Assimilating enlightenment and dealing with solipsism

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I have been on this journey for well over 10 years and Leos videos helped me a lot.

I only empathize and see more how the things he speaks of can be verified by myself.

I have reached god realization about 7 years ago but it took me 3 more years to get that what i have seen was myself.

The past years I've been working on assimilating this experiences and insights into my every day life and letting them effect the way

I go about life.

So as Leo said in one of his videos getting the realization is not the end or the hardest part, it takes many years to let it transform you and sink in.

A big part of my struggle was the point about solipsism. For days I have been robbed of meaning in life as most of my meaning was derived form the concept

of other.

It is undeniable that solipsism cannot be disproven but i found peace in letting myself forget it and "playing" the human game as i did before.

It is like consciously lying to yourself for your own well being.

I got this idea from my dreams since it seemed that the most enjoyable dreams were  the ones which had many interesting "other" characters.

You can do what you want but i found that acting this way , pretending there are others was a more healthy way for me to live.

It feels like I've gone full circle going from normal life to seeing myself as god and back to normal life forgetting that I'm god on purpose.

Hope I helped some of you and that you get to embody the insights you get along the way.

All the best.

[Ramasta9]

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[Someone here]

Yes ..solipsism is true. There was and will never be anyone but you.stop acting like you don’t know it . However make no mistake about it ..this realization will never hit you FULLY like a motherfucker except in the moment of physical death . Before death you are alive ..in the life you are living there are other humans around you . And if that is true ..what in the hell is the utility of believing those others are conspiracy from your mind ? Or conspiracy from them on you ? Cause thats what solipsism is . A metaphysical conspiracy theory .You gonna discover it when you die anyways. Why are you in a rush ? Just because you are a solipsist won't erase the appearance of the apparent others . So I would say the only use of believing in solipsism while you are alive in this world is escapism. 

Edited Friday at 12:47 AM by Someone here