What is Beauty?

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What is Perfection?

What does it mean to live from the Heart?

What is an opening?

Open for how long?

Can an opening change ones course in life?

Can a closing change ones course in life?

What is a closing?

To open?

or to close?

What is a decision?

How is a decision made?

What is guidance? What is Intelligence?

Is Intelligence the intuitive guiding force?

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WHERE IS THE OBSERVER?

Who does the observation?

Is it me?

What am I?

Who is me?

Am I Mind?

Am I The Mind?

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What is a working understanding?

What is a faceted navigational toolset?

Call me selfish but I want all my deepest desires.

I'd like to keep those thank you very much.

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What is depth?

What is desire?

What is the depth of desire?

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What is Navigation?

What is Sense-Making?

What are directions to be explored?

Which way to go?

Lead us where to?

What is Intuitive Navigation?

What does it mean to be lead by way of?

What is a Captain?

Who is the captain of this vessel?

What is a vessel?

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Are perceptions a vessel for Truth to become realized?

How can perceptions demonstrate Truth?

Exhaust all that Truth isn't. 

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So what is Truth now?

What now is Beauty?

What is Love after all of this?

Has my understanding deepend? broadened? shortened? narrowed?

Has it remained the same?

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Wisdom tells me move to pen & paper. 

Ive been bouncing around back and fourth all night.

A tailchase?

A tailchase.

The beat of a drum?

The beat of a drum.

Rhythm & Rhyme it comes in due time.

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What is an Expert?

How is an expert developed?

Which things to question & when?

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What is consumption?

What is creation?

Is consumption inherently healthy or unhealthy?

What is a Toxin?

What is a Poison?

What is False Code?

False code lead to corruption?

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Can code be abstract?

Can code be hidden in a phrase?

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Silly human

Cat got your tongue?

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Where is it possible to hide code?

Does the human mind run on false code?

You understand code is the foundation of biological life?

But how can I know? How can I be certain?

I havent seen it have I?

Or am I looking at it right now?

Is it actually observing itself?

The feeling of I being just a result of allowing my code to run for so long?

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What is getting nowhere fast?

What is distraction? 

What is deception?

What is the opposite of deception?

Does a flower deceive?

I am not sure. Maybe?

The human mind deceives. The human mind could deceive itself one way or another and settle for an answer that doesnt belong.

Does a flower deceive?

Is deceivery in the eye of the beholder?

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Perhaps I should rest?

Been at it for a while here.

How to not slip back down?

Wouldn't want to lose a precious jewel.

Retreat is not an option.

Retreat is not an option.

Retreat is not an option.

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What is a Tiger Spirit?

What's the Fable of the Tiger & the Sable?

What is a Tailchase?

What is a fierce determination?

What is a predator/prey dynamic?

Cat & Mouse game we play?

Is it the vacuum cleaner tango which we dance?

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What is a Dance?

What is an Interplay?

What is a Dynamic?

What is Beauty?

What is Love?

What is Truth?

What is a hook?

What is an anchor?

What is a beacon?

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Rest without distraction shall be the next gambit.

It seems far far too easy to quickly drift off into admiration of beautiful forms. 

Do I wish to admire limited forms?

Yes I wish to admire limited forms.

Why do I wish to admire limited forms?

I wish to admire limited forms because I am currently operating through the interface of one.

Is that really why? or is that a justification? Is that an explanation?

Why do I wish to admire limited forms?

Limited forms are Infinite beauty made manifest exactly.

How could you resist that?

Biased are you?

You only find this set of limited forms beautiful?

That is okay, God understands.

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Does God wish to admire limited forms?

What is a trap?

What is a trick?

What is deception?

Red hourglass anyone?

I supposed its not the worst thing to do just before you die.

Imagine what you could do with eight legs and a pair of venomous fangs.

I would Love to see a Black Widow before I die.

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What is distraction?

What is a Tailchase?

What is a dual dynamic?

Can a dual dynamic be inversed?

What is the opposite of duality as a whole?

Nonexistence?

it is faulty to ask what the opposite is of all duality. if you are questioning so, you must not be presently conscious of all duality.

