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[KosmicGeng]

This is interesting I watched half of it, I have a different opinion as quantum science is not quite touching the depths of A.I, yet but in 1-2 years it will most likely even great a deeper depth of technology present, I presume this will go very fast but 2028 will be the starting point most likely

[KosmicGeng]

First session doing a pomodoro with Obsidian, very powerful, but I did only 25 minutes, and I am still learning in the process while doing it, procedual thinking is my strength and putting procedual thinking into memory, I could even now test some knowledge, but I want to see if the Zeigarniceffects kicks-in and I already share so much I should keep some stuff that I do private, as people really craved my knowledge the more serious I got, besides these lucifers whores, and I am done with fake lucifer whores, if you're not asian, I am very biased about this, there is enough energy, and these peoples fires is sick, a true fire monkey on the day and not month, I've had plenty of these acting like they are the true monkey, but they abuse your face and tear you down for their nefarious purposes, it's a shame I ever interacted with such a person, because I valued beauty etc. but this person just hijacked my nervous system, with this bullshit overdemoniring looser energy, that has nothing to do with equanimity and balance, and these whores love to disturb that, I frankly despise white fire monkey women in the month as of now, or other patterns I see, your fire is sick, you only go for glory and might, and this has nothing to do with GOD, and your the most egotistical, envious monkey even by element, and you claim your spirit, but your not AKASH?!

[KosmicGeng]

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[KosmicGeng]

I could study and do more, but this gaslighting Yi-Chou shit about food and just oxes in BaZi are fucking satanic my entire life, I faced this issue and me and my mother faced serious setbacks with this shit degenerate greed, and power over strength mentality, we're more strength oriented while these oxes manipulated more and more, the same with my grandma, to some extend she steadily was unable to be of any guidance, and just pushed her anger onto others, instead of perspective, if she was allowed to explain the perspective, but some are so feed-up I just often think they don't know what they are explaining but seem quiet satanic. 

It's extremely disgusting, when I went eating with my mother we faced serious issues with all of these people my food stopped tasting and these fuckers sit around for my taste buds to test, but I fucked them up volutairly as they are so fucking greedy about food, they never suffered the issue a Ji-SI faces and imo they are disgusting creatures, that don't realize how fucking psychic eating alone is, fuck them at times, and their pain perception, just fuck ox children in BaZi fucking assholes. 

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[KosmicGeng]

It's fantastic that this white african gaslighting exist I now have way more debt, and I could not work myself through, but fuck success, I fucking hate Yi-Chou wife beater guilt tripping

[KosmicGeng]

Watching an anime and cooking, I barely have food after this  exhereidation from my aunts side, and I invested everything I could into gaining more competence in cs & with women, and building my own life style, and working out, I heavily dislike some things about stuff, but most of my money should go into proper food and nutrition it helps me the most, but I also have to speed-up, I should've not invested into going out, I went to out to often to know it's not good, and meeting a girl online, was fine for what it was, but the secrets such a whore can save is just purely pathetic and it shows me they deserved to be kicked out of their pro leauge and fantasies about life, I can't be an inspiration to a whore that is utterly corrupt, I am very glad Leo is still different, even when I utterly hate parts of him following him now for 10 years, and seeing the issue, of  bashing the monkey for ones own benefit, bash the fire monkey, but leave me alone, fuck this fire monkey, consciousness, I saw enough of it in China, idk if it's actually just lucifer, and the water monkey actually is just an incarnation of ahriman, as the water monkey has an issue of dignity interconnecting it with the queen of cups and what these people act like from observation I charted close to 1000 people to understand psychology more, and hidden dynamics of this including relationships, also to have an upperhand in certain things. 

[KosmicGeng]

Watching this and the anime on the side:

 

[KosmicGeng]

I watched the entire thing, what I can say briefly is how this interconnects with the yin-metal snake year the ex-gf was born in as well as the issue of my aunt being yin-metal snake day master and the issue of illusion, as they are the most "paranormal yin-metal", I could name more snake day masters as Leo is a snake day master, and it's been an issue with the illusions these yin-metal snakes spin, and I partially create the hyperreality but pull back vehemently in order to do consciousness work, but this "horse" attitude of many, just production, extraction & production causes a massive backlash, where many choose seduction over any productive logic, that creates abundance or value, I notice how charm/seduction can have value to get into certain fields and to make things not as dry, and to engage emotions, I learned that while presenting a lot of stuff, I am still not the best, and I have a lot of fear, but I just go through it instead of just presenting numbers & facts, and then being next with a few applauses, I did not really enjoy that, I was forutnate I presented my character and story, to actually fit the post-modern paradigm in one company I worked, at as it simply shows they pre-selected for skill, now I can present my character and life and see if I fit long-term, but the profit business of this Taurus Ji-Chou person, and that he grew up dead poor, and now is a millionair caused massive issues to me, as he was walking around with me making use of Geng-Shen business sense it happens all the time, these people just want to do business with me, but they give little time to see the production value of their system, and are hideous about their intentions, which causes not a favourable production logic oriented towards understanding a product, creating value benefits, and being able to sell something or provide value, being spirial dynamic and abraham maslow aware, but the exact production logic they run, causes the extractive capitalism where seduction is used to just push numbers, instead of engaging with what I learned in HCI, an inquiriy into then needs, and offering the serivces or ideas that can solve the underlying need or helps with that. 

