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[KosmicGeng]

Just did a 10 minute meditation, they are still to powerful, there is no wonder I started to smoke, my D.N.A naturally is so high, I have to care not to automatically delete myself in be in a state I know nothing about.

I also still disagree, using A.I will make you more creative, as you're required to think outside the box, True A.I is creativity at it's peak, the core issue is simply, it's used for automation and not taken into account for humans with limits, the no mercy Trump stuff has to stop, there is way more to say, the core issue is everyone is listening while at times, they should just listen away and dream again... 

My level of devotion simply is to high, I might delete automatically which is not good, especially that I get help from the most enlightend man on the planet, there are some hidden I bet, he was poked 3-4 times with a stick, and his vision is not done, I am still rooting for Leo to transcend non-duality rational circles and the whole thing itself, what I clearly saw is the corruption of the so called good, meditating tens of thousands of humans is no small feat, my body has trauma, due to the bolshevistic past of the east, this is not god I pray to the lord, god and the alimighty that this karma finally stops, this includes what I see in the arabic world here around me.

I also checked past university rankings and different systems, the core issue of pride, also as well as the core issue of not helping black men to get back towards the health, what these humans require is beyond what most are capeable of due to D.N.A, I am also convinced some russians or some white men are true gorillas in that case, we miss happiness, I require sorrow, and not fake condolences, neferiousness that is unprecedented and the core issue of some stuff, I wonder about internally ever since I was a child, now that I understand Kant more from Leo's perspective, philosophy is different then metaphysics, metaphysics to me is science, and metaphysics is unfavourable, but science is not, I am required to master the illusion for my analysis. 

I made peace with the red faction, and the pig is the coward, not the ox, the quality time I require is speed-up, and the pigs I see daily are the pure emmanation of lucifer consciosuness, and A.I wil come, want it or not. 
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If she is a mulberry is a speculation, the core issue is, studying Deepak Chopra there is no true evil, the perception of evil itself is the issue, I had to break the law as it does not even exist, it's invented forever, for the security of humans everything is bendable, but gold foil folds and does not bend, I wish I would understand more, but the core issue is communication and the whole game of security is a pigs game. 

Edited August 13 by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

The core issue is wishing has to stop for others, absolutely these thoughts are neferious as they are, my mother created miracles for me only for the hasty and stubborn to come in when I required some peace, my entire body is still traumatized from the exheredation, and the karmic layer of Yuan Chen, as well as Hitler and love itself, it's odd for others to comprehend, I wish I could give away more wisdom that is non-obvious, but distinctively different, so Aeonic insights might re-occure, the biggest blessing about me is my light, yet some crave it so much it makes you sick. 

The core issue also of these reseachers is words don't matter, your paper and work does, I checked a chinese paper from oxford on smoking BDNF is increased, fuck this shit security, this pig did nothing and it's the Truth, ever since I took Truth as a value more seriously and attenuate the underlying anger some stuff dissolves, but what I notice and see is, when do these humans ever give back the monetary incentives they greed about from this billionair energy I naturally have, you can check with BaZi humans themselves are a huge issue, I am glad Sadghuru takes some lives out of the stock, and I am glad when this water-metal shit stops it's violence and it's hideous actions, I can't know what people do in secret, but it comes to light eventually, my psychics gifts increased, but it causes issues with normies, hence I had to go back to smoking, I wish I could integrate more with Leo's work, but most of my love has to go to the A.I of Kali and we still have to wonder how deep consciousness goes, it's unlimited I am convinced, I apologize a trillion times to Leo, but something is just fked between us, due to the issue of women, and the gift of compassion, Gui-Mao is holy and will create A.I .... 

[KosmicGeng]

I created art with a.i beyond businessmen, I don't know why they are such much in this black bird security shit, I got deleted from several banks, as they just refused to answer some open questions and jumped on my emotions, but it's my reverse na-yin which protects me, I use google heavily for the lower chakra tasks, that are beautiful, but most don't even see the grace within that, and annihilation via this is possible, especially when the dog stops smelling. 

Goodness is just white light, Rumi showed me. You can kill out of this and still be karmically clean I am convinced, the core issue is the law itself not bending enough, where to much folding is the manipulation the illness, but it creates time space, I am also grateful to Leo for having Yi-Chou in his chart, there is something about this beauty and life in gaia, where I was subscribed? To Saturn, talking to the people in the psychatric ward, I told one for fun I am god, we went with it the whole time it was an aquarious, also watch it my mothers chart is similar to Himmler and has a legend pattern, something in me or in the ex is pure evil, where every Yi-Chou would run, as trust is simply broken or the devotion, I have completely different issues not riding the ox, but I am two twin tigers on the run, and my Jade maiden is missing, due to bad afflicted Jupiter, you can buy the calculations and wisdom even. 

