Actualized.org For Closeted and Non-Closeted Autistic People

[vishnusavestheday]

After discovering my late-diagnosis Autism, everything fell into place. Leo's videos are equally appealing to closeted and non-closeted Autistic people, because Autism is essentially infinite consciousness of Self.

 

I am very thankful to be born as the person I am, with the parents I have who never diagnosed me, and to have learned quite a little and a lot from Actualized.org and Leo. I eventually fell out of ways with God Realization before I realized I was Autistic, but after I realized I was Autistic, those states of consciousness became immediately available again in my sober state, waiting for me as if I've never left.

 

Now I'm done with metaphysics. I'm moving on to my material life.

Edited March 5 by vishnusavestheday

[Cred]

7 hours ago, vishnusavestheday said:

because Autism is essentially infinite consciousness of Self.

Autism is infinite consciousness of self for you. Infinite consciousness exists in every individual, but everyone experiences it differently. Since autistic people excel at pattern recognition, infinity for and autistic person is "recognizing a fundamental pattern of reality". The notion of "everything fell into place" (efip) is the same thing. This is sequenciality. Ordinary language is encoding sequentially here because "everything fell into place" implies that there is a sequence of "everything was not in place, now it is". Therefore, efip is inherently autistic. Same goes for "self-reflection". In this metaphor, the light goes off from you, hits some mirror and comes back. This is also a sequence and therefore autistic.

Also since autism is being sensitive to sequenciality, my model predicts that autistic people are more likely to grasp the infinite nature of time.

Conformist people can also get a glimpse of infinite consciousness but in ways that are inaccessible to autistic people. The perfect example here is traveling to Mekka.

7 hours ago, vishnusavestheday said:

Now I'm done with metaphysics. I'm moving on to my material life.

With this insight, what you realized correctly is that when somebody says something like "everybody on this earth is so conformist! I will study metaphysics so I can reach god to then stop doing metaphysics for good", the real reason they say this, is because if you are a closeted autistic person, the world is cruel to you and nobody seems to understand you which makes you want to escape to some fantasy of absolute Truth or something with the hope of finally being free.

When you realize why people are cruel to you and learn to accept yourself, suddenly reality doesn't seem so bad. This seems to have led you to your insight.

Notice that in both scenarios, metaphysics is something to be escaped. This is wrong. Metaphysics is the key to infinite consciousness for the autistic person. This is because "recognizing a fundamental pattern of reality", "everything fell into place" and "self-reflection" is metaphysics.

The purpose of the autistic person is to accumulate a gigantic library of patterns from reality and recognizing them in the lives (or businesses for example) of other people who are blind to these kinds of patterns. This is what contemplation is. This is what {love, consciousness, survival, ugly, beauty, truth, responsibility, knowledge, reality, god, the absolute, and so on} is. It is a unique collection of patterns from the universe. 

Edited March 5 by Cred

[Cred]

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