sleep for once, and build up my inner game again

She made me realize something

I only want the most beautiful and feminine women, im not really fulfilled by much else, I cant deny myself anymore

Goodbye 6.5s and 7s, i dont want you anymore 

Hello 9s and 10s, hi, hello!

No more writing, action again 

Action in the pain, action when im tired, never stop. 

War 

I was never given the cards of piece but the dealer told me i can flip my 1 to an ace

i want a fucking 9 or 10 fuck just looking "for a mate" 

And fuck flinching thats a FUCKING disgrace. 

Time to play those hands, hand of god, mara maradona

Take action never overthink no dont run away 

Dont run from yourself u running from urself niggerr

I need a doctor i need a doctor i need a 9/10 doctor she a love doctor 

Edited 2 hours ago by Optimized Life