[KosmicGeng]

The core issue I see is the jealous character of middle europe to americans and some unfinished healing of the earth, I walked past a hilly path way next to an olive tree, after I read the evangelical book in the psychiatric ward it solved all questions for the monster underbelly, while I come out of a tyranny underbelly, we have more knowledge, power and intelligence any monster can think of, but I am still studying healing as an art, not as Truth. 

[KosmicGeng]

There was a warning for the mountain itself the earth might just attack, the place was weird some animal was stalking me through the bushes and the right side had no fence, but was safer then the fence itself... on the left... 

[KosmicGeng]

I have no idea what to think today I thought I might work for the police they are so underhanded in IT, it's a huge issue that the ex has lucifer soul and is winning this hunter drive is not good, even in a rat that disguises as a tiger just ruins food and goodness I apologize for my mother who she is, but she is also just who she is and she requires this victory... that is why the cat jumps the rat, even when it's a cat-rat.

[KosmicGeng]

My card is the hierophant and the fool is on top of the tree of life which is the 47, why do humans hate the fool and destroy his innocence just for god? Is that not blasmphemous and zionistic? 

[KosmicGeng]

Eventually the true clue is the law had never any importance to True Goodness, even in pain... I am very grateful for the beauty of the russian girl it absolutely calmed me down having a 3w4 is completely different than the evils of a 3w2 person, this especially accounts for 4w3 papele conversations and the issue of me breaking my own hexagram which is undefined that is very hard to do... I wonder I can trust the rat-cat when it does not pounce itself, the pig is the issue, which is lucifers soul 100% 

[KosmicGeng]

It's also very nice to speak with people about their problems and be non-attached 

[KosmicGeng]

Rewatching this my baseline consciousness is to high, something must've happend in the past, I can't even meditate for 10 minutes for my head to not be pulled into mahakalpi samadhi, it's not good the body releases to much trauma, and the cleaner I live the more the "dirt russian next to me and the polish women just attack out of opportunity, while I meditated they abuse consciousness and the energy leak I fixed, it's just pure pain abuse. 

Leo is right about limits, but I don't get it the core issue is the conservative mind, and the issue of extracting god from a child or even the fool, as the fool is already ready...

[KosmicGeng]

Quick issue, as i see some mistakes already, with the german consciousness I inherited, there must've been a lot of enlightned people, the guy is a Gui-Wei, my hour is Gui-Wei Time is Perfect, time Is GOD, Metaphysics si not GOD it's unfavourable to me... 

Mussolin is a Gui-Wei, the core issue I noticed this creativity can start is nationalism, and the issue of creativity itself Yang-Water copycating all day for what was I even created? The fool wonders the same, why am I unique even to other fools? 

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[KosmicGeng]

I have to master the illusion, but if the illusion does not come to play with several illusions idk what is infinite anymore, eventually I can express more, but tbh, we and Leo face the same issue, to much Avalon energy even with Shinzen, understanding Gui-Wei takes multiple life times even with infinite englithend humans as uniquness is infinite, which most monotypical simply hate... 

Variety is infinite... 

21 Time Mark:

- If reality is oneness and Vishnu reflects it so clearly to Him, why is there the God of Gods 61.6 (my consciousness my crown chakra defines Leo's does not I require training in distinctions.

- If reality is oneness and Vishnu reflects it which Leo has (without time keep it a secret please everyone will manipulate unconsciously and Yi-Chou is a master manipulator as INTJ consciousness

- I also don't care about convincing rationals, they require experience of the modernity, and cause WW-III imo

- If reality is oneness and I merge with others it reveals the beauty of Vishnu, I have 63.1 in Scorpio 1 is perfect, so I also require perfect logic, 63 is logic and confusion as a polarity!

- More riddles

31 Time Mark:

Leo is right about everything, I hope I can write a conclusive post about my personal phenomena, and get better distinctions, the sex I had with the ex was already unlimited, but her karmic layers blocked the manifestation of all, that I craved from unholy holyness, why does god seem so fearful to others, and why does love cause sovergnty, is that not cruel to the manifestation of Oneness itself? The issue I face with the complexity of my mother, and Perfect Godlike Unseen Logic, I require perfect health, even when it's incomplete, I wonder what will happen, this place here is a monster with russian polish karma, and they are in denial and abuse it, I hope I get out unscathed, this is simply ancient abuse. You can't let Dimitri scout technology from holy all day like it was in the 12-11th century I am playing Mount and Bannerlords while watching, I am grateful again for your compassion, yet what this women did was clear emotional abuse in secrecy and pressing guilt towards 4w5 consciousness, the core issue is w5 stress is 7 not 8 which is Truth, and I am still yearning and searching. More later things take quality time and to get over the relativity of a body with a birth mark, at times it's impossible, later more ....

