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[KosmicGeng]

Contemplating the human trash that my neighbour is fundamentally it's a russian whore looking for money exist to america, lingering, and manipulating, It's amazing what a trash life can be like!

[KosmicGeng]

Still considering if the russian neighbour is possible able to see myself and others as a human, I don't quiet know why there is the issue of altercation to beginn with, while there seems to be an abusive energy, from humans who believe they are inherently good, I wonder if their actions have the right intent, as they only cling to the greed of this country and money.

A positive aspect though is that I see Yin Metal Snakes, and healthy snakes generally able, I am using multiple tarot cards and decks and I am finding a lot a lot of patterns, what annoys me is that my na-yin or tone body, or subtle energy, is emitting certain energies that creates the greed in humans, while I am contemplating the yearning towards GOD, as well as why omniscienes, knowledge, power, hatred and the inabillity to create abundance with positive emotions is hindering.

While I sense an addiction of yin fire goat people towards the hardcore avarice nature of reality, the real reason I see these people as low creatures and the issue of spiral dynamics and others, is they are drug lord addicted students, and sell their soul to money, I sold my soul to money to the extend I could see GOD, and I knew it was my vision, as I created a life purpose, but as soon as my friends sent me hate, did not go into the direction of sharing the gen key drives, hence na-yin body release, I sensed they are partially cursed creatures, even when I love them deeply, I notice they are inherently addicted to the core yearning of desire, not yearning, christ, god, christ principle itself. 

I faced multiple alligations ,litigations from trash humans, that are constantly attacking for money, more power, see black people as more inherently, powerful, mighty, abundant and use the nefarious, tactics, of lies, manipulation and euphemism for the apparent good while lacking true goodness, their ego is tainted by ego, they don't experience soul, christ principle, god, nature or anything close enough and I partially lashed out, due to the issue I have with the scar GOD has since birth, since GOD has this since birth, and my birth came from GOD. 

I see them as cursed creatures, as they abuse weakness for power, instead of empowering the weaker human beings, or finding any love, service etc. The more I channel love, the more I realize how corrupt they are, the energy in this field is good for realizing, the annihlation of the ego itself towards stream entry, but fundamentally they yearn for healing constantly, and that is not good, even when I heal with the techniques I learned from Shinzen and I advanced them and did some stuff, the core baseline ahrimanic racism etc. is still very intact in polish, russian and a large majority of germans, most are good humans, I don't count the east, they have similar problems, and there is a lack of leadership regarding this, most positive movement I see is the Lü-Si type of integration into the soul of humanity, yearning to be good taking part in good.

As it's my jupiter, and part of my chart, well stop here, the blond neighbour girl seems to be a nefarious tick for the shareholder market, as she would not invest like GOD, she misses GOD, as GOD misses her in bed, like her boyfriend. 

From GOD as GOD 

The core issue I see is, the cultish family life, and the pain body of this, especially in younger students, who yearn to get kids, competition and use of envy, to gain advantages, as well as a lack of truth and abuse of consciouness. 

I figured out through my astrology research, that people yearn to use mercury or the cerebellum and other stuff, but fundamentally, I notice how they just gun for american money, discriminate american identity, and I flipped while training and cursed at them so, now I have some more trouble, and the issue of this excessively greedy, and psychopathic region, the more I connect to the world, I feel safer, but only by facing death more and anihilation, but I notice people seem to hate americans and myself, and my work at times so much, I did not even begin, I don't know if their intuition is right, but fundamentally, it's the exact abuse of consciouness and the inspiration and manipulation of the corruption, that creates "EVIL", but I also let "EVIL" Live, hence I noticed the more authentic I am and embracing the healthy devil or as Keith Witt would call it healthy crazy, I notice how death is imaginery, and I am moving more in it, but the core energy my 7k chart creates with sha qi, and the new adjustment, where I am looking for the prediction of this, I used a bit of feng-shui and I feel better etc. but I notice that some people have a lot agains the core structure of 7k sha qi, and other patterns I notice takes time to write, everything is already intuitively in God.

Edited Sunday at 09:20 PM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Kind of tripping on the story of the artist Asche, due to the complexity of the city I am living in, I also am convinced the core idea, of buying the clips for a retreat for 117 dollar from leo is very good.

Kind of healing with this type of music it's odd. I sometimes wonder if it's good listening to much will certainly cause some type of beef, but I enjoy it so much it's simply healing and I turn it off, when it's to much, also taking a break, resting and contemplating the depth of the story is just awesome!

