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[KosmicGeng]

Using more tarot etc.

This law is fked, and the core issue is the heart, the more I channel from my heart, the satanic beings family core values are and the core issue of the nuclear family is threatned, their entire survival response is threatned, by my open-mindedness, and I even require more open-mindedness, which is an amazing paradox.... 
 

The tarot type of stuff can also be healing, but the issue is these people yearn for my time, suck my time away, and don't create any depth, my values still constantly progress, and become enriched and enhanced, but the core issue is this region is full of spiritual frauds who abuse spirituality for power, not omnipotence, but only power for materalistic gain, which is even fine! Amazing...

I had to cut off my door bell, as children kept ringing for my energy, fking idotic! I am just doing choiceless types of meditation, due to my own yin-water quality nature, and the issue is that water is partially so dark, they are creating yami issues, I don't even know that deeply about, and the Wu-Xing allows me to use all elements practically, just mitigating with the purity of earth as a tiaou hu, (in case I wrote that correctly), they also have an issue with my trained computer scientist autism, and the issue of media, providing ever more knowledge and infotainment for masses, the digital crunch and egoic-underbelly is real!

I hope, this post does your well, I don't like it my birth number partially has The Star or "Hope" as there is more meaning implied as one core essence of this "Science" - . - 

Edited Sunday at 01:36 AM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

I truly wonder Virgo Asc, is calculated and worshipped so highly, due to gaia-centrism in thot tarot and it includes the universe and time-lords generally impressionistic abstract art which fits the 43.6 breakthrough god-head by using all of these freaky "new-age" development, mostly using the sun & moon, and also real astrology, and the reality of astronomy, it's also recommended to study this via CCM/TCM or BaZi, although these daoistic practices?, have been used for ages, I wonder what will happen and I already have pure god as archetype, michael, bodhisattva on multiple calcualtors and an excellent 1 in a million pattern for bazi via the cantian calculator, but the solar local time adjustment is to helio-centric and does not include the universe the worldview and the models that they build are partially incomplete, which is also still beautiful! 

But tbh, I am scared shitless the planet will be torn apart, due to natural catastrophies, I watch to much science, and that is also good, also fantastic for growth itself, how can I release my pride and be save? As a 4 in the enneagram? Riddle me this! I hope this extra-little-crazy won't cause me death threats, I am automatically being hated, by arabs on the street and I was offensive, but they greated my first and made my family responsible while we helped them! How fked is that?  

[KosmicGeng]

Doing a quick gratitude practice (anti-science like just channeling when and wherever I can, this training also fked me up partially and I require a better space for healing, these children imo are satanic, and I have child-sha in my chart depending on which one I use, this energy is not normal to me anymore, my energy is not normal generally speaking and I am still learning, it's very weird and unfortunately neccessary.

I am grateful when children leave me alone and don't ring on my doorbell for energy when I am meditating.
I am grateful when this pi**face russian leaves me alone, thank you corrupt a**!!!!!
I am grateful when I feel more love from humans.
I am grateful when I generate more love and YA'LL leave me alone, I am tired of death-threats for real skill and mastery!
I am grateful for any type of mastery, due to jack of all trades D.N.A
I am grateful when I get time for specilization, I am grateful when this corruption stop from the ex, and her luciferian tendencies, thank you Jesus, thank you God!

I am sorry at times I missuse you as a tool, but I can't look ya'll into the eyes anymore, I broke down several times, this region and humans are partially absoutely satanic and corrupt, I never wrote used this or said this, the devil is everywhere, I hope I understand Leo more, and we get back some actual understanding, and less corruption and not biased science for cash money like the ex, who hides and hoards information to me that is Sinn, without REASON!

[KosmicGeng]

This stuff is abundant glad I am learning more about energy thank you!!! [Will watch at and during a differnt time]

My entire Win 11, holy shit I wanted to invent a new black box, I was so pissed at this evolutionary algorithms lecture, evolution at times is simply the worst, I hated this omniscience state with kriyas and facing the cloud of unknowing holy fking shit, every partial vision came true in hindsight that was insane!

Edited Sunday at 01:59 AM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Been using this healer channel and just learning more about nature and chemistry intuitively can recommend for any type of self-healing I did it openly, on the balcony humans are insane creatures... me included... I wonder still if you can ever be fully healed, can recommend... from own experience, but also could use more of it at times, but my own meditations are also quiet healing and powerful, this is a lot of collective work and healing work, due to Chiron in Virgo placements, let's leave it there.

