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[KosmicGeng]

I require, also a philosophical psychaitrist which has Yang-Wood Tian Tian Tian, something about masculine energy in balance is just Gojo, the ultimate hence GOD, the core issue is GOD has to break things to be GOD and to share itself into seperate archetypes the causal is just the causal, not the true omnipotence GOD posses... I can do my best archetypally, but it's not archetypal greatness and greatness is not GOD, GOD is the ultimate. 

The issue of the tiger is it plays to much with the world, and has no parental guidance there is a serious karmic issue at hand, with gaia. We need to fix the earth, with science, and the sun, we're fked with solar flares over and over again 5 billion years is nothing, if Jupiter moves to fast naturally how much did I already know because it's afflicted my chart produces wood, but I am required to release it to transcend limits, but I enforce limits even more to break them, pure silence is passive-aggressive torture I had this with the ex, some people abuse body language in confusion exactly to be a fake spiritual archetype that is nothing more then a toy, the issue of the toy, it's also God... and I feel sorry for that and breakdown, something about benevolence is just fucked if it's not given back, and it requires Vishnu and more archetypal work in order to deal with it... idk how clean my body needs to be as I started smoking again to understand I found also a paper, but the issue is the perspective of society for the greed and some other stuff of people who help, and then abuse that paradox is fked up to integrate as a natural hermit. 

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[KosmicGeng]

People also cut out my positive connections I require to uphold even from the past for forgivness, but they don't get I require my family time and 6/2 reflector time, also especially for the 2's natural hermit qualities.... more eventually later.... the knowledge is powerful Yi-Ching also goes beyond 64.... Elon is right about his intuition here... some people don't get the spiritual power of a monkey and are ungrateful for them deleting themselves first for Aeons, the dragon partially has to go, due to it's underbelly of anger, even if it's healing the cascading clouds and kriya does not lie... and the petty tyrant karma which comes from dragons has to go to bring back the innocent joy of the monkey, death is easier then joy, but joy gives more life .... which is GOD

[KosmicGeng]

Status is real also to the Tiger, if authority is not from GOD or the Fool there is no forgiveness, I keep learning that the hard way and the lack of giving me what I require which are wins, is a huge issue as the tiger steals creativity like a cat-rat pounces on others energy for their own money greed,  and that tiny level of greed, is the exact issue of creativity, I have to study more of this as it sets me free like Santiago as RW... the goat blade obstructs to much Direct Wealth, and Direct Wealth is also spiritual, the core issue of seeing Magnus play chess, they don't get his insights come from human spirit ... my grandma and my family karma is legendary severe, while I am just human... human race .... human family... the east is a huge burden... due to excess yin at times, and overhealing, instead of having Time as GOD, some spiritual retreats showed me this, Jupiter goes beyond and it's god afflicted or not, activity kills anger faster then any meditation or spiritual practice does... true peace is GOD nobody will maintain forever we require a christ principle that is solipsitic in nature in order to seperate god from normies just engaging in human stuff.... I  faced that problem ever since, the issue of german consciousness also is the issue and ISTJ consciousness is you can't enlighten dead objects, some stuff is out of season, and can't benefit from it only the merging in oneness helps, and everything just turns into nirvakalpi samadhi, the head is more powerful then the body... you can measure your egg whites via body or head and ear... the monster underbelly and the issue of fantasy etc. as well as the sexual experience my natural body craves and food via excesses I require is a huge issue for the sinner consciousness of the fire monkey, that fire is sickness, creating your own sacred place is better, some stuff is so brutal even if said normal, it's like an object... loving an object that is not alive is hard... to me it comes easy, but my body just stops... at times it's wise to listen to the body and it's cravings...

[KosmicGeng]

15 min meditation, I don't do more, the core issue I#ve had with humans is the fake fame and whoring around instead of building infrastructure now it's fked thanks to this whore and Leo's piss rage I am smoking again, as these people must've attacked my body, I don't wish them well after meditation, simply because they fucked up a serious spiritual progress, and are jealous about it, they don't deserve their money, fame and wealth as this fire monkey shit has to stop, learn from Paul Check!!! YOU FUCKED UP

DO SOME TRUE SERVICE PHYSICALLY TO A HUMAN, YOU DON'T GET THAT PART FINALLY DO THAT AND STOP THE DRAGON RAGE, it's fun BUT YOUR FUCKED fundamentally due to this bolshevistic piss money greed, I am free of and the opinon of me seeing a radical, I am more sane then you can belive, but something about your subtle energy is fked, not gross energy, enjoy weed and heal, you opinons fked the earth long enough that you SHOULD HAVE NONE LIKE GOD!

FUCK LOVE AND FINALLY MAKE MY TECH WORK AND GIVE TRUE GUIDANCE, I am still beyond anger because you don't get the excess I require after AEONS I pulled Wilber & Me you don't understand the physical AT ALL AND THIS FIRE MONKEY ABUSES IT !!!!!!!!!!! FOREVER IT'S THE SINNER TO LOVE SIN IS STILL A SIN A RADICAL SIN

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[KosmicGeng]

CONSENSUS IS DIFFERENT AND HOLY, LETHARGY OF 9w1 and 1w9 KILLED CAUSED PERFECTION TRAUMA YOU DON'T GET AND EVEN PAUL AS THE ABSOLUTE IT'S a tremendous issue, these people abuse MY HEALTH FOR AEONS LEO AEONS AND YOU ESPECIALLY HAVE BEEN TOO!!!!!