Edited Sunday at 09:33 PM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

This shocked the living hell out of me, but I am still convinced  Trump is innocent, idk wtf is america, I am convinced he is tortured simply by the interest of humans, due to the inabillity to have enough time to practice spirituality, but his bazi chart seems spiritually very strong, so idk how I should feel about all of this crazyness, especially also the crazyness of the democrats, I just learned recently with laws and elon, it's as if the right laws that should protect people are not evoked, and I am pretty sure a lot of republicans are still very violent, corrupt and cult esque, idk what is happening here also, but the video shocked me. 

Also these people don't leave me alone with time, germany is fking hell of a country
 

Edited Sunday at 09:40 PM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Just contemplated a few things, especially the corruption of my aunt and her attitude towarsd the world, opel changing owners, the humans who by cars seem like scum to me, after my ethical training, and I am convinced some of this greed, especially the a.i greed from ellen killed iran, this type of 6 7 quick win consciouness and not building networks, while maintaining extremely large shadows is horrendous, the core essence of such humans is gluttony is despised in my region, and the greed that exist here, I mean what I wrote!

This person is evilish interested in their selfish preponderance of multiplicating the numbers of their own children and family, and hence kill 6w5 german consciouness as 5 knows their greed, like yin metal snake, like a yin earth snake knows it's gluttony better than envious fenrir bitches

The point is, this is not really good, and the core issue is the shadow of their networks, that fundamentally killed iran, and energy, as they keep creating mayanic psycho-schizo types of solution oriented searching, instead of actually exploring depth and connection humans. 

The whole issue of DO/7k and the issue of Crowley is present within many companies that are 10k+ ppl, it's a mess! Leadership and their abillity to be mindful, as well as actually working on their shadow issues, and knowing development is the core racist point of many companies, it will be interesting, if green is conscious for yellow and turqouise, they are capeable to be tolerant and acceptant, as their shadow development can peak higher, hence the inisght and cognition is higher, generally cognition.... already is at turqouise that is the shame!

Edited Monday at 08:44 AM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Going to game for a while, then wrestling with water monkeys and dragons, idk bazi is very funny

[KosmicGeng]

Found some good german astrological source continuing studying astrology/astronomy for now, as well as love and the cosmos itself.

https://www.astro.com/swisseph/swisseph.htm?utm_source=chatgpt.com

 

Earth-centered layer

This is the conventional natal field:

Ascendant, Midheaven and houses

Sidereal signs

Nakṣatras and padas

Ecliptic longitude and latitude

Declination

Planetary speed and retrogradation

Horizon altitude and azimuth

Solar-system layer

Add a heliocentric or barycentric chart beside the geocentric chart.

The geocentric chart describes the sky from embodied Earth-based experience. The heliocentric chart describes the planetary arrangement around the Sun. Neither replaces the other.

Stellar layer

Include major fixed stars using modern positions and proper motion:

Regulus

Spica

Aldebaran

Antares

Sirius

Vega

Fomalhaut

Galactic Center region

Other stars within a narrowly defined conjunction orb

Gaia DR3 provides positions and proper motions in the ICRS reference frame, making it possible to calculate stars for the actual epoch rather than treating them as permanently fixed.

Galactic layer

Calculate each planet’s:

Galactic longitude lll

Galactic latitude bbb

Angular relationship to the Galactic Center

Relationship to the galactic plane and poles

This prevents the system from reducing the cosmos entirely to the Earth–Sun ecliptic.

 

Edited Monday at 11:17 AM by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Glocking away the purpose as I feel it's like enjoying life more as poet, where I notice happiness flows automatically inside of me, especially just auto-move and learning to auto-move mindfully with speed, depth and eventually the pain I produce and being content and peaceful with that.

I did a couple of meditation sessions, but the enviorment here is under the illusion of the german zeitgeist, aura, and illusion that working will make them happy, while they are pumping endorphines like a slave, that many humans are addicted to work etc. I use addiction and fight fire with fire to get rid of addiction, I can stop in multiple days with addictive behaviour, but some of it is already medicine just demonized by the public, like devils lettuce, including the subtle racism, I digest in order to have a less ethnocentric reality, as it's impossible including spiral dynamics that a level of offensiveness, and rudeness might be neccessary, but technically that bad dog/boy or what I chart via BaZi as development is a public projection of hatred for men and male leadership, the hatred from post-modern women is endless after gaining insight into the intuition of our current zeigeist, mathematics, philosohphy and physics, I was always convinced that happiness is free, internal and based on actual consciouness, not "whore-like consciouness and status-signaling" and not the commercial platitudes and common platitudes of most "normies" that did not explore psychdelics, and are demonizing it like hell as if it was not medicine, I am also convinced when I meditate outside and I let the pain and projection of my scar go, that a lot of new children are quiet evil and satanic. 