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How many possible paths could have lead me to this exact very spot?

Which one is True?

Is there any Truth to be found in a path of content?

What is the content that presently makes up my experience?

Wasn't i gonna go rest or distract myself or something?

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What is Distraction?

What is Truth?

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What is a Beacon?

How does a beacon work?

What is a signal?

How do signals work?

How are signals to be interpreted?

Is there a correct interpretation to any given signal?

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What is Interpretation?

How does Interpretation work?

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Survival is so tangled in self-deception that it must kill in order to stay alive.

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Sleep is a good thing I just need to approach it without falling into mental chit chatter and distractive noise.

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Outlook: Fair

It seems progress is a make able thing.

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Do you trust the music?

Or could it make you sick?

In the head?

Or wind up dead?

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Will Love ever lead you astray?

Will Beauty ever lead you astray?

Castaway?

What are Subtle Things?

How to become conscious of the real subtle things?

What is careful observation?

Conscious Tact?

What strategies can we utilize to remain in a conscious state as life pulls us throughout her?

How can I ensure, as I depart from here, that I stay in alignment?

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What is a Tiger Spirit?

What is a Fierce Determination?

What is a Tailchase?

The beat of a drum?

The beat of a drum.

What is a rhythmic thing?

How does rhythm work?

What is the rhythm of Consciousness Work?

Round & round the lighthouse goes.

A beacon in the dark. 

What is the blinking rate of Truth?

What is Beauty?

What is Love?

What is Awareness?

What is attention?

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It is a constant process of circling back around.

Could it be maintained indefinitely?

Survival will engage eventually.

What is the process of survivals reengagement?

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What does it mean to be engaged?

Is engagement a conscious or unconscious activity?

Does survival engage with our knowing of it?

Or is it just so sneaky?

A near seemless transition?

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Does survival provide you with the knowledge of whether it is currently active or not?

No, it actively attempts to do the opposite.

I logically know & understand that I need to survive if I would like to stick around. 

Does that make me aware of what survival is?

Of when survival is deployed or not?

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Words here arent the greatest tool. But what else do we got?

Well actually.

Words are the best tool. 

What does a word do?

Do words point?

What are pointers?

What does the word Beauty point to?

Find what that word points toward.

Okay you found it?

That is where the real stuff lies.

Not in the word itself, no. But in the actual thing which you can go and look at.

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What is an Addictive Nature?

Why do I so easily get hooked?

Around we go?

A tailchase?

It is in the Nature of this thing as a whole?

What is the Nature of a thing?

What is the Nature of Duality?

Cat & Mouse?

The sides of which coin now?

Interplay?

Wordplay.

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What is Love?

What is Beauty?

Is Sleep worth sacrificing for Love & Beauty?

What is sleep?

A snap back to reality?

Is there Love & Beauty in a sudden snap to Awareness?

A little like Death?

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What is Deception?

What is Self-Mastery?

Who is the captain of this keel?

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What is Divine Wisdom?

What is Divine Guidance?

Have we a circling back?

It all depends.

One could argue this is new territory.

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What is God?

What is God's Understanding?

What is God's Wisdom?

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What are narrow straits?

What is a close call?

Castaway?

On the way.

But not yet. I will remain for at least another few moments.

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What is a cue?

What is the purpose of a cue?

What about a clue?

What does a clue do?

What is a clues purpose?

Where can a clue be found?

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Whats is a survival pursuit?

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The Love of Music?

Possible to go wrong with music?

What is an addictive mechanism?

Can music help you to become aware of addictive mechanisms?

Is it wrong to use music in an addictive way?

Is it even possible to use music in an addictive way?

if you play a song on repeat, yes it is out of pleasure seeking, but it becomes something more, there is value to be had in the fixation.

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What are ideas?

What is deception?

What is Truth?

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What is Music?

Music is most beautiful when?

When you set sail upon it. Ride the waves. Disaster incoming?

Sail right in.

Music is most beautiful when you are involved in it consciously. When you get real invested into it and be there fully, riding the melody down each and every note.

Good Music?

