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Evil

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'Evil' is a constricting force placed upon consciousness. Consciousness of which the nature is utterly boundless, unrestricted, & without constriction.

'Evil'; Is as if the creeping, macerating grip of a python.

Slowly crushing,
imposing in upon from the 'external' without escape, an indefinite, inexorable seeming tightening. Without possibility to 'run from' or 'slip out'. Like the collapse of a chess game, or a jujitsu submission. It is perspectival, based upon maintenence of a sense of unimpeded expression, expansion, & dominance which ego holds within it's reality through imagination. Quite complex, twisted to try and understand. This is in due part of ego itself being the greatest constriction on awareness. Ego, being an aspect and expression of Infinity, feels the crushing weight of it's own constriction, whether it is conscious of the source or not.

Even understanding, which is what we are attempting to get at here, is part of the constricting force of ego. We are attempting to utilize constriction to grasp at and seize control of more constriction, being imposed upon itself. A self defeating pursuit, a self collapsing strategy.

Ultimatelythere is no evil, but from perspective of limited self, this tightening is the greatest evil. The force which constricts, which contracts, with a crushing pressure inwards, stuffing Infinity into a point of pressure unbeholden, where no escape or release is to be found despite all efforts of search. To the ego this is torture. This is ego itself.

Infinity does not care or mind, caring/minding is a function of ego. Infinity has no feeling necessitating a release, other than through ego.

Infinity already knows itself to be boundless even in its ultimate constriction; infinitesimality.

But here, ego knows only expression, ego knows only form, division, or distinct explicated quality, so when limitless forms of Infinity appear to or feel as if cannot be expressed, or expounded, it is as a slow crushing death to that which identifies & attempts to seize control. The irony, is that ego is the greatest imposition upon consciousness itself. Ego, having a magnificent blindspot, an inability to self reflect fully, knows only imposition from sources it sees to be external. Ego is its own destroyer, yet it is blind to the fact.

To place infinity inside of a pinpoint is the ego's mechanism, being its own doublehanded torment.

For consciousness, this constriction itself is its own greatest beauty, its own deepest love. Evil & good collapse entirely, as in the sudden release of death, infinity springs forth with supreme, ultimate power, to express fully without regard, without the strangulation of the ego.
My bias: Constriction is worse than envenomation.

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Madness lies just passed the veil of sanity

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This is as how fear works, from my perspective. Keep in mind, this is a very rough sketch of ideas in order to get a larger, abstract idea across. This is a feeble attempt to communicate a specific realized sense. This is mostly trying to approach from an experiential perspective.

Explaining Fear, Terror:

Fear, Terror, and emotions along these lines, are some of the most constricting that seem to occur within human consciousness.

Terror is like taking the boundless expanse of our awareness, and forcing it into an enclosed space of pinpoint pressure, where it must try to find release. Because of this enormous pressure, the release is typically found, often by a physical reaction, to evade, or fight the perceived threat. The other method is complete freezure, where the entire biological reaction system collapses and one is left immobilized.  These are fight, flight, or fawn. Some creatures have fangs to fight with, some have wings to fly with, & some have camouflage to hide with. Perhaps the partial biological origin of these reactions. Fear, slipped out of control, is the cause of an overwhelm of our internal modulation abilities

Upon the specific crossing of a certain threshold & degree of fear, it may turn exponential. This sends the human mind, & biological system into a sheer panic.  This panic seems part of the method that the fear energy is attempted to be released, often driven directly toward the aim of searching for the survival route as quickly as possible, whether it be fight, flight, or fawn. But the human mind is largely, if not entirely, a closed circuit. The energy cannot escape very well through the method of cognitive emotional panic. It counterintuitively builds more momentum by running across these closed circuits. This causes short-circuits within the mind allowing for terror to truly constrict upon conscious awareness. An exponential tightening.

Like this, Imagine as if an initiated supernova:

As the star collapses inward, the density, and in turn gravity, increases. the pull inwards upon itself is multiplied by magnitude of exponents. This acceleration causes a close to sudden unstoppable implosion, where everything for a brief moment confines to a near pinpoint.

The acceleration of this can happen in the snap of a mere second.

The energy cannot hold here. Within fractions of an instant, must release, out into a spectacular– fiery energetic display. Out is catapulted an incredible amount of energy. It could not be contained within that single point it had been forced into.


For the human, the energetic release does not happen in the form of a blinding flash. The release of this 'bound internal state', is where the physical reactions come of. Fear, a build up primal energy, can only be held for so long inside these closed circuits of the mind(in its maximum degree of possible sustainment, it is as the moment of total collapse for a star in supernova), almost inevitably it is expended through physical means.
This is why a scared creature will fight so ferociously.
A gazelle or rabbit, will endure miles of pursuit. 
The source of that energy is fear. Raw, unadulterated fear. Pure, primal drive to survive. 


But what makes this constricting? It constricts limited identified consciousness. It forces consciousness into such a tight space that it it must find release, guided specifically by the biological framework and survival needs of the particular creature through which it is filtered & directed.
 
Fear is countered to the direct degree of ones ability to hold love. This is, love is the open, expansive emotion, in a total juxtaposition to fear.
The things we find most fear in are conversely the things we find the least love in, during the precise moment of encountering.

If a person fully loved an existential threat, and stopped in awe to admire the beauty during the moments of its approach, what would drive it to means of surviving the potential attack?


Fear is what causes a limited identified consciousness to fight or flee of a perceived threat within it, through means of constriction & necessary release. What determines the variety of release is the biological framework through which sensory data is filtered, and the survival blueprints of that particular form.

this is meant to be a rough outline. Like a scribbled sketch of a backyard shed in the making.


Madness lies just passed the veil of sanity

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