New Journal [CD Process] -> Dev -> Rev -> Process

[KosmicGeng]

Also socializing and just gaming, some basic survival and health pushed me towards the love of life, I really require that, anyhow I stop here I don't yearn to be understood, GOD does that automatically I had to many pointers and there is to much lucifer in art, I prefer ahriman, and I have avalon energy, stil learning, I am very radical, but not a zionist, just a radical at times, that aggression is neccessary for pushing myself towards god, if there is no light or power there is no hope for me, I am tired of this white power luciferian nazi, KKK shit, I see it in me etc. this got very complex due to survival and complexity of german language etc. 

Anyhow I stop!!!!!

[KosmicGeng]

I should push some music that leads me to god into some playlist, it's been a massive issue I neglected survival, but generally I am more of a hermit, I still have a lot to work on, especially financially, I have been sabotaged several times, ever since Trump &  Elon run amok

Now, I have the trouble of the law, anyhow... I will face reality, I faced 10 cops as reality, with the CCTV state that they are building, I am very glad I lived in London, but lucifer is also very present there, I am glad art takes me to spirit generally and transcends the survival impluses and make them obvious.

Lucifer is a mechnical god, you can see it with the ox, that is already more satanic, in nature, due to love in family in my experience
 

I hope I can change my lifestyle with the new knowledge european modernism is lucifer soul invested the church...

Edited August 15 by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Some small relefctions with GPT, to get behind subtle energy, GOD itself is a solo-healer, and has always been, the core issue of Healing is the community I asked about some other demons.
 

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In Steiner’s symbolic language, the answer isn’t to harden back, because that’s his terrain. It’s to stay warm, awake, and alive. Keep your body animated with small physical things, walking, stretching, even just cooking a meal with your full attention. Let yourself feel something real, music, honest talk, or a moment in nature. Practice clear, grounded thinking, but keep it humble. Use logic without worshiping it. And pick one small moral action each day, something that affirms you’re more than a function. Even something simple like choosing patience. Rhythm matters. Sleep, meals, movement, because rhythm gives structure without rigidity. In short, you don’t beat hardening by getting harder; you meet it with warmth, truth, and steady, embodied presence. And if at any point this feels less like a metaphor and more distressing, ground in the basics and reach out to someone you trust.

 

Edited August 15 by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Did 15 minutes meditation, I am still working out the mess:

I was at 1h daily with retreats, but survival ever since I wanted to do a Ph.D studying , working and gf, the gf was pure lucifer soul, thats why I am listening to this or iblis, a lot of quaran and islam stuff here...

Edited August 15 by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

I like this picture more from my visionboard, some I won't share, but this is fundamentally the archetype of Mitra, and some others I use in my work, to naturally gravitate more towards the stuff I want etc. and make it more abstract, less conceptual, and get to a point where I could generate zen-like archetypes for actual spiritual work, the 15 minutes currently are deep enough with the practices, I had going the most important part are retreats, and this was fucked basically, by the core structure of this moder/integral tech mixture that does not touch being enough

[KosmicGeng]

I choose pile 2, good tarot readings help survival immensely, some people have good psychic intuition, some stuff is not an illness, people in the psychatric ward showed me the difference eventually later more, I also enjoy the art of the cards, this is the best unbiased reader I found so far, that just has a healthy business sense also etc. 

[KosmicGeng]

I see more of the pattern of the devil defining definitions and reinterpreting in order for it to fit it's mechanicalness, not intutive insight, that does not mean mechanicalness is bad, but it's better reflected, the consciouness and evil the devil does, or a luciferian soul is exactly the advocatus diaboli, I partially had to play often, but I saw it more as a reflective innocent and at times neccessary part, so I did not flip words, sometimes I bet I did, but I don't have a true lucifer soul, just anger at times or a competitive spirit, the role of being a reflector that takes the agaonist is fine, but the core issue of the mechanicalness, the devil used it against me to bind it to more work, instead of focusing what is really essential, it's a lack of conscious leadership I witnessed very often. 