[KosmicGeng]

Löschi drive is still very real, just diversify, glad leo has x... this level of conservatism within science is surreal!
 

art summary in a nutshell

i am generally very liberal, the core issue is i corrected a lot of them out of their conservatism over time, I have never seen so much envy in blue eyes and self-conceitedness via D.N.A, I see that in my own family, I wonder what is goodness still, when the world demonizes a.i as well as the devil itself or dark energy, frenemies and hate not channeled as mastery or some type of artistic inspirational endeavour, not burning children and ppl on the stake when I see americas KKK history and other issues of the occult

Edited Sunday at 09:53 AM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

I hope, I can fix some parts of my laptop and software today, my last task fundamentally caused the development of Win 12, and I update everything, as it's an issue with my D.N.A having the neccesity in me to integrate as "big" as possible, and achieve greatness, the core issue is the synarch and fake holyarchy of humans in order to push development? 
 

I talked with ppl privately, it's not so good what german economy is doing, but we can lie more on Linkedin, and then we hate the Tesla amazing....I saw more future in 2016 then our current president

Edited Sunday at 10:06 AM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

idk I invested 300€ into physics etc. and books that are holistic, simple and educative, but they keep running their children and the police at the door bell, even this fem*oy feet guy just keeps yearning for where I see the orthodox demise of love, I really hope he gets away from me, my temper is pure tempest, the guy is an alcoholic looser on drugs, nothing clean, nothing pure, I had to start smoking as he sabotages my job search money etc. like at the company the russian guy was practically the worst!

It is health abuse what that guy is, I can take more pictures, but they are so scared of technlogy and cowards, nothing good can come out of a coward if he is not a fool, but he acts like a fool while he is a coward, I have never seen such a creature sorry!

Edited Sunday at 10:10 AM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

The food envy of russian consciouness doing soto-zen living vegan/veggi.... smoke kills the devil also...


(I don't watch every video!)

My entire family practically partially are food gods, including paul check I really hope this information is worth smth..., I don't get the time for understanding, as these "fakes" cause empathy drive-bys for their needs, while I already have the need for a.i, and also a partial deep love, it's surreal what is happening, due to post-modernism...

Leo's course is also unmatched, saves a lot of time, if you hit it with some rigour, and enjoy mastery, I re-structured it to fit the growth and advancement, I have been making, but I was also to fast for others, and ahead of my time... idk what to do currently, so I will see, the current issue they are hung-up on language and can't get any transcendental insight, and even the holistic language has to be included into the A.I as well it will be interesting how we speak and evolve when society evolves. The core issue is the state conservatism also causes less growth and the lack of the european unions open-mindedness, I had to many bad faith actors in my enviroment at the last company, that was horrible

Updating quality is a horror... fortunately

 

Edited Sunday at 10:18 AM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

I read communion from Deida, this is a good addition

[KosmicGeng]

I keep listening to some german rap here, but idk what ya'll think about that, it's still sexist, even though I personally witness the spiritual quality of it at times from a Yang perspective, and Godhead perspective contemplating Wilber. 

Ey jo i put this into my coffee partially and take linol oil... idk this russian guy next to me just causes ebola by eating salami man, omfg

[KosmicGeng]

What will happen to Ger or Europe?
 

 

A bit older I found so much music from them that is inspiring, but holy cow germany and me are also cringe, for all of this "new age" stuff, I crack-up and die laughing I was so hostile and toxicin this region, now I get it a bit more and the city, due to the rapper, but these bolshevistic tendencies and this sheepish love is just pure danger

Islamist != Islam, I bought an audiobook 50h about islam in original language, so idk what will happen I will not watch the video... I am contemplating a lot mentally....

Edited Sunday at 10:40 AM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Contemplating stuff.... this CCM&TCM stuff is very surreal, the ex. partially is the largest whore I have witnessed in the Universe and should exist existence, I have never seen a human that extracts men for their benefit, and acts with deception, while I was exploring consciouness and depth, this level of soul-theft and people doing black magic against here speaks volume about the person, she deserves to be exited, I have never seen such a hostile envious women, and she fundamentally deserves to finally enter non-existence, what she did and how that felt, and the consequences I face and who or what she is, this person is a satanic mesopotamic birth, I have never seen such a disgusting creature, and I have no hope in humanity as long as such demons exist.

Dragon Virtue, regulates automatically, but fundamentally this person is the issue of extractive capitalism, corruption, bolshevistic tendendies and abusing people who face "traumatic" events and this whore sucks the living life out of people, I will never ever touch such a whore again!

I am sorry at times for posting this, but I have never seen such a disgrace of humanity....

Edited 8 hours ago by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Providing healing for yourself, while extracting others is nasty business! Fake healers should be punished with death tbh!


I did some positive stuff, but this whore has a level of karmic payment, I don't quiet know how she will handle that, I will never ever see this thing again

Edited 8 hours ago by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

I have never seen such a pisshit region, russian gaylord sayajhin with DBZ pants, looking just for animosity, this human a sick satan

I am surrended by enemies it is surreal
 

Sorry, for abusing face but Europe lacks holism, it's a personality cult imo, please moderate my posts in case they are to hostile, I figured out to much stuff to even handle it's odd.....

