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[KosmicGeng]

This is my pillar with accurate information of my birth certificat, a mother does not forget...

I require some nobles, Leo's year pillar is a noble, at times I am hell or heaven for him, I know but the integral information the new one also showed me some stuff. (the stuff I just posted) 

Day Pillar Ranking (日柱等级)

Excellent

庚

Geng

申

Shen

Twin Tiger's Dash

Day Pillar Profile

Stem-Branch Relations

Twin Elements

Auspicious Stars

Inauspicious Stars

Eight Exclusives (八专)

12 Life Stages

Maturity

Elemental Sound

Pomegranate Wood

Symbolic Imagery

Fruit-Eating Monkey

Day Pillar Interpretation

Geng Shen (庚申) is known as 'twin tigers on the run.' It's a pillar of pure, harmonious energy, deeply rooted and powerful. If born in the month of the Ox (丑), you possess the 'Heavenly and Monthly Virtue' stars, blessing you with a life of health and few worries. A woman with this virtue will surely have noble children. You love freedom and independence, are rational and thoughtful, and have a talent for business. In matters of the heart, you will have a particularly strong bond with your daughter.

【Chinese Classical Poetry】

The White Tiger rushes to the south,

Your fame is spread by river's mouth.

Your rank is sure, your place secure,

Drenched by the grace of the emperor.

The poems are deeper this is a simplified version, my chinese is not that good, just some basics, I have to get back on track with my vision, but also relax and enjoy, I was to rigid and not serious enough, and the rigidity of german consciousness within my family is a huge issue

[KosmicGeng]

I was born under the month of the snake, and the monkey-snake combination rules mercurcy in astrology and creates an abundant and water and flow, this is seized, by the issue of the overdomineering energy of the earth here and I already have to much earth my chart is balanced, which is extremely rare, and the ideal case... I have an issue with my rarity meeting meaningful people, so I keep thing superfifical it's more jouissant to me.

In feminist theory, jouissance describes a form of women's pleasure or sexual rapture, which is a fusion of mental, physical, and spiritual aspects bordering on mystical communion. Jouissance is considered the source of a woman's creative power.

I see it more as this, also for a man, as my sexual self-pleasure has lead to more communion aspecs, but it caused a huge issue for lucifer consciousness and envy, etc. generally my chart evokes a lot of anger, and I have to study more esoteric & practical principles, my baselines are constantly attacked, by what my body craved with the issue of the ahrimanic consciousness. 

[KosmicGeng]

Going about this axis, doing more research to vaping, the vape I bought uses ceramic heating, and not vitamin e acetate which causes EVALI and inflammatory issues:
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And I’d reduce the whole 癸酉 luck-pillar mechanism to this:

Strengthen → differentiate → express → test → refine.

Not:

strengthen → push harder → exceed limits.

 

This is interesting, as I just pushed harder to exceed limits, it's a polarity still the pillar technically benefits both, but the refinement and the restructuring let's me more focus on this aspect more consciously, also getting rid of fear, by building certainity in knowledge is good, but it scares luciferanic souls, as they will get into survival fears, what about them? Then turn ethnocentric, to the one who just is in that nobel power energy!

It's a huge risk to have sinner consciousness, ibliss, and fire monkey in your chart you just want to win, but your at times worse than satan, the poem of the fire monkey below:
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Bing (丙) Fire is like a sunset's glow, and Shen (申) Monkey is like water, creating a beautiful scene of 'the sun setting over the western mountains, its rosy light reflected everywhere.' You are intelligent, spiritually attuned, and highly talented. The flow from Talent to Wealth to Warlord stars shows a complete logical chain, making you adept at turning creative ideas into tangible assets and status. Although the process may require your personal effort, your wisdom will ultimately light the way forward.

【Chinese Classical Poetry】

Your name is known through wealth and might,

But watch for rivals in the night.

When your horse finds its highest ground,

Great gold and glory will be found.


