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[KosmicGeng]

My core points I speak with ChatGPT and use obsidian now, for the first time I could actually build the concept around a simple equation without just writting it down and solving the entire procedure. 

[KosmicGeng]

I do the rest tomorrow I am really getting into what I really craved to do, but I am still in a hell of a scenario, as I realized how some of leos teaching and his education was not enough for his teachings to intersect over into A.I doing a masters in that field, only HCI it was enough, but not for A.i & NLP that is to much to expect, I might miss some points, but I am making progress with some basics, where I was to involved with art, and the issue of getting someone a citizenship and foundations in Germany, generally I've been hit with drive-bys from aliens who're not from this country steadily asking me for outlandish information, I have no clue, about and I have to now workout this mess, and in the end these fuckers betrayed me with their low consciousness of development, and the steady issue of fun and friendship. 

Just calculating some stuff in my mind, as I am a fast calculator with an IW heaven is good and recognizing the energy is strong in decline after prompting GPT is good, but this Ibliss fire whore was the worst of the fucking worst, and the consciousness of the people who're here with Islam I would never ever ever moved here, if I knew that it would be so many people, as they steadily have some issue with knowledge somehow now that A.I is here it's more fine, but there is some underlying issue with the U.S I am not denying, I still have to build some momentum, but I am also partially fucked that I meet a dream girl turning into horror, bros being into pro-play, them winning and being on their peak, me peaking at work, but the pain and issue I had with this Capricorn mother and in secret planning of stuff, and her being unable to value any foundation, and being a low class person who just could cherish family was the worst mistake ever, I frankly dislike and hate her till the end of my life, even with the sex was good, and I had some inner child healing, this Cross of Contagion that I chart via Ra-Uh-Ra's teaching is partially the lucifer soul, and this person was obsessed with mechanics and the trash consciosuness that has to go with this chiefdom function and judgement that is not properly conscious enough to evaluate anything valid, and just hunts for control, but with this lucifer soul it's worse, as they constantly gravitate towards controlling light etc. and I had to figure out my archetypal work and chart, I am still doing it fairly slow, and using astrology/astronomy and some mathematics and pure knowledge to get behind it, it feels good to solve some simply baysian stuff, as I dove to heavily into solving the matrixc and I calculated everything it was a huge coincidences, the core issue is the overfocus on love, and not courage, as the love issue got me into mahasamadhi type of experiences, and suicidal thoughts, so I decided to simply say fuck love for now it's not for me, I love to deep, I never had it reciprocated, happiness simply works better, and then I had the control issues with the betraying whore slut, that is the ibliss fire monkey consciousness I so vehemently hate. 

Looking a bit at human design and this channeled information that is super interesting I might watch one of Leo's video if I still get the time to do it, while playing the simulation of mount & bannerlord I lost a lot of my vision yearning to merge to different visions, but this trash had no values whatsoever, never wrote them down, just takes whatever eye-value she can get and now pushes into science with this zoomer mind and consciousness I am glad it's in the most "pathetic" field for me social sciences, where I meet a lot of whores who're just not good enough, and quiet frankly she still deserves to be shot and killed, for playing with love so someone hangs himself, and her vagina was cut open, by someone she was together with, that taught me also how stupid it is for women to approach a man, if he is not conscious enough, and she has this lucifer soul that is obsessed with beauty, but does not get the core essence of it anyhow. 

I hope this leaves my body and system entirely, I enjoyed her brothers, but not her and her mother, these people are satanic demons of "healers" stealing clothes, abusing money, lying and deception all day, what low quality of consciousness do you need to be to deceive someone with genuient intent, if I would've not smoked cannabis with her this would've never happened, now I am in this shit social scenario where I just hope this whore gets raped and killed she absolutely deserves it!!!!!

 

[KosmicGeng]

Alright let's get to some esoteric knowledge with Ra-Ura teachings and archetypes, I am skipping the dream mechanic section I tried over and over again during my bachelors to make it work, but most of my states pull me into causal and non-dual type of experiences mostly causal and white light and I prefer that. 

[KosmicGeng]

I listend to this yesterday I highly enjoy his historical views, and academic work on astrology and it explains more why the current world is the way it is from a historical perspective with the 7 days of the week and the chaledean order.
 

I watched the entire thing, but feel asleep, I don'T recall everything, but I am often primed on some topics, just have to do my own thinking and reading. 

[KosmicGeng]

It's good also that this esoteric thing pulls out this alpha persona partially from Ra-Ura I really enjoyed working with some esoteric knowledge from the perspective of a shaman, not so much the new-age women etc.