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[KosmicGeng]

Using more tarot etc.

This law is fked, and the core issue is the heart, the more I channel from my heart, the satanic beings family core values are and the core issue of the nuclear family is threatned, their entire survival response is threatned, by my open-mindedness, and I even require more open-mindedness, which is an amazing paradox.... 
 

The tarot type of stuff can also be healing, but the issue is these people yearn for my time, suck my time away, and don't create any depth, my values still constantly progress, and become enriched and enhanced, but the core issue is this region is full of spiritual frauds who abuse spirituality for power, not omnipotence, but only power for materalistic gain, which is even fine! Amazing...

I had to cut off my door bell, as children kept ringing for my energy, fking idotic! I am just doing choiceless types of meditation, due to my own yin-water quality nature, and the issue is that water is partially so dark, they are creating yami issues, I don't even know that deeply about, and the Wu-Xing allows me to use all elements practically, just mitigating with the purity of earth as a tiaou hu, (in case I wrote that correctly), they also have an issue with my trained computer scientist autism, and the issue of media, providing ever more knowledge and infotainment for masses, the digital crunch and egoic-underbelly is real!

I hope, this post does your well, I don't like it my birth number partially has The Star or "Hope" as there is more meaning implied as one core essence of this "Science" - . - 

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[KosmicGeng]

I truly wonder Virgo Asc, is calculated and worshipped so highly, due to gaia-centrism in thot tarot and it includes the universe and time-lords generally impressionistic abstract art which fits the 43.6 breakthrough god-head by using all of these freaky "new-age" development, mostly using the sun & moon, and also real astrology, and the reality of astronomy, it's also recommended to study this via CCM/TCM or BaZi, although these daoistic practices?, have been used for ages, I wonder what will happen and I already have pure god as archetype, michael, bodhisattva on multiple calcualtors and an excellent 1 in a million pattern for bazi via the cantian calculator, but the solar local time adjustment is to helio-centric and does not include the universe the worldview and the models that they build are partially incomplete, which is also still beautiful! 

But tbh, I am scared shitless the planet will be torn apart, due to natural catastrophies, I watch to much science, and that is also good, also fantastic for growth itself, how can I release my pride and be save? As a 4 in the enneagram? Riddle me this! I hope this extra-little-crazy won't cause me death threats, I am automatically being hated, by arabs on the street and I was offensive, but they greated my first and made my family responsible while we helped them! How fked is that?  

[KosmicGeng]

Doing a quick gratitude practice (anti-science like just channeling when and wherever I can, this training also fked me up partially and I require a better space for healing, these children imo are satanic, and I have child-sha in my chart depending on which one I use, this energy is not normal to me anymore, my energy is not normal generally speaking and I am still learning, it's very weird and unfortunately neccessary.

I am grateful when children leave me alone and don't ring on my doorbell for energy when I am meditating.
I am grateful when this pi**face russian leaves me alone, thank you corrupt a**!!!!!
I am grateful when I feel more love from humans.
I am grateful when I generate more love and YA'LL leave me alone, I am tired of death-threats for real skill and mastery!
I am grateful for any type of mastery, due to jack of all trades D.N.A
I am grateful when I get time for specilization, I am grateful when this corruption stop from the ex, and her luciferian tendencies, thank you Jesus, thank you God!

I am sorry at times I missuse you as a tool, but I can't look ya'll into the eyes anymore, I broke down several times, this region and humans are partially absoutely satanic and corrupt, I never wrote used this or said this, the devil is everywhere, I hope I understand Leo more, and we get back some actual understanding, and less corruption and not biased science for cash money like the ex, who hides and hoards information to me that is Sinn, without REASON!

[KosmicGeng]

This stuff is abundant glad I am learning more about energy thank you!!! [Will watch at and during a differnt time]

My entire Win 11, holy shit I wanted to invent a new black box, I was so pissed at this evolutionary algorithms lecture, evolution at times is simply the worst, I hated this omniscience state with kriyas and facing the cloud of unknowing holy fking shit, every partial vision came true in hindsight that was insane!

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[KosmicGeng]

Been using this healer channel and just learning more about nature and chemistry intuitively can recommend for any type of self-healing I did it openly, on the balcony humans are insane creatures... me included... I wonder still if you can ever be fully healed, can recommend... from own experience, but also could use more of it at times, but my own meditations are also quiet healing and powerful, this is a lot of collective work and healing work, due to Chiron in Virgo placements, let's leave it there.