This is the core issues if it's contagious, as it's still sick fire from my research and the fire needs refinement I also have wenchang in my chart. I look up the poem for my snake, as there is a huge difference in spiritual quality, and imo the snake is spiritually more powerful than the monkey, the monkey is practically more spiritual, and honest, generally there are positive things, but I contradict myself in order to solve more paradoxical and uncertainity questions, my core issue is the cravings for wealth and might, and them seeing myself in this post-modern us v.s them quality as a dismissal quality, while my energy is more pure and harmonious, as my pillar is pure, and technically I have nothing to do by fire on the day pillar. 

The point is for great gold and glory, as I had good friendships with these people, and that is where I leave it at, at best, as I have a strong competitive spirit and I want to beat them badly, as it's the most arrogant monkey possible, vanity driven, and often just focused on extracting the body worse than any snake, this is more archetypal stuff, starting at stage purple minimum, but this behaviour still runs it course through many of them, the core issue is they are not being a proper wenchang and just go for the win like maniacs, the best quality of them would be to activate a more nuturing side, my best friend and ex have this in their month chart and career. and it made it visible how corrupt this ill-fire is, while I had the saturnalic qualities of the zodiac with two signs Capricorn and Aquarious in a cascading cloud and kriya mode, fundamentally pushing all the family karma into me, and they take so much nefarious joy out of this, imo it's a reason why I eat the fruit with the powerful and nobels, but the Emporer grace is eating alone and enjoying it alone it is the highest form of virtue and status, I dislike it ever since I've done a retreat and saw the enviousness of food, I can't even eat properly near certainly people or I just gulp it down like a snake, as I can't eat mindfully, I am tired of people complimenting my conscious behaviour shut the fuck up or be funny

[KosmicGeng]

This is the poem simplfied from the Ji-Si pillar which is fundamentally the issue Ghandi faced in his Year-Pillar and other factors, but it's fundamentally a King/Emporer eventually not quiet Emporer, but the combination I have eventually makes it I still have to redefine my character, I see the core issues, I am just happy I am not sick fire internally, as the revealed Yang-Fire is the most arrogant and toxic and hostile force, eventually hot, sexy and crazy but fucking satanic inside, way worse then a snake not seeing itself, anyhow snake warfar is the worst of the worst anyway I am glad in my chart it's a studying partner, I still feel bad for my aunt, but she did not recognize they all don't recognize how needy Yin-Metal is and annoying partially they require someone else, Geng is not very good it's to brutal and straight-forward and just has less vanity, at one point it's enough and I don't know the limit there, the best part about it is the conscious precision in knowledge, mystecism etc. but they take a lot of joy of inflicting pain in others which geng does not or if then in a more brutish neanderthal manner. 

Day Pillar Interpretation

This is a 'Metal Spirit' day, bestowing you with natural resilience, intelligence, and a remarkable presence. The Resource star in your Day Pillar represents a continuous capacity for learning and the support of benefactors; with the help of Fire, your potential is boundless. You can transform pressure into motivation, achieving greatness through challenges. Like a great tree swaying in the wind, you may face tests, but with a solid foundation, you will ultimately grow to touch the sky.

【Chinese Classical Poetry】

A southern king, a seal of jade,

A thousand miles, a fine parade.

On snowy plains, the horse moves slow,

But spring wind makes your fortunes grow.

Leo has a lot of energy similar to Shinzen, I appreciate this depth of knowledge, but I can also do more, the point is I am still studying self-more and there is simply a conflict of power and having been abused, I still yearn to explore some lower consciousness desires to understand them more and myself. 

[KosmicGeng]

Bought a mango-vape, there is still stuff I require to explore based on drugs, that are more safe, it's very good to do research, but this purity mind is an issue, everyone has a right to corrupt him or herself, also this region is full of satanic and luciferanic beigns, everyone against the U.S, and the only one seeing me is the German, in their goodness we're still in the age of pisces, but consciousness transcends time, anyhow I continue with the execution, there is a huge issue with ethnocentrism, as they did not reach any levels of post-modernism and abuse it without an integral mind, I would not even see the benefit of the diversity, but it causes massive issues to the accomplishments of the west and china in recent years... anyhow Lucifer still incarnated there I am convinced, I can learn also more safely from that space then the infection of other stuff anyhow again... 