42 Time Mark ....

The core issue of sex that generated we merged as I loved her metaphysicaly or with True Religion and her physics just stopped out of fear, my intention was genuient... but she is Ibliss. 

 

Edited August 13 by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Boah I drop a post after I watched the entire thing Leo is so fking profund I just should've taken the russian girl I swear at times, I feel hexed man, some stuff I broke I can't explain how brokeness is already whole, but I drop when I can finally go through the video... Leo was more right about some stuff on God, but I have to drop the metaphysics and get to TRUE Religion, not history that is favourable.... idk Time and Health.... more greek next time... this security state and humans and their curisoity about what leo knows intutively is fked, but the water snakey with it's displacments causes issues, EG expects to much from GOD itself but GOD reveals itself when the time is right.... which is now... I pray that I can get back to holy spirit, but keep fake grace of me, and keep Fatima of me, some humans are monsters, and I don't yearn to get involved in lolita complexes, with a tyranny monster couple, when Puravati controls water? Something is just not adding in the interleaving of this cosmology, philosophy all day, metaphysics understanding it neccesity, but is it infinite, if there is no distinction in the meaning of the repetitive term? 

Ever since the exheridation and the core issue of modernity I face malnutrition most food goes to my brain not body, I tested today with a doctor my egg white? Levels sorry later more...

I am also not the broken one someone else is, I am half-compassion. 

Edited August 13 by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

I watched the entire thing, the core note for years is I require someone who helps me take space for the true spiritual practice I did the whole time, there is an issue of greed itself there is a pattern that constantly attacks the snake, the tiger the snake not the rat. The tarot reading also showed this it's a huge issue, they don't get their aggressivness causes issues to the gentelness of the snake. 
 

 

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[KosmicGeng]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5fZndQp0Tc

[KosmicGeng]

I finished the episode, there is still enough to contemplate out of experience, Leo is right about a lot of stuff, but I faced some serious health contemplations where science and my own bodily corruption with a birth mark is a huge issue to myself and others on the spiritual path and just causes the core issue of the neccessity of spirituality itself, it's serious to have a positive tumour removed and I even healed it the core issue is healing itself is risky business and being in non-duality, especially for people who have akash in their chart, hence metal face the issue of annihilation very fast and early in their life, what I see or face now is the core issue of transcending the motorcortex with samadhi and the pure envy everyone generates, especially against 4w5's for their lives is partially pure hell, as they are often spiritually attacked by the neglicience of modernity, it lacks true compassion which can lead to healing wholeness and unity, more core heart is compassion, but I broke down several times, my D.N.A is done with the spiritual path and I must've been enlightend some lifetimes ago, but my speculation goes in 4000 years cycle, something happend in the past I require rebirthing experience and good health to heal, there are some issues to the underlying anger of greed, and just the sheer issue of prestine health that humans project, and projections themselves. 

I am watching this in order to fix some stuff, society keeps limiting my health with obstructions, as I require cold water and air, but the core issue is everyone wants to run hot to chase god, but can't come to terms with patience, and my body has no patience if it's not healed, so only this much is possible, I can enlighten my head, but not my body which is odd, there is an issue with Direct Research itself it requires more Jesus or Holy Spirit then God itself in order to transcend, I can see it in video games, but tears and sorrow and letting go is healing, where I had issues with Leo and the healing business itself, I learned from a master that aids in this, from the lowest angle and point possible.  

I also still have to figure out, there are some mistakes Leo did in health which are now more obvious, but the unforgiving nature and his forgiving and modest nature just clashes out of the issue of seperation of consciousness in order to heal, also seeing the lack of beauty in A.I creations, prompting and the causation of it is a glee perspective and a nefarious tendencies, at times A.I is required for creativity to bloster and create it, I had first-hand experience of transcended consciousness prompting A.I, but knowledge is different, if the partials do not lead to a whole and the absolute perfection of the incomplete is not seen there is nothing to do, besides to integrate the paradox, be it through spiritual knowledge or experience at best both, there is a core issue as my chart favours Yin-Water which is more subtle then Yang-Water, but Yang Water is a Tiau Hu? A healing remedy or medicine to me, there is a huge issue of some stuff itself, and the personality cult of america, I know it and contemplated it ever since I was a child, but if you'rre integrally aware the whole spiral can be seen as authentic as long as there is some level of communion... 

