Egoist way I develop my science

[tvaeli]

I wanted to tell about egoist ways I develop my science.

Science at my website is theoretical:
- I attended 3 forums to provide practical aspects for these groups.

- 2 forums disliked this, saying it's too long, hard to read, or does not bring them money. Math and classic enlightenment: my boredom in those forums also means practical aspects of these interests are not made by me. Lack of interaction => lack of agenda on my side, this is Zen and Wu Wei.

- 1 forum and some communications did like this: it means I have been resolving their interest and scopes, and I actually feel some fluctuation of their energy: this is the actual inflow of demand.

 

I want to tell:

- Magically, my supply curve fits demand curve more and more.

- This is not what people excpect from genius of my past: it was more integrated to every aspect of society, not understanding who rewards and did not know penalties, so what people expect is gain here, but what they got is that from the moment I started to lose picture of their reality, the practical counterparts of it are becoming: unpractical and ideological, rather than practical and particular.

- Example: I might generalize over a few stories in actualized.org, but not in mathworld or kundalini collective forums. At those forums I study the games they play and scientifically feel forced to cover this scientifically and spiritually, to make sense of the actual reality experience rather than imagined worlds.

In my thinking: motivation => purpose. Things which are interesting and not boring, make more interest out of it all - here, some questions get answered.

[tvaeli]

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Edited June 2 by tvaeli