[KosmicGeng]

My mother is being helpful again, but these archetypal issues, about success and the bolshevistic tendencies are real, especially also the issue of children and my obsessiveness with success it's needed I fucking hate it to loose, and I enjoy learning from failure, but the core issue is I miss collective fun, and being the middle point of attention, or simply an emporer I can't stand it if people get credit and pull me out of their circles, then create a hostile ingroup dynamic to feel superior is the most pathetic bullshit I have seen. 

[KosmicGeng]

Watching this:

https://www.actualized.org/insights/congo-mining

[KosmicGeng]

This was an important documentary and just shows me the issues of sustainabillity and tech, the people around me buy mercedes, a lot of arabic and turkish people buy this to show status, and I don't really enjoy these cars, and I would even buy a fossil fuel driven car, if not subsidized by the state an electric car, simply due to the emissions, but tbh, I just need an e-bike, and had the opportunity, but all of the paper work handling that without A.I was close to impossible, I was working to closely in the gap, and I bought a lot of tech stuff, but also saw the moralistic issues of enjoyment of that tech stuff, and simply made some wrong choices, as I could not research properly as I can with A.I now, but this luciferanic soul thing is very real, and I enjoy my fair share of toxic stuff, as others wise I would live to ethical with is simply hypocritical to development itself, as we all go through the spiral, this is a video and karma my aunt partially tortured myself with and the best side of Yi-Chou as they really care, my aunt cares a lot about sourcing stuff locally, but she is not present anymore within the family there is a huge difference, in our personalities, let alone that I have a lot of fire energy, and she has a rage karmic body, that influenced a lot of my spiritual development, and I am not the person who will save them, I dislike the projections of being a saviour, because I don't like compassion, showing to much compassion is simply dangerous, the point is my core personality runs on speed & endurance, being to slow causes a lethargic karma, a satvic type of karma of people who knew better did nothing and just blame the one with more energy, while I am acutally innocent, I bet a lot of russian companies, and the east invested in that also, I bought a book "Who bought the world?" I did not read it, yet I am a clever investor, but there is a fair share of hatred I faced for having inherited and being exheridated, that show me the nefarious tendencies and satanic tendencies of this satvic type of karma, I will make a list with ChatGPT briefly to see what products use cobalt and be more mindful of what I purchase, generally I only buy tech upgrades if it's required to work with the demand, and I find mistakes that are not even written on the product description and I have to be creative and ask ChatGPT, tinker around etc. get to the bottom of things, I use solar energy and renewable energy already, the core point is the people around me lack ethics harder then everything i have ever seen and just copy this american lifestyle, while I am not even presenting that, they are just projecting their fantasies of abundance, while I did eternal work, in Truth I don't need much, but I definitely deserve more for the integrity of a character I built, then some "rich folks" who just laugh their asses of, with their infinite money, and make fun of the trauma of people.

Approx. this I require this music, also to take this ahrimanic soul out of me, and some core issues I face as I enjoy tech, but I can't life in a hut, with the work I do and that interests me, I just wonder what I should actually do I still require more experience, but I can activate reflection and reflect on the work, I wonder if the entertainment industry simply does more, as the billionairs are not conscious enough to re-invest and I've seen a lot of protest here, around the issue of war, and ressources, also nazi families and rumours with rhein-metal and people passing on that type of legacy, I enjoy my fair share of freakish stuff, but mostly I don't know anymore for which company to work for, as I enjoyed parts of the benefits of the lifestyle of big-tech what was annoying is simply them not allowing you to become independent and some of this is simply inevitable. I make a list soonish, as there is still a lot of knowledge I require, but I am also done with the snooping around of others, I enjoy sharing, but this luciferanic copy-cat business and not just being genuient, learning by memory as you don't know better, is a huge difference, generally the vanity I see in big tech and the ahrimanic soul incarnating there requires some understanding, currently I don't have the luxury to not be entirely spoon feed, as there is simply a lack of ressources and ji-Si is often the neglected one who then feels responsible to ressurect everyone, but also take a part of the cake, the artist in the video has this pillar, and the combination I have rules mercury to my knowledge, the point is knowledge is so dangerous, what I read could get me killed, 