Melt right in.

Let yourself dissolve into the dance of the craft.

A craft can take you far across the waters. Do you know how to steer?

What is that in the distance?

Land ho!

Death coast it is...

Wouldn't want to wind up marooned.

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What is Fixation?

What does it mean to become fixated upon.

Can fixation be a useful tool?

Can fixation be a perilous threat?

A weapon in one hand what is a tool in another.

Where do the fixations in my life land on this teeter tottering scale?

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Steer by wheel. Left or Right?

Who decides?

What is a decision?

How are decisions decided upon?

Is it worth deciding to steer away from distraction for as long as possible even when you are aware that you will fall into it no matter what?

I would argue yes. This will build tolerance & strength in this specific skill.

Is avoidance of distraction just another distraction?

Or is it a valuable skillset with more technical depth than even a game like chess?

How best to avoid distraction?

Do I try and avoid distraction by distracting myself here on actualized.org?

Yes. 

Well that is a good start anyways.

Moving with the wind at least. Although it may not feel that way. Quite the opposite it may feel at times.

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10 hours ago, No1Here2c said:

In the very pursuit not to succumb to distraction, you become distracted and lose the chase.

Ding ding ding. Winner.

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Maybe something here not sure.

8 hours ago, No1Here2c said:

What is deception?

Deception is the moment you think you understand it you do not.

That is deception.

Or am I deceived?

Is understanding deception?

Is deception understanding?

How is deception to be understood?

How can we be sure we dont deceive ourselves in regard to our understanding of deception?

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8 hours ago, No1Here2c said:

What is Self-Mastery?

This is my next contemplative target.

When the time is right.

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Is what i am experiencing real or imagination?

How to know?

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9 hours ago, No1Here2c said:

The decider in the eye of an eagle as to when best to strike?

Nice imagery in my mind here.

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My God

it will take me 30 years to unpack all of this.

Will I even make it to tomorrow?

Irrelevant.

I should keep trying to extract here.

But what about sweet sweet distraction?

Isn't that easier than sorting through this mess right now?

Yes it is. But if you dont sort this mess out now the pieces may never fully come together.

There are loads of good questions in here. Many could be contemplated over again and over again. A circular game.

But the human mind loves to imagine things, and so i must sort through the wreckage.

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Epistemology?

What does that even mean?

Is that just asking questions?

I can do that.

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Why in the hell would I sacrifice all of this beautiful work for survival?

Oh yeah thats right, I will have none of this beauty without survival.

How to become adept at survival?

I must say it used to be easier when I was allowed to use my teeth.

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Leo why dont you tell people how addictive this stuff is?

Fair warning would've been nice

 

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Consciousness is the captain, the schooner & all the fish sea.

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Dont you love to think in abstract ways?

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What is a lash?

What is searing?

What is a burn?

What is a scar?

Is that how wisdom works?

Perhaps the process of coming to it?

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Scars are wisdom, scars are beauty.

God dont we love scars.

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What is the whiplash of death?

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Why is that the things i love deepest in life cannot be clung onto?

the beauty of a melodic composure. I can only capture it with awareness as it dances on by. 

How do you capture it?

Is it a feeling it gives you?

A certain emotion?

A set of thoughts to go with?

An endless sailing away.

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Now you see me now you dont.

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my attempt here will be to extract and organize all questions of value. Resultant insight will be dealt with later.

not sure if a list is organized enough. but perhaps just a list for now and organize later?

this is tricky, how do you go about this process?

a list would be nothing more than typing out questions unconsciously. that is no good.

I was made to transcribe yes, but not from one sheet of paper to another.

I was made to transcribe Consciousness directly into itself. onto itself? not sure the semantics matter.

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How may I extract from the experience lain before me?

What is the most efficient method?

What is the most thorough method?

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what is a fractaline nature?

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22 minutes ago, No1Here2c said:

How may I extract from the experience lain before me?

What is the most efficient method?

What is the most thorough method?

The work happens where I go asking the right questions. Where ever that may be.

Perhaps clinging here is no longer useful?

I could begin a new journal

wipe the slate

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