Self-Actualization of an ISTJ

[Zeroguy]

Yeah lets Self Actualize.

I am ISTJ personality type .

I suffer from schizoaffective disorder so it means I am mentally ill. I take my meds and my symptoms are now non existant. I drink meds that remove psychosis and improve quality of my thinking.

Curently I don't have a job and I don't have girlfriend . I live like a hermit even if I am surrounded with family members (dad and brother).

So I am at begining of my story. Hopefully it will be good.

Starting from zero.

Problems I have are poverty of speach and shyness.Aldo I improved a lot.

I have to quit smoking and to drink Coffee ,those are my only 2 addictions left.

Lets see how this Introvert will make it in big world.

 

[Zeroguy]

This forum is not healthy for me. Lots of weird people.

I don't have any desire for spirituality.

I am only about earning money now.

I started going to the gym and started my looks maxing journey.

So after all it's all about survival.

[Zeroguy]

So cringe. This forum Jesus fucking Christ.

But not focusing on that.

I started going to the gym,soon I will find a job and after 3 years of that I can get my disability pension which is similar to American SSDI.

So I don't have any sort of delusional purpose in life or I am chasing something that will supposedly make me "happy".

I am down to earth and only money and sex are important to me. Survival of the fittest.