What I don't care anymore is "disseminating knowledge" dominane hierachies, as well as russian manipulation, hacks and people who crave others lifetime or healing, this man is absolutely ill, and a birth of satanic order

Edited 6 hours ago by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Updating my visionboard after I got obsidian finally started, these interconnections are super interesting, I have to put on war on economy, as they don't fit my needs, and fundamentally, I was to hung-up upon the issues of carrer & love, and choose the experience and karmic burning I yearned for it was good, but some "cook-greuters" and other types of Time-Crones, were just hostile and neferious imo in terms of yearning for needy relationships, bonds that don't last and just fun without care, not a single ounce of compassion, just requiring power, money and status.

The core issue also of grace, and my kan-kan issue as metal monkey, I am faced with a lot of death, and saturn is practically part of the metal monkey, ideally I'll finish the video...

[KosmicGeng]

This is a calculator for what I am partially doing, the guy found a missed vedic? calculation about astrology, many people from India, most likely have a higher intuition about our future and cosmology that I could think of, which is awesome! 

https://www.vaultoftheheavens.com/VOTH_ChartCreator/Welcome.aspx

tbh i found celtic nakshaktras most likely which just shocks me, I wonder how far we will explore the cosmos... next time I am home I will take a picture it's horrible that everyone chases rahu blindlessly, and I had that intuition as a child that a lot of love exist there, but with the satanic order here, idk what to think they are stuck below the 5th dimension minimum...

I also have a different view, but I am just starting to interconnect, as they keep robbing time, and these humans feel threatend by black people and are fundamentally still very racist..., I am a threat naturally but holy cow I have never seen such a hostility for just existing, and my saturn is even positive... it's amazing how hostile and needy these creatures are, I am done with a lot of humans around me, I deleted close friends again, as I feel they suck on my light, and I don't like that at times. They focus to much on the ambition layer of the sun, that I find via another calculator...., but oversharing is not good, I am looking for peace, True Peace, not warfar, but warfar is also a neccesity... idk how to contemplate this at times, ideally I meditate later, but ever since I started to test meditaitng openly, and I had a psychic breakdown, due to the issues that existed in my environment, I am very tired living around hostile beings, from countries I am fundamentally at war against, and they are interested in idenity theft, Rahu is the only possibility for safety which is a beautiful paradox...!

Edited 6 hours ago by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Watching this, science is absolutely going to be a breakthrough, I figured out some intuitions about my chart in Rahu and what I require in this lifetime in terms of orientation, but I still have to focus on God, generally it's quiet accurate the information I went through, but I am still building spiritual knowledge fundamentally, my core issue is the spiritual neccesity, and being constantly forced to work in survival conditions without any true space for rejoice. 

The core issue I have with this country is the lack of integrity and the abuse of the heliocentric worldview and the core issue of time itself, hence watching god! I am amazed by the Thot Tarot deck, and I had to chart Albert Einstein again I love that man, I swear this guy sends me Tai-ji out of the after life with the double monkey combination I could not die laughing at this man, he is to hilarious, but omfg 

Part of my snippets conversations with ChatGPT:

Yes. A galactocentric time system could be constructed mathematically, but it would not be an absolute clock. It would be a larger coordinate frame containing the heliocentric and terrestrial frames.


What I currently notice is the trend of humans to intervene in a sense to a natural order, but the core issue I see in terms of teaching is the vanity and rahu mania of the world, especially the core issue of time and healing is an annoyance in itself. 

I asked it for some mathematical equations, but my system is fundamentally still not setup and the corruption of history as well as the corruption and the issue of humans enjoying the illusion while I seek Truth, is a fundamental issue, as well as many others, I also charted Placidus, and unironically he is a gemini water snaky, I had to laugh so hard, as they require Yang-Earth and I don't quiet comprehend this, but I fundamentally understand more about archetypes, but this place is fundamentally full of "evil eye hoax and fake spells" it's as if they are somewhat not able to build the foundatin they seek, as they lack respect within their families as well as the conservative family values block the entire university, so I started to consider evil more and more, I also started smoking this place is practically, a health abuse, I went here for health what I found is corruption.

[KosmicGeng]

Did 30 minutes open-meditation, this is an atrocity partially, with this fake glamerous environment, but I am a bit amazed, to what is happening, due to the increase in consciousness, these people have a fked perspective on destiny, and just yearn the glamour, let's see if this go well, I have a bad intuition ever since Uranus moved into Gemini for 7 years, the core issue I sense and I even channeled before from Uranus, and Placidus discovered the eliptical of it, and calculated it also as a Gemini, it's very odd how synchronicity can work, but the core issue of this land is still their food envy, lack of compassion, and empathy, due to the issue of the fk*ed "white genetics" I have it's an extrem issue, to get any insights, and the corruption is just infested, by the interest of NGO's this is still odd, but Lawrence is King!