Learning mechanism, helps with survival and patterns, but leo is right the devil uses it against you, intelligence and consciouness is important, but definition is not intelligent, hence it requires truthful intuition or logic to break the pattern, recognizing a mechanism is like recognizing the devil, creating a law in order to fit it's agenda, I am still studying stuff.

For the BaZi video:

Shadow combine -> Void God -> Same Element & Ressources => Super Vibrant chart => Help from nobles that are higher ups.

Break of pattern:
Noble appears in chart, the combined void god is filled => useless god filled

Most simple definition, most important thing is I get the difference between a supervibrant chart, why it's bad or good, advantages & disadvantages, mine is not a supervibrant chart. I have a destruction, punishment => water generation which both generate wealth, but restrain day master, HO generates creatively my wealth. 

 

[KosmicGeng]

Interesting, just had a bunch of insights did not know a real sage created a divination method very interesting! It's survival, but got damn it survival is awesome I forgot to enjoy it and play with the illusion properly, still learning moderation!
 

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Regarding the fortune-telling method of Bodhidharma's One Palm Scripture

The Dharma Palm Scripture is one such divination method. It is said to have been created by Bodhidharma, a Buddhist patriarch, and further developed by the Tang Dynasty monk Yi Xing. Through continuous summarization and analysis by successive generations, it has reached its current scale. Since Buddhism believes that all beings in the world experience karmic retribution for their good and bad deeds, a crucial core concept of the Dharma Palm Scripture is the cycle of cause and effect. The Dharma Palm Scripture uses a person's lunar birth date (year, month, day, and hour) to deduce the karmic causes and effects of their previous four lives, determining which realm they were in. These twelve elements are used to predict the fortunes and misfortunes of the person's parents, ancestors, siblings, spouse, and children.

 

 

[KosmicGeng]

Interesting! But I used the solar calendar not lunar, I found more information, but that will take time, most of this is true, I was held physically weak to not injury my growth, I wish they could've just feed me better food...but yes I was oversensetive and still prone to anger, that changes, I still have sometime before I reach the middle ages, next year the day pillar / sun will start, my moon is positive, but I made some wrong decisions, astrology & astronomy is recommended and has great usage for my survival in decision making, I tested just meditating and going about it with shadow work, discussing things with trusted ones, if you can't trust nobody any tool that does the job, simply does the job of generating new insights, and yes even spiritual ones! 

I am not quiet there yet, I am redefining pattern polarity v.s mechanism reality to deal with the identity issues within a larger company, I worked for two large and one small company, generally I am an unseen business men, but nobody gave me the creative freedom I required to build my own business... 

Life Palace

* Represents basic personality traits in this life and future fortune.

The poem says: My fate is in the Mao palace, encountering the Heavenly Destruction Star; even fleeting wealth and honor are often fraught with hardship.
How can I expect others to enjoy the beauty of their flowers while I am left desolate and unhappy?

Interpretation: The Mao Palace, with the Heavenly Pardon Star, signifies generosity and open-handedness. When in power, humility is paramount. People born in the Mao Palace tend to be physically weak in their youth, but become stronger in middle age. When they are young and vigorous, their overly sensitive nerves make them prone to anger, often leading to disputes over trivial matters and experiencing many setbacks. As they grow older, their character transforms into a rigorous, self-disciplined, and self-reliant individual. They possess exceptional observational skills, able to see deeply into people and events, clearly distinguishing between good and evil, as if seeing into the heart and lungs. This makes them more likely to attract sympathy. Their understanding of life and exploration of nature also have unique insights. This is the characteristic of the Mao Palace. If they encounter unfavorable years, physiologically, it may affect the genitals, causing kidney stones, hemorrhoids, rectal prolapse, blood poisoning, and other ailments.

[KosmicGeng]

I get so many good inquiries with GPT, for things that are non-obvious via GPT, also vaping helps me currently to keep away the alcohol, as it favours alcoholism, and alcoholic parents in my chart, via BaZi which was and is very true, and I dealt with this during my masters studies idk, why this came-up, but limiting alcohol to mostly beer, if at all was also a good tip, I enjoy it at times to much, and I am very athletic, but my body just requires a lot of healthy ressources then. 

