Any Kriya yogi/yogis can explain me what sperm is?

[Jowblob]

This question is for those that have awakened to the energetic aspects of sperm which means you transform/alchemize sperm to spiritual energy with your intention. Might be a kundalini/shakti aspect.

1. Why is it so, that the more days you hold your sperm and not waste it you become more conscious/feeling?

2. From the highest possible consciousness level ,  why does sperm grow energetically the more you hold it and why does it accumulate? From my perspective it is very dense energetically and is a bit like ecstasy/infinity aspect , but then it can be emptied? If it has infinity aspect then why can it be emptied/depleted? This doesn't make any sense and it makes rather seem that this human body is just a machine, as infinity aspect shouldnt be depleted.

3. If your intention is to push the sperm/energy to your third eye, why is it so that you will feel energetically/vibrating at a high level but then the next day it feels like your action has depleted the sperm/energy/reserves?

4. Why does feeling the actions of "others" starts at svadhisthana chakra and why does sperm and how long you hold it plays a role in it? What is the true purpose of sperm and what is it?

Edited 24 minutes ago by Jowblob