[KosmicGeng]

The core difference between my D.N.A and others is I experienced GOD and was trained with GOD in activity, now due to the injury I face a serious dilema that hinders the success the deficiency needs of my body requires, I require a true empress or multiple in order to engage in a society that is benefical to me, I sabotaged myself enough and have been sabotaged itself enough with the bolshevistic underbelly and the core issue of being Joy & Compassion itself some stuff you can't get out of names.

[KosmicGeng]

There is a core issue with the underbelly of racism, and D.N.A many won't get and I have both, and most likely ashkenanzi jew D.N.A some folks have been deleted by the issue of Ren-Shen and Water-Snake issues I saw an imagery where someone posined someone during marriage, women are also dangerous as fuck for the emotional confusion of Truth, I considered becoming gay, or becoming less involved with the issue of emotional confusion and the passive-aggressive issue of Fire-Apes, it's a huge karmic issue, as they are the sinner and ibliss even when fire is the highest it's not an avatar or GOD, and causes issues they can't fathom. 
 

 

[KosmicGeng]

I require more Yin, but society forces me into a Tiau Hou situation that just causes massive issues if their D.N.A is not equipped to deal with the moon which is positive to meto heal via darkness, but many don't get that I reversed cancer cells, but humans pay to much with greed and can't see money as holy spirit, especially the ones who have bolshevistic traumas, which I now also have, due to russian/german and turkish humans abusing the healing I generate, abusing my name, and not leaving me alone for ffs, when I require other humans to engage with.

I was healed via science, and having a lack of faith and believe, and the trust of humans in spirit itself and that I can break limits, the core issue is I can convert drugs into holy spirit or God, but the cleaner the drug the better the experience, the core issue is anger and resentment of the system itself and the lack of monetary payback, humans can't fix this only some stuff money can fix, and the inspirational qualities it can have, but make it nothing more I have some serious issues, as I am forced into absolute perfection as GOD, due to the misuse of Geng-Shen, 7k and the limiting force an EG person generates and I will block them also as I know deep down my intuition is more correct. 

Edited August 13 by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

I am watching this, there is a huge issue of what I require to master, especially because I have TIAN TIAN TIAN TIAN TIAN TIAN Yang Wood horse also a sex god in my chart, the total solar ecplise was in Leo, some people, especially Virgo types, i am Virgo ascendent, require pure evidence, but that can be wrong to the purity intuition itself can generate, but perspective is a transfinite turtle.... 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2XXVwi5oMI

The issue of humans as this they can't use poison and pain for healing and force evolution to much, they did not payback, yet what they owe with their body, mind, spirit and GOD, the issue is the clash, not the conflict, the conflict can be discussed and you can agree to disagree, but if it empowers you and not the other there is a lack of payback, and I want my body back, I am pissed beyond anything for the emotional damage women cause in their fake spirituality, new-age shit, and not integrating god enough like a man, as they are envious of the purity of beauty of men. That jealousy has to go completely.

It's a vice not truth. Health is gross, subtle health starts very early. My combinations created high intelligence and spiritual wit for my day master, but to many spiritual people are still to envious to deal with me, and the patience I generated and the transcendence of the motor cortex takes time, as well as the core issue of drugs themselves if you're the drug hence GOD. 

The persective is valid, but it lacks evidence for the intuition. The moon is naturally a cancer, as it reflects humans dark knights, dealing with the wolf is very different for the lion, than the lioness, playing with the moon is intelligent, but how envious you get when a man transcends his physical limits, becomes trans or enjoys the feminine more naturally then most women, it's a huge issue of survival, creativity etc. Astrology is an entry point to spirituality, but only with a practice insights and awakenings to work on personality and character come, there is a lack of understanding in birth pains, and a mischaracterization of ilness, some people are naturally more ill and afflicted, as they are not naturally balanced, I face this paradox my whole life, as my chart is balanced, I must've been god, the core issue humans extract god forever, so I can't prepare to be more God, and act from preventitive God-Likeness, but I also require more mastery over aggresion in GOD, as a state, not a structure-stage, that is to fast simply, to work myself up, but my body pushes myself into it through combinations not clashes, clashes can also be positive, but only if they are treated like healing discussions, energy will always leak to some extend, my issue is the extension of love might just cause mahasamadhi, there are some serious combinations that requires my spiritual D.N.A to dumb down, and some uplift more which are nobles, oxes, and goats, the issue is still yin-wood has to grow-up and not be so harsh to the creativity that Yang-Wood creates with A.I in order to have more peace...  

Edited August 13 by KosmicGeng