I can't test all of this, but a lot of tech still misses, a lot of good technical descriptions in order for people to logically figure out problems, I moved myself into a position, but creating a company was just neccessary and more neccessary, not only pumping knowledge for a company, I felt my integrity was hindred partially, as they yearn to form identity, like pedophiles grooming kids, not letting themselves unfold their own identity and giving tools for exploration, just fucking up the IW archetype was the worst decision they could've made, there are so many lies in this economy.

[KosmicGeng]

Just while gaming, I had some core insights, how much I pushed survival into consciosuness and god, and whack most of the silly manipulative tendencies other humans have and how well my success for others felt, as well as my authenticity, but I have to rely on healthy stage red being pushed into TIER II, I was close to reaching TIER III, but a lot of social conditioning went into stage red, and even during these times there have been plenty of enlightend people, it also makes more sense to me, as my name is dedicated to a war saint, or via a greek perspective to agriculture and demeter, often times others abuse the core idea of benevolence to push down my success, while others take joy and humour in my character and personality, which is mercy. 

That is a nice insight from Deepak Chopra.

My core issue was here, these kids around here steadily approached me after my meditation practice and acted like pestering overcurious cats, as they sense the true spiritual gift I am at, but I still have kriyas and samskaras, which is natural.

Somehow this mixture does it for me, idk this guys music just punches the corruption out of me with lines of Truth, especially in survival, also my bias recently with Islam, I would require someone to translate the new audiobook it's 50h on islam.

I might meditate again, but tbh I confused my survival with spirituality, as the karmic world, just constantly acted out it's samsara, and I still have to find ways to work around it facing it directly, just showed me a slave mentality that is not good to build natural healthy dominance and the fire energy or agni, I also confused that avalon is a celtic legend, I somehow connected it to Iran, anyhow I stop here. 

This song still shocks me, as I attended an NGO and I thought at one point this could just happen how corrupt and open people can be, it was odd. 

 

[KosmicGeng]

I do also have a gut feeling about knowledge and survival, I stopped being more mature in power = knowledge, and pushing myself conceptually, also to transcend, my core issue is simply I dislike spiritual normies, and "clean cleans" who just scream perfect perfect like immature 2 year olds, I had enough ungrateful bastards in my life, I did a lot of practice it takes a lot of maturity to convince me working with a lot of Phd's and other humans showed me also the issue of the creative space and maturity, where this alpha music just kills the inner wussi in me absolutely, it aids a lot of survival tendencies and projections anyhow I stop again. 

I still have some different perspectives, I can deepen my archetypal work, but I have to be careful not to go overboard and also not to hang-out in these green health spaces, anyhow I stop again... I changed a lot, This is still art, at times I take it to serious, but learning from the mistakes is valueable.

[KosmicGeng]

I did some healing meditations as there is a fundamental difference in the jouissance of Leo and me, and the core issue of the Ahrimanic, mechanical evils of his training as an Aerospace engineer and the Luciferian soul, and a lot of issues here that the Quaran & Islam can't be seen as peaceful, due to Ibliss, and Haditen. 

The link below allows me to contemplate, but I realized some teachings of Leo are corrupted, as other things pulled me into reality, and love and I re-watched the episode, and my devil is more Ahrimanic, not a Luciferianic fan-girl that flatters you with all of the attention and love, that is not a Queen, simply a princess at best, a naughty daddys girl looking for salvation, I realized this in the last relationship, a true Queen will always love you.

This type of role archetypal work, has been important to me, as modernism is stuck with bolshevistic queens just gunning for material success, but not even in an Ahrimanic coagulative way, but in a Luciferanic manipulative faith type of way, attacking the lower 3 chakras and not the higher 3 chakras. 

There is more history to it, our core issue between Leo and me is Ahrimanic in nature, but we both agree for eons, that the cosmos and God is not mechanical, but lucifer uses it against itself, it's like letting a peasent with a lucifer soul into university, just to manipulate the faith of masses in order to extract power, fame, money and status. 