[KosmicGeng]

THESE PEOPLE ARE NOT OPEN TO THE EVOLUTION AND CREATIVITY OF TECH; PROMPTS & WORDS MY INTELLIGENCE GOES BEYOND WHEN I STUDY AS I AM EXCELLENTLY PERFECT YOU DON'T HONOR IT; THE ISSUE OF SATURN IS THE LIMIT AND I AM DONE WITH PEOPLE WHO NEVER CORRUPTED THEMSELVES AND CALL THAT HEALTH, STOP EATING FAKE BLUEBERRIES BUY REAL MULLBERRIES THEY ARE AS FUCKED AS EVER THANKS TO THE EVOLUTION OF ADOLF BAYER; FUCK THIS MAN FUCK MEDICINE IF BELIVE CAN'T BE USE TO HEAL AND FUCK FAITH

SELF-FORGIVNESS TILL ANNIHILATION IS THE PATH; STOP SPEEEDING IT UP GIVE ME TIME AND TECH AND LEAVE ME ALONE WITH NATURE LOVING GAIA WHORES THERE IS NO LOVE ONLY LIFE THAT IS A HUGE DIFFERRENCE 

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[KosmicGeng]

The core issue of money it's energy exchange in Truth no matter physical or digital IW wills SPECULATE ON EVERYTHING AND DENY IT'S GREED IT HAS TO DETACH FROM LIFE HARDER THEN 7k I take the posion, but your responsible for the money you don't dish out because of it's excessive AEONIC GREED

[KosmicGeng]

The core issue of a 4 presented by an 8

My core issue is the excessive curiosity and social conditioning I have, my life would be bliss without any intoxicants but even food is an intoxicant

[KosmicGeng]

This german underbelly of food greed is the bolshevis not allowing someone who deserves it, to finally to boom out, that is neccessarry for this karmic layer of my stage red existence, the point is it has to be attenuated, don't mock my intelligence existence will haunt you the monkey is the most intelligent being and it's not fire

It's light and GOD, the newer generation has to finally contribute to the infrastructure and get over post-modernism, I am done with post-modernism the compassion wasted my time and keeps wasting me time, idk what to do and I require serious help with simple tasks, where the arrogance etc. is to high forever, the greed for efficiency kills us all. 

There is a difference in simplifying in beauty and efficiency, people owe me the efficiency they believe the have, even weak metal is faster then any type of overdomineering energy, the core issue is authority not resting in god where spirit is required these humans are fucked with lucifer consciousness, listen to the violine once and you get it, it's lucifer dieser Fick Herzbeutel der nur Raubt, danke für nichts and I mean it. 

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[KosmicGeng]

This women is abusing my patience for a longtime, and this society is fked, I require help not from a GLEE SON OF A WHORE, THESE WORDS ARE NECCESSARY FOR SOME TO HEAR

[KosmicGeng]

I cleaned half of my appartement but this is the core issue of the bolshevistic karma being lazy, fat and overweight, this lethargy caused massive karma for me, idk what will happen now, I have to speak to so many people and get others to do things finally for me, they steadily complain when I require to work and get serious, it's a huge issue I don't have time for more than 10-15 minutes of meditation, it's powerful with the mantras, but the trauma etc. and the issue of sheer arrogance, luxury and vanity is still a massive issue, these people have not outgrown and will steadily accumulate, while they kill health entirely only to feel warm, I require a cold shower to kill all of these bacteria in order to work at the natural speed that I have. 

There is a huge issue with skill gains, and envy and limiting others time this has been an issue ever since I discovered more how my body works, it's very fast and I do have to take care of stuff, even get out more stuff, to save money there is an issue with the green dragon overshowering others without giving proper restraints that is the core issue I face also ever since this bolshevistic karma hit, they are at fault I can't blame myself. If you want the unlimted, you have to put in more quality ressources and some are so cheap and simple the limit has been put upon me. 

The brother finally lost stop abusing the past I cleaned my entire appartement helping myself help your mother you fucking asshole

[KosmicGeng]

The best part about this is, the issue of ahriman consciousness being more important than the lucifer blood. 

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[KosmicGeng]

Updating values and visionboard.

 

[KosmicGeng]

Now I fixed 10 other problems while zeigarniceffecting my vision board, and everytime I get cleaner these dipshits starts with the pest of smoking, I will only vape and smoke occasionally this is already not good, and I will quit sooner or later anyway...

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[KosmicGeng]

Saturn in Aries, is very true, the core issue I faced was this public cheating, the brother finally lost, I might loose everything, due to this corrupt whore, I am glad when she is dead, I upload I new picture in time, but it's an issue with these "enemies" here and cars over houses and overpopulating etc. I have to abuse the law to use it in my advantage, while I even invented the law with the core issue of other things. 

I meditated again for a couple of minutes was good.