This BaZi stuff, also generates a lot of insights, I get why an OF girl as more class or even a cam girl then the average wome nowadays when I November 30, 1946 Marina Abramovic, this is insane and earth monkey can be the most cruel force in terms of torture, you can be to liberal, I hate it this person gets Tai-Ji from me I even give Sadghuru Tai-Ji with this combination at times I tolerate things that are not tolerable, but doing everything by hand with an injury requires me to build back my dexterity and I simply require sleep or a lot of coffee, and short-term boost. I watch this in accordance with the cobalt video I can't really sleep since 10 years approx. due to the issues of war, and the constant demands of my energy for work, and the subtle but abusive patterns in my family, as she pulled me out of the inheritance with tech billionairs just with her rage, instead of actually being in the heart and I completely shut it down, I could enter mahasamadhi and just leave and this bitch is so evil, she would force that onto me at times, I don't trust her anymore neither does my mother, after these cripples greed out on their old money. 

 

[KosmicGeng]

I am convinced Elon is going to make it as he just controls the hype and is a beast of a party animal and that is what feeds, people and might just be what is neccssary I started to like him after getting to know some conservatives, as a lot of democrats play this fake cat game of being goody-two shoes, but do nothing but impose limits and hide in their interest like rats and play victim, I am very much done with that. 

[KosmicGeng]

Result of chatting with ChatGPt to become more conscious & aware of cobalt usage, I worked more with deep tech on a surface, and things are speeding up rapidly, imo Leo underestimates and rages to often, and I still benefit a lot from him as a noble, but at times it's simply to harsh, and that harshness flawed my character partially anyhow, I stop here...I am not free of corruption, and still have to learn.
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Cobalt (Co, atomic number 27) is a fascinating metal because its usefulness and danger come from many of the same chemical properties: it forms stable compounds, tolerates extreme temperatures, and readily participates in oxidation–reduction chemistry.

What is the core purpose of cobalt?

Think of cobalt as a stability + performance metal.

Property of cobaltWhy industry wants itTypical use

High-temperature stabilityKeeps strength when extremely hotJet engines, turbines

Electrochemical stabilityHelps cathodes survive repeated chargingLithium-ion batteries

Magnetic behaviorProduces powerful, temperature-resistant magnetsMotors, sensors

Extreme wear resistanceMakes very hard alloysDrills, cutting tools

Strong colorationCertain cobalt compounds are intensely blueGlass, ceramics, pigments

Catalytic chemistryHelps reactions occur efficientlyPetroleum/chemical catalysts

The biggest everyday connection is lithium-ion batteries. Cobalt is used in chemistries such as lithium-cobalt oxide and many NMC/NCA cathodes found in phones, laptops, power tools and some electric vehicles. It helps stabilize the cathode structure while allowing a large amount of energy to be stored in a small mass. Modern battery engineering has been trying to reduce cobalt content partly because of cost, supply-chain and sourcing concerns.

Importantly, not every lithium-ion battery contains cobalt. Lithium iron phosphate (LFP), for example, is cobalt-free.

Cobalt is also extremely valuable in superalloys used where ordinary steel would lose strength, particularly turbine and aerospace components, and in cobalt-containing hard metals used for cutting and machining.

So why can cobalt be dangerous?

The crucial distinction is dose and chemical form.

Having cobalt locked inside an intact laptop battery or solid alloy is very different from breathing cobalt dust, fumes or soluble cobalt salts.

Occupational exposure to cobalt dust and fumes can damage the respiratory system. NIOSH associates exposure with coughing, difficulty breathing, wheezing, decreased lung function, respiratory hypersensitivity, asthma, dermatitis and fibrotic lung changes.

At sufficiently high or prolonged exposure, cobalt can also affect other organs. NIOSH notes potential effects on the lungs, skin, eyes and heart, with the severity depending on dose, duration and the type of exposure.

There's also a cancer concern. IARC currently classifies cobalt metal and soluble cobalt(II) salts as Group 2A — probably carcinogenic to humans, based largely on animal evidence and strong mechanistic evidence rather than conclusive human cancer data.

There's an interesting biological paradox

Your body actually needs cobalt — but in a very specific molecular container.

Cobalt sits at the center of vitamin B12 (cobalamin). So tiny, tightly controlled amounts of cobalt incorporated into B12 are essential to human biology.