There is more I did some small practices, but I am more skeptical of some members, ever since the issue of A.I and Lucifer arrives etc. and I enjoy this Kant hardcore type of music to smack the corruption out of me, but to also go about my own desires, even if they are dark, if I don't go into them I will not burn karma, and yes that can include fucking low class luciferian whores, that is not even ratchet and it can include men also, I don't have a luciferian soul. 

We're more like an avalon, the core point is being near a luciferian soul, while I naturally have more god-consciousness and some other esoteric insights, the core point is the only thing needed as it aids survival tremendously for me, is a practice rooted and puling me into GOD, GOD erradicates that type of soul, but it's as if your dealing with a 20 headed snake disgused as a luciferianic pedophile that will eat your children and pray to moloch!

I am grateful for my war saint soul and that I dislike and despise lucifer, where I see the teachings of Jesus are a pointer towards Truth, if treated with survival respect and the core pointer of there is Truth in what he teaches if properly integrated.

I am also grateful to be more cathlic then evangelical, evengelicals are troubled with Luciferian souls, cathlic humans more with the issue of Ahrimanic soul, and just not seeing mechanics and the cosmos is an emmanation of GOD, due to lucifer I am convinced even with light, LIGHT is not enough, GOD has to take place, and that can even happen with "corrupt things", smoking like Allan Watts, Taisen Deshimaru etc. they realized it, the core issue is mostly the corruption of lucifer in the lower 3 chakras for health also, as soon as they are clean, Lucifer will taunt you!!! LEO BE CAREFUL MAN! 

I am one of the few members who willingly points out this lucifer soul!!! But I also enjoy parts of it, I keep some things private, the core issue I have with this Kant channel is boredom and jouissance of life, pushing that and enjoying it beautifully! But fuck Lucifer!!! Be very careful FUCK LUCIFER it's way worse having lower 3 chakras conflited then higher 3, Earth and Water comes top down, not bottom up, fires moves up, Lucifer should be burned at the stake, and I see a lot of zoomers fan girls fan boys just being stuck in this ahrimanic/luciferian mixture of the senses, but if GOD-SENSES kick in this stuff is just removed, annihalted and deleted.

This is important also to understand history and stop wagging war, I am a 7k war saint soul, so practically I would be forced to go with this and hold a crusader, REMBMER WE ARE CRUSADERS FOR AVALON, this shit here and the shadow is fucking deep why does terror else exist just seeing pure evil and satan?

https://rsarchive.org/Lectures/19191101p02.html?utm_source=chatgpt.com

 

[KosmicGeng]

The core issue I faced is people constantly needing role models when, I do well and take care of health, just be careful many of you are more corrupt spiritually then me!!!! WAY MORE

[KosmicGeng]

The point of getting more experience what I faced and dating and petty desires, core differences between Ji-Si consciousness as 34, and Gui-Si consciousness, the point is Gui-Si plays to much for the Lucifer soul, but might need to explore it more deeply, I am done with Ibliss types of women, or fire monkeys, I had to much of them, I know how to deal with them, but it does not clean the corruption of them, only themselves can, and they get issues after initations massively, it's a sinner consciousness. I am more of a golden monkey, then a sinner who yearns to build the world with a biased heliocentric worldview, they will use these ahrimanic insights in order to spin politics in their favour, as monkey see monkey do.

Imo, Hitler has more consciousness then and unitegrated fire ape, they are a sad creature of society, I've seen a lot of symbology, FOOD IS GOD, but you don't have the quality of the SERVICE OF GOD, and people hate you for it eternally, as you're different, IDK either.

The point is the mechanicalness and the lack of consciouness having more experienced what I experienced in the last 4 years was a lot of growth, and I stopped learning from failure, due to the issue of corruption with cigarettes, I will smoke under the influence of friends, before I fully quit, I know how such a commitment feels, I prefer vaping for various reasons, smoking keeps out the Luciferian soul at 417 hz frequency from my experience, but vaping is a bit different. 
 

