Success, but no stress

[Optimized Life]

I'm a psycho 

I'm a psycho and i think i lost my mind 

1 day i feel love and purpose but 80% of the time

Its vengeance that fuels me as the motif in my mind 

I just blame my environment and the sound of revenge still rings like a chime 

I'm driven by love but im driven by power too 

All the bad hoes i wanna manipulate them too 

But the good girls who do me no wrong i'll treat them well

The rest well i'll fucking manipulate the shit out of them and fuck their friends as well 

Show them whos boss leave them with a bitter taste, sip this fucking water from my dirty well 

As i get rich af i flex on everyone as well 

 

Edited July 16 by Optimized Life

[Optimized Life]

This is a work of art. 

Edited Saturday at 01:24 AM by Optimized Life

[Optimized Life]

Everyone on here obsessed with "consciousness" but if you were truly conscious you'd care much more about getting off your lazy ass and building up your value 

Only through value can you help others, guide others 

And that doesnt come from theory alone, 90% of it is putting in the work, endlessly, grinding out the work for years 

Then you can have some value, then u can at bare minimum help some of your friends or another struggling guy, make at least some fucking positive change in others 

It's forgiveable to be a bit narcistic and arrogant in vibe but u must be humble in your work ethic, this was my core mistake years ago, i wasted years of my potential wanting to just make it off crypto and thinking that was it, thats not real self improvment and crypto stopped working 5 years ago. 

No, you have to work, you have to work when you're tired, work all day, for fucking years. 

I'm not even done in my value accumulation, im very behind relative to my potential, im shockingly behind and im deeply ashamed of it

This is the main reason (if and when I do) i get annoyed, sometimes even very harsh and fully demonise certain people, whether its mark manson, owen cook or whoever 

I see through their fake value, i see followers and money but little substance or true charisma, I see luck, timing and connections, and maybe some marketing brilliance, i dont see thousands of hours cold approaching 7+ women sober, I dont see thousands of hours of them actually disecting language and enahncing their commuinication skills, I dont see creative brilliance, I dont see art, insanely valuable business ideas or true self awareness and ambition,  I see the bare minimum, and I see very limited talent if there is any at all. because sometimes thats enough in america, when u know the right people, and hit the right marketing timing, with mark manson i see a guy who was a "ladies man" but he was constantly drunk, and married a 5/10 and settled into his lazy fat slob of a boring existence, boring bastard. and he thinks he some kind of genuis philospher because he reads stupid university psychology studies, i see through fake value very well, and i'm fucking sick of it, fuck these fucking mediocre fools, im here to set the real standard, and its 1000* higher than the dogshit thats avaialble online. 

 

Edited 3 hours ago by Optimized Life