That does not mean free cobalt ions or cobalt dust are healthy. The molecular environment changes everything.

You can think of it as:

Cobalt inside B12 → essential biological machinery

Cobalt safely bound inside an alloy/battery → useful industrial material

Excess bioavailable cobalt ions/dust → potentially toxic

And cobalt is not normally radioactive

This is another common source of confusion. Naturally occurring cobalt is overwhelmingly stable cobalt-59.

Cobalt-60 is a deliberately produced radioactive isotope. Because it emits powerful gamma radiation, it has applications in radiotherapy, sterilization and industrial radiography. The danger of Co-60 is therefore fundamentally different: ionizing radiation, rather than ordinary cobalt toxicity.

So an ordinary phone or laptop containing cobalt doesn't contain a dangerous radioactive cobalt source.

One final distinction is useful: if a lithium-ion battery catches fire, cobalt toxicity isn't usually the main immediate danger. Thermal runaway, extreme heat, combustible electrolyte and toxic decomposition products are the more acute hazards. Cobalt's toxicity becomes especially relevant in mining, refining, battery recycling, grinding cobalt alloys, welding, or other situations producing respirable cobalt compounds or particles.

If you'd like, I can also explain why cobalt, nickel, lithium and manganese are combined in batteries at the atomic level—that makes cobalt's role much more intuitive.

[KosmicGeng]

Product / familyCobalt approachMy assessment

Fairphone 5Cobalt credits covering 100% of battery cobalt; supports artisanal miners in DRC⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ strongest social focus

Fairbuds XLCobalt accounted for through verified mineral credits⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Apple iPhone / iPad / Watch / MacBook with Apple-designed batteriesApple now reports 100% recycled cobalt in Apple-designed batteries⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ for avoiding new mining

Google Pixel 10Battery cell uses 100% recycled cobalt⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Google Pixel Watch 5Battery cell uses 100% recycled cobalt⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Google Pixel BudsBattery uses 100% recycled cobalt⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Microsoft Surface Pro 12"Battery cell uses 100% recycled cobalt, independently validated by UL⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Microsoft Surface Laptop 13"Battery cell uses 100% recycled cobalt⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

Samsung Galaxy S25 seriesAt least 50% recycled cobalt in batteries⭐⭐⭐⭐

BYD Dolphin / Atto 3 / Seal / many other BYDsLFP Blade battery: no cobalt⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ for avoiding cobalt mining altogether

-----> Interesting mostly sharing, I wanted to learn more about natural ressources, but it took to much of a healer wu route, instead of economic knowledge etc.
 

6. The radical solution: don't use cobalt

There's another approach that may actually appeal to you more:

LFP — lithium iron phosphate batteries.

They don't require cobalt in the cathode.

BYD's Blade Battery is LFP. BYD explicitly describes it as cobalt-free and uses it throughout many of its electric and plug-in-hybrid vehicles.

For example:

BYD Dolphin → cobalt-free LFP Blade Battery.
BYD Atto 3 → cobalt-free LFP Blade Battery.
BYD Seal → cobalt-free LFP battery.
BYD Seal U → cobalt-free Blade Battery.

That doesn't make the battery ethically perfect—lithium

Anyhow I have some positive pointers I can't really mention here.

[KosmicGeng]

I installed cloude code on my terminal, but they want subscriptions for everything, I hope this situation works itself out. I got so good at tech, I don't even know how good I am, and I can't fix everyone, my mind enters hyperlogic and the psychic stage of development more easily, but I also do my best to be more ethical, but some stuff, is pure gaslighting from liberals on energy consumption, and they then are the worst spoon feed option possible, I can still use cloude free I only pay for ChatGPT, but it's a huge issue still imo how people see investment overtime, and the issue of scarcity and trauma etc. with physical objects, I now faced this several times, but this not owning economy practically saves me from this dog shit bolshevistic karma, I experienced. Don't know how this will be fixed, but it's a core issue of freedom achiever driven modern achievers, Elon imo is aware of this and he will win imo, as money also attracts talent, especially at this stage, it's a huge incentive not properly used here I am sucked for efficiency and the racist lucifer underbelly no idea how this will end. 