• I worked as an a.i architect, mathematician, machine learning engineer as a working student, and built a policy proposal 
  • Core lesson, the humans lacked the integral morality to integrate the idea, and reversed back to ahrimanic, mechanical reasons for profit and gain, instead of moral, there could not be a discussion held, most of the students just craved the benefits the company provided, and lacked integrity, while I was still in a mode of reflecting more serious issues, inside universities, bio-medical work with A.I is a serious fucking task, and low consciousness luciferianic and depressive ahrimanic shit kids, should simply stay off, me I have a temper that will burn you, I don't mind violence!!! That is a core issue, I keep the heat instead of just projecting it, there is a core issue of still exploring lower consciouness luciferanic desires, where online gaming etc. helps, but the core issue I faced is the constant reflection
     
• I worked as a software engineer for a company that tracked motion with translating Java to Kotlin, for user interfaces and microcontrollers
  • The core issue I faced was the outsourcing and not building and founding a foundation, a start-up feeds itself with new blood and lucifer is more welcome then, GOD or Ahrimanic tendencies, as they don't care about quality, only efficiency, and Lucifer is more efficient then Ahriman, but not more effective in causation.
  • The health of the company was so fucked it corrupted me completely with food, now I am hooked on coffee, and learning from this lucifer soul, that is not defined, will, ego etc. I realized my mother has this soul and acted egotistical, she is Satan practically in some cirumstances, as she absorbs and corrupts with her push & pull dynamic the core issue of love, she extracts love like Lucifer extracts capital out of light. There is a lack of integrity, only moralistic tendencies, my God-Consciousness and practice attenuated her, and she even supports it, but she is racist, and forces poverty consciousness onto you, to extract more money, and feel toxic pride for her son, I notice in my gut it does not relate to my strong fire energy leadership, that is more passionate, but that passion seems to generate negative Luciferanic souls or Ahrimanic souls, as survival gives you nothing back
  • The best point I noticed is how 
     
• I worked for one of the largest company conglomarets about auditing cars in Germany, TÜV this is the most serious case, where I will write more simply, because of the Ahrimanic, pedophilic tendencies of framing everything down to mechanisms, language power games, and not focusing on the middle class extracting everything from big companies, while not even focusing on their core money generator, which was Microsoft, and Microsoft is fked partially without China, but Lucifer incarnated in China, as far as I know, I am more aware of entities, ever since I faced people from Islam and Quaran as their language alone let's them be warry of the corruptions of Christians, but they have a very negative perspective of Jesus that will just cause crusades, and a lot of survival goes into this, and into religion, I bought some audiobooks, my consciousness and name should be from my intuition connected to Moses itself, as my D.N.A is very high, I have to take care not to accidentally delete me in mahasamadhi, as my physical training and what my black body needs is beyond, and there have been plenty of Seraphims in the past, but Lucifer ape is not!!! If you're D.N.A either historically or not is fucked by True human acitivty or esoteric chartings and True channeled information that I found, even in coding etc. 
   

I stop here, I am just running on coffee and vape, ever since I worked for a company that is called MotionMiners, as at times oxes are just satan, and riding satan like the ox-herding pictures is not something I enjoy, there is stuff where you can skip dealing with humans who're stuck in a satanic soul and this ox-power drive archetypally, they enjoy their own satanic soul more even then lucifer, if you ever played through Baldurs Gate III you'd realize, how Satan even scares lucifer tainted souls, as there is no mercy whatsoever, just cruel humour, and nefarious tendencies, not peace, no healing, no happy ending. 

I watched a lot of war history in order to understand war, and even play simulated versions in order to see my own morals, and see what is neccessary, but what I realized is how important economy is, and a proper moralistic framework, and health, but I am still involved with petty desires, I was at peak health and broke down with inevitabilities, I now transcended, but as soon as I get started the most tiny creatures will activate their luciferanic soul, and they suck light out of beauty and god, like pedophiles dancing on mallorca their fetishes, I am quiet done with this, I am still open to explore, as a mage or agent practically, but the core issue is the connection to GOD, the heliocentric worldview will let you work till you die worse then 996, I am glad my health is superior and can tank it, but the core issue is I require some melancholy downtime and healing.

