I had a general dream about actualized.org forum

[saif2]

The dream starts this way: I was returning from something like a festival or a carnival. I was not aware of the happenings of that festival only that I was there and that it was chaotic. I met those two girls who am I deeply recognised, and I felt a need to talk to, to be validated by them. As I went there to talk to these girls, they kind of backhandedly rejected me. There was something strange about these two girls, I knew them for a lifetime, yet they seemed so strange to me, as if I had met them for the first time. I was acclimatised to their presence, so it suggests a depth of knowing, yet at the same time I looked at them, and it's almost as if we began to know each other.

As I was walking with them and they were giving me a hard time, not  giving me the attention that I needed. All of a sudden I just said, "You guys keep giving me a hard time, but once you know me, you might actually like me." One of them looked at me with a fake sad expression and fake interest and I responded to her, "Is that epistemological or ontological?" She said, "Ontological," and then I said, "Yeah, this is fake ontological!" and the scene continued.

All of a sudden, we arrived at a stadium with levels. I sat at a high level on the stadium, and then I told them I would like to sit alone here if you want, and they said, "Okay." As I sat alone in the stadium, I observed a thing or two, and I noticed a thing or two, or God made me notice them, and then all of a sudden the scene shifted into this vibrant stadium. I am at the same place; there are all these people around me. There is a couple with piercings and tattoos. The woman said with a need to express herself emotionally: "We've already decided we are going to quit" and then I responded as if I am beyond it all "I've already quit" and then a guy appeared out of nowhere. He seemed popular; he seemed to know what is going on. He said: "Bro, that's zombie talk," and he said it to me so quietly, to my own person, and from that moment God was a lived reality, something I'm experiencing right here and right now. There were many people in the stadium doing all sorts of stuff, and then as I was getting up to leave, I noticed a very quiet, shy guy. I approached him and asked him, "Do you know what this is about?" He said very quietly, "Yes, it is about bro power." And I thought to myself this quite shy guy knows what this is about.

As I was leaving the stadium, I met the same two girls. One I recognised as a hopeless case, while the other, who kind of talked to me and was responsive, when I looked at her one more time, she was completely different. A Different person one whom i am not interested in talking to very much. I gave up and continued walking.

The rest of the dream was spent trying to fix the hurt i caused for someone i knew in my own life.

I think actualized.org forum is the vibrant stadium.

Bro power!

Edited April 9 by saif2