The simulalcrum thing is something I never understood about students in certain classes, they just focused forever on creating an image or person and identity that fits the digital space, even when I studied and worked in it and used it, I never understood why they are so called towards hiding their persona online? I prefer my quietness, sure I am shy at times and I was a shy person, and I enjoy the privacy of not using my name all the time, but it was odd how they viewed the whole crypto-simulacrum thing, while for me the digial asset, is a real as a physical asset, to me there was no difference, ever since I got hurt online once, I can clearly also see, yes it hurts and the physical social domain is real, and we should care about it, the current issue of the left is the massive issue, that they all run to academia, instead of having any grit and sell their souls to academia, I made a deliberate choice after moving to China and living and working there and then working in a science institute, and said yes I am going to study this path I underwent, as I like and enjoy education, but I never liked the profit based thing, and I enjoyed entreprenurial topics when I was 16 or so, which makes it more obvious now with my IW Yang-Wood heaven stem in BaZi (interconnecting here again), what I clearly can see now with this totaliterian dysneyland and many Xin-Metal snakes being this totalitarain disney land, it's mostly just a form of escapism, with the option to enjoy the illusion, enjoying it fully is wise, like it's said in the Yi-Qing I read yesterday "Sich Genügen Lassen" is intelligent for simplicities sake, but the core issue of buying into the illusion and feeding it, is not good, the totalitarain disneyland I presented to the ex, with a lot of sex/cannabis/fun & games while providing entertainment, costed me a lot of time away from my purpose, but something was also amiss, mostly the core point of even having had a loving relationship, and the sex I gave her made her automatically also love her, as I was quite the G during that time, but she kept following the past, what if you would be at 26, and just inserting doubt, like a stupid monkey, instead of actually working on the situation, as this lazy fucking whoreass was not doing anything for her studies, just "pretenious care" for family, this is similar to a simulcrum of disney land, there is a lack of doing anything of value, and the relationship was just focused on impregnating here, as she abused black d.n.a and fundamentally the fecundity I have, she is a dirty fucking cum swallowing whore, and I wish her if she has children that something serious happens, so she actually knows what she is doing.

I am looking more forward to the other two videos of the blog, as I enjoy the ironic academic persona he has to pulls you into I felt drawn into when I was younger in academia, also usin Obsidian for notetaking is absolutely insane game-changer for me even just the 25 minutes. 

Mostly Leo's perception and the psychdelic video I posted is way deeper, but this is good grist for the mill, with what is happening with Twitter, or any recurrent type of application.

I hope I can get back on track with psychedelic work, but that will take 2-5 years, and I might quit them all together, the more I realized how powerful my dna is as every chakra point in the crown chakra is defined when I look up esoteric stuff, just food, exercise and meditation helps me tremendously, but it has to be strength training, with endurance, meditation and the old psychedelic effects, still are there and can push me, especially music, and just going hard at home for a bit can push me to very deep states, anyhow. I will do the other videos tomorrow and first write a different post. 

[KosmicGeng]

What I instead want to focus on is not that hyperreality self-inflated yin-metal snake type of consciousness of being pulled into the illusion of money and grandeur with clicks and clicks over again, and the issue of being glocked away by the billionair friends of my aunt, is just the issue of buying even into the lifestyle illusion, it's the most pathetic choice I have seen to lie in such a circumstances to your nephew and I fundamentally despise her ever since, but at least get spent 50k for a boat license or whatever, and hide all of your bullshit in mini-dogs and thi neo-liberal post-modern hog shit, of anti-care and masculine hatred, and penis envy, and acting like a helpless yi-chou damsel in distress, as you're the "wife" for a yang-metal day master whicch I am, and I got fooled plenty of times, of her "open-ai" broken xin-metal mao chart, and this IW/IR pattern that I also have which is the luck pattern, that has to be pushed further and strengthened, you have to bite through, which is the wisdom of the Yi-Chou hexagram in a baby/nano nutshell, from the BaZi site I look at, but what I also see is this. 

I now miss a massive opportunity to become wealthy, due to this sabotage, and they just being pulled and befriending these billionairs for their fake choice of healing or helping them, there is nothing serious about that, anyhow it's part of my own fault that these things happend, but they also limited options massively, I stop here, and think for a while.