The corruption of goodness is also something I faced, when people enjoy more petty desires, and ask for them, some people don't deserve to have any cleanliness as there is a deeper corruption of wealth and old money, where there is not enough clarity, and not everyone can provide clarity and they fuck up potential more worse then race war, white people abused the 5 elements ever since Egyptian days, it's a huge issue, it's mostly survival and history, I have the information, but I had some troubles with the serious corruption of a family, due to the corruption of Islam, idk what to say I leave it at that. 

 

[KosmicGeng]

More on sobrity, I post some examples, and some core issues I faced with the dopamine culture and work

[KosmicGeng]

I finish the episode first, then continue to contemplate to take better actions, I have been hindred with the corrupted interest of others, due to the exheridation karma, and the constant abuse of my health, and some new laws that might change it, I have to see around it. I am still working on pleasing myself, there is still an issue of corrupting innocence, and I forced myself to become stronger, there is a huge issue, of people who have been fat with health, as I have a different perspective, and culture forces that GOD-Health issue on to me, and corrupt me quickly, and I am still exploring my D.N.A let alone the information from 40 miles run in 5h, and the limits I face in my body, and the core issue of women, also being addicted to sex etc. 

This will take me still 1-2 years, I never thought the corruption would go so far, with companies and lying on Linkedin, hackers etc. there is a lack of security from the state, due to russian corrupted influence, and these germans are inherently angry, if we ally Russia is dead done and over with, but idk if we blow-up the world, the lectures I did could kill the entire world with the level of depth, but the point of love I was not serious enough, I noticed, I have to push some conscious will into this lucifer point. 

People and my D.N.A my family pushed me also to much into politics, and I frankly cared more as a child about realizing god, idk it's just something I did intutively even Hitler was beyond stream-entry most likely, as an INFJ I can be a tyrrant or god, but the more god-like I am the more enviousness I faced and receiving death threats when you're innocent and conscious is just fucked, I did the samething as these clowns from the east steadily attacked, me instead of the goodness and love the culture brought, I faced the issue their money caused, for the american money, for ther german money, hence eu, and we require the help of china and become finally a world that expands into the universe etc. 

I am taking baby-steps again, but they are beyond low baby-steps there is some corruption with in me, due to the physical giftedness and culture abusing subtle energy, and most likely the causal, where I require more reading, but I prefer journaling to take steps, I generally prefer not knowing, as a core structure, but at times, not knowing fucks you so hard in the ass, that you require to know what is happening in terms of survival, and the power games of the older and newer generation is a huge issue, due to me requiring more practice, I should be sucked an absored in what I love, I recognize a lot of beauty through my psychdelic training, but most women require still more depth in their feminity, and my natural balanced energy causes a lot of envy, as I see both sides so clearly, that they start to corrupt with the low-line basic health etc.

I also wanted to post this:

https://zermatist.substack.com/p/on-rudolf-steiners-concept-of-lucifer?utm_source=chatgpt.com 

An example I faced, to contemplate further on the video and life:

I am tired of being a health role model for whites, build your own body and stop extracting health, THIS EMPATHY DRIVE BY AS TO STOP, I have a completely different D.N.A and we're still one human race, 

I am tired of white groups not being diverse enough in order to handle the challenges of an integral world, there is not enough downtime to contemplate, just a lot of basics, that turn intermediary and advanced quickly

I am tired of engaging with white people who have had serious issues with blacks for some reason, there is an issue of them loving their culture, and something must've happend

I am tired of being demonized by members of the quaran and middle east for american politics I CAN'T EVEN VOTE LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE

I am tired of this also meddling with politics, partially I am absolutely done with politics it's just a mask survival and shit moralism to stop war, but war will be caused over and over again

I am tired of women who're jealous of my superior self-pleasuring, and them lacking the knowledge from Deida in order to go about sex properly, it's social capitalistic extraction, I am done with women abusing my compassion, I will play the game, even if it fucks me in the ass, but women are more corrupt these days then men, especially with the ahrimanic tendencies, stage blue, water alone as an element, and some issues I see studying BaZi, more deeply and the 5 ways, I have celtic,jewish,indian & black D.N.A I am very diverse, at times I look like a black jew or jesus and this pisses people of that I look even more saintly, after meditation the underbelly of the east russia and their christian nationalistic piss state is exactly what is causing is the love of the culture is not even love for gaia, not even love for helios or the sun and NOT EVEN THE UNIVERSE AND INFINITY.

I have to stop the largest issue is the manipulation of normies in order to gain success I fucking hate it, that I am so self-sacrifical, and selfless but this whore of a mother conditioned me like this for her piss money, due to fear etc. this whore is more mentally ill then anyone, HER CHART IS LIKE HIMMLER I REQUIRE HELP TO GET AWAY AND I STILL REQUIRE HER BECAUSE SHE IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE ABUSING MEN FOR MONEY LIKE THE AVERAGE TRASH WHORE WHO CAN'T BE INTERDEPENDENCE AND CAN'T WORK IN A DIVERSITY GROUP BECAUSE SHE IS UNDERDEVELOPMENT I AM TIRED I REQUIRE SERIOUS HELP; BUT SOCIETY AND YOU ARE UNDERDEVELOPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can pratically only lead, and work with the shit manipulation and focus on this piss lucifer will, as lucifer helps everyone idk more what to say, I am priviledged as half white, neglected as half-black, and in the end they call you ill, because they can't put you into a box, idk anymore what to say. 
 

[KosmicGeng]

This is super interesting, but I have to get off the paying the bills types of people this is also why I turned a bit woo, there is nothing mystical about paying the bills, but my mother makes it a spiritual quest we have some serious issues in our family, ever since I faced this Ibliss zoomer culture with their fans etc.

https://en.anthro.wiki/Slavic_culture

Please read, if your from the east, I enjoy a lot of culture and have some good inner child stuff, but the neighbour and the russian polish couple is a fked matched hell they act with brotherly love, while I am focused on god, my vision and path etc. anyhow I stop here. 

[KosmicGeng]

https://integrallife.com/experience/the-two-moral-minds?utm_source=Integral+Life+Newsletter&utm_campaign=84586089d6-EMAIL_CAMPAIGN_2026_08_13_07_30_COPY_01&utm_medium=email&utm_term=0_-bca4b0a215-736729381&goal=0_de2cfb3770-84586089d6-736729381&mc_cid=84586089d6

[KosmicGeng]

I require to study more, I completely was beaten of the path with this lucifer consciousness of 3's in the enneagram mostly, and some are more aware others are not this is Leo via BaZi as a poem from a website I learn from:
 

Day Pillar ranking (日柱等级)

Elite (5 star ranking without time)

癸

Gui

巳

Si

Sunset Jade

Day Pillar Profile

Stem-Branch Relations

Top Rules Low

Auspicious Stars

Heavenly Aid (天乙贵人)

Inauspicious Stars

Yin-Yang Error (阴差阳错)

12 Life Stages

Conception

Elemental Sound

Flowing Water

Symbolic Imagery

Grassland Snake

Day Pillar Interpretation

Gui (癸) Water sits atop Si (巳) Snake Fire. This is a rare and superior combination where the 'three treasures'—Wealth, Officer, and Resource—are all present and in a harmonious, self-generating cycle. You are born to a life of either wealth or nobility, blessed with good health and prosperity. With the 'Noble' helper star in your Day Pillar, you will receive much support throughout your life. Your mother is your staunchest ally. Men with this pillar can marry into a prominent family, while women can marry a highly capable partner, making them a pillar of support in the relationship.

【Chinese Classical Poetry】

The noble comes to take his seat,

His inkwell flows with words so sweet.

The warrior rides across the land,

With kings and dukes at his command.