Practice Journal

[Oppositionless]

The guest after Leo in that podcast was Formscapes, which is nuts to me bc I have been watching his videos and I was the first person to mention him on the forum.

but the real kicker is that this synchronicity happened right as I decided I'm gonna start making YouTube videos myself.

God is speaking.

 

the goal of my kriya practice right now is to heal executive dysfunction: it's really fucking hard for me to do basic self care things. Like buying the damn tripod. And buying a new pillow. And a new pair of New Balances. And light bulbs . Fuck my life sometimes, I could have started creating so much sooner if I could just fucking DO STUFF

Edited 15 hours ago by Oppositionless

[Oppositionless]

9 hours ago, Oppositionless said:

 

the goal of my kriya practice right now is to heal executive dysfunction: it's really fucking hard for me to do basic self care things. Like buying the damn tripod. And buying a new pillow. And a new pair of New Balances. And light bulbs . Fuck my life sometimes, I could have started creating so much sooner if I could just fucking DO STUFF

Today I bought a pillow, face wash, moisturizing lotion, deodorant, and two journals. Let's fucking go!!!

From my journal 

"It's not even close, this is the best I've felt in my entire life, all that's missing is spending more time outside with my shirt off."

The last time I felt this good I spent all day outside with my shirt off, but that was pre-trauma hehe.

 

first blog post is 90% finished. It should be posted by fairly early tomorrow. It's going to be on Substack and I'll drop the link.

I need to get a haircut before I make my first YouTube video. Lol

Edited 5 hours ago by Oppositionless