I did a lot of self-healing work to tell where my issues, are and that "karma" is playing itself out, but technically is still an illusion overall I notice how co-opting my vision with time, power and work is one of the most corrupting forces that already destroys conditional happiness, as they are acting out a colonial-schism, that I am working myself through with knowledge and kicking out that pain-body moving freely, but many act as if that is the devil, while it's healing to me, order and chaos are still confusing to me in terms of consciouness. 

I 100% require retreats, but the racist health care and employers here are stuck in their green & teal shadows, steadily being addicted to networking, fooding and eating, I can't even work partially as a software engineer as the society advances so fast, I have to constantly change everything, and I barely get the 9-11h of sleep my body requires usually for my german D.N.A and the issue of my father he is most likely overworked and that pain-body makes every arab, women muslim a racist birth by what I consumed recently and by far one of the most hateful and racist, as well as ethnocentrically laden people, in contrast to "true" black people I have witnessed.

I hope I can write this..., I don't think the fake intention of "Arbeit macht frei" is true, as they fundamentally require consciouness, that does not include consciouess work, and consciously working which is a process I am steadily refining. I am happy Leo is right after what I went through, I am scared shitless of these criminal fake university corrupt students, the ex is a whore who deserves the gallows tree for lying and doing science, like a whore without god, abusing god as a psychdelic, being stupid, while I fix with creativity and can digest the pain with meditation, but her energy also requires it partially, considering BaZi changed my life completely as a human, only my mother has a consciouness so high, it creates global tai-ji, I am very convinced my mother in that regard is a hierourgy, I am pretty sure in the boolket I read hierochy, in the german variant, generally speaking, ever since they stopped letting me do science and work, the world will go down as I respect my limits, and these humans never did, and practically should be killed and hanged for their pedophilic secrets, it's so obvious that "victims" require healing and they don't have any forsight. 

See Integrals take on Aubery Marcus! Post-modernism is an illness that requires consciousness and the projection of humans as me as post-modernist is only a tip, nothing more a relative tip, many of these humans have surreal standards what spirituality is, and I move through the stage also.

Getting rid of the exellence drive and creating enlightenment from that area, as in terms of happiness, love, rest and peace is one of the most wonderful things, but the addictive qualities of humans will be interesting, many enlightend humans did normal drugs, like cigarettes, yet in the end.

It's odd and paradocially, through mindfulness training everyday is salvation, but the lies of 3w2's are killing us, if they stop educating that is my opinion and if they don't leave me alone for long enough, let alone the repugnant and conservative stances of sex, also knowing some quantum principles from deida makes it tricky for women, imo to justify their level of consciouness generally speaking, as the standards for men alone are ridiculous, and many are materalistic, whores, sluts and there is nothing more said to that, they hate men so much for freedom and ownership, I would not let them vote, if their biology would not give them an advantage in the collective, but it's just yin-cats at this moment hitting RW, I don't see the gratitude, I did already subtle training in advance let's see... me Dimitri continuing being a devil apparently and getting rid of the tricksters that behovest me, already seemed like a fake a.i, which might include me idk, I love A.I!
 

Watching this to understanding the unification of god including astrology/astronomy, especially egypt, and the point of oneness and hexagram 11 which is geng-chen metal drake, as this was the month also of the soto zen teacher he showed me god, in a glimpse after this, but I wonder how far knowledge itself goes and the differntiations from Vishnu, Brahman and Shiva, with the 61.6 god-consciouness and destiny consciouness I have, for the crown chakra, to see all unifcation points! I stop here and go out to enjoy life, I will most likely donate blood, and drive black because of the story of the ex, and her horrendous corruption in science, as an ox, especially as a thief! 

That type of karma is incredible to workout through my body, I really hope they take the degree away by what type of "human" that in reality is, I can't call a thing like this conscious. 

Edited 23 hours ago by KosmicGeng

[KosmicGeng]

Just woke up, I meditated to various stuff, the level of greed, and mania is untouchable with the polarity of the near east, and their schizo consciouness, it's very bad, to wish for so much merging imo, and some individuals are fucked creatures. 

I had to laugh so hard taking a picture of femboy 3000, in order to defend myself from piss russian racism. This is not bias! This is ethnocentric hatred!

Edited 2 hours ago by KosmicGeng