I prefer ChatGPT currently, as it seems the most human to me, Claude imo is a weapon, and it's absolutely not ethical to integral standards it was a post-modern hoax when I was in the lectures, and the professor was stuck in post-modernism with NLP, the work was fun and challenging in R, but tbh, A.I will break and scale everything believe it or not, or read Thick Face & Black heart the doomsday a.i bubble shit is a lot of resentment and bitterness idk why people have this, I am glad I am Geng-Shen day, these people can't truly get bitter, I enjoy this saying and this was pure satanic gaslighting, out of nefarious joy, not the purity and harmonious joy I can generate... it's a huge issue... I hope I can get back to Quaran, but tbh it's exhausting to write all of this, but I am done studying if my company does not feed me properly I rather end myself to some degree, there are still huge issues in tech I explored in HCI, my skillset is all over the place as I favoured interconnection and just now have the tools, and they might all be taken so be it... I never treated a tool I have as a toy, and glamourized it like a trophy wife, I am more realistic in that manner, and just take it for what it is... 

The core issue I face is the collective pushing identity, while I am still sculpting it, and I enjoy, rejoice and need periodic reinvention, time to contemplate etc. but more then 15 minutes currently is to much for me after this liberal dogshit karma 

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[KosmicGeng]

I want to work and not be lazy, and not be around lucifer souls or to strong ahrimanic forces, I can deal with ahriman, but not lucifer souls, this is pure hell of a hunter drive imo 

If these companies continue to feed me shit and bad coffee I just eat it, tbh I started to eat coffee beans it took millions of years for humans to be able to metabolize that, gotta love becoming more ethical, when everyone craves love, but at times Truth has nothing to do with love, and detached compassion is the best choice.... like manjushri eventually...

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[KosmicGeng]

Look 10 seconds later better model my youtube algorithm is crazly perfect... 
 

 

[KosmicGeng]

tbh from my own usage perspective deepseek is not fitting my purposes OpenA.I and Claude is enough this is way to complicated, and fantasy like, it might be possible to create some depth of beauty, but I won't use deepseek anymore when I tested it and these germans pushed me into reinforcement learning I trust the german genius not what comes out of china.... biased take, but I read Thick Face Black Heart and lucifer still incarnated out of China, I might buy an Oppo phone again or an electric bike... but never again will I use DeepSeek if not given instructions to... I disliked it for just reinforcing my own bullshit and not being reflective enough, something about the algo turned me of, because it's to 9w1'ish without any base it's like a confused model that can't see itself but just reinforce itself... makes the right action questionable if a GOD-COMMAND hits it and I broke a.i several times with my request after meditation it could not handle it at all...

[KosmicGeng]

I have no idea what to do, I don't yearn to have these feeding whores around my success it pisses me off, that they see it and act like sluts as soon as I have success and even children rining my door bell it's annoying and this pest is traumatizing partially 

[KosmicGeng]

Let me do my work and finally give me a proper vacation somewhere in the forest without any electronics so I can meditate just a book and a pen is enough...

[KosmicGeng]

Watching this....

will write more i am done with knowledge fan boys with what i am capeable of, i am so done with it I don't know where to push my power into, I require a gym not just nature...

[KosmicGeng]

Don't really know what to think, my opinions are very different from "normies" after I attended this NGO and meet first class scientist, and I notice how snobish the common folk have become for earning potential, and people who own nothing and even don't want to own nothing in the sense of it not beign attributed to it, just push you into this father zone, where you father others and u have to be careful not to groom them like kids, as they act so childish, it's insane. 

There is a core issue of alcohol again I noticed in my family, when I play some video games, but I am very done with the fathering for education, it does not fit my character I enjoy being the center of attention, and I don't care if others learn or not, I care for a few and do my best, but I never received the same type of care and effort, and imo most people do not deserve it, it's better to help people in africa and to learn from the music, and do something against hunger, the common folk has become so arrogant they would not even cook for a higher-up, while I do all of these things without loosing dignity even if it looks like it, dignity is the biggest illusion I ever faced, since I was disrespected once, and life and respected is still earned. It's also just an illusion... 

[KosmicGeng]

This is what I hated in academia: