Being surrounded by mentally ill people.

[Behind20]

It was not a real type of mental illness but something that is sought after or something that wasnt there didnt exist but was a wannabe type of thing (aand I think it did really have becomes real for some people and at one point but it is f unorganic and was forced so you could feel the hardness and difficulty of thing) . It was snatching away what was good and sane. Isn't it the trend anyway? I said this because it is still prevalent now today and im sick of it. The type of thing that makes you stupid. When you act stupid (not real.) that you becomes it to what extent does this shit wanna do that? Type of thing. I would not even said "you" because to have any connection* to this sh is already disgusting. 

*In any way. The thing is it doesnt hv to be that because it is something that is made up and not truly is but still lower your intellect . (Make you stupider.) What should I do? 

[Sugarcoat]

I don’t understand what you mean

[Behind20]

The things that I said are something that a sinner could not perceived so all everything that I said is a lost for me. because these sinn will imitate what i said or do like a counterfeit. 

[Behind20]

Before I said this I said

 

 

21/8/2025

This had happened before. The country of sorcery. Anyone on the higher up can see your cart. Your everything. This had happened in an insane way before. Lets say if they are millionaires (or God knows what) and those others who are or did it for money so there was a time when they got a large sum of money and will bought say everything that I value or pursue. But they did it in a barbaric way. And before , it happened only to me in my house , like my sister. And THEN, it happened to people who arent my people back then but ive made a contact with before and they did exactly what my sister did to me. Sorcery. And what happened to my house then happened to that place too (I saw like aftermath) every body had bought their thing. And the whole (house? ) place are in utter aftermath. The place ive been to before. But they want my taste and what ive wanted. And I dont get /have my money while they had. Imagine if it s all craze. Craze. Like unstoppable type of force and barbarian. Or you could say greed or whatever things like whatever idk. But the thing is it had to do with me. I wouldnt say that I don't have access to it (to get a lot of money) but i didnt do it. It was meant to be something that are available to you. And they give you sometime after , then they would go apeshit crazy in devouring whatever you didnt do or your act. Buying things from your cart. I guess these people are rich or super rich. Thats the vibe that I got. But rich in a aborigin sense because they trust my taste more or they had nothing. No eyes. or looked down on themselves. To be devouring what i valued or want. And this had happened a lot and still happen today. Just imagine if your cart is accessible to some. Or many. And they can do what they want. Basically I cant say anything or mention anything before I had money. 

Why I can't be accessible to these? Why cant I do this? This is the question. Why aren't I'm accessible to their privates or carts but they do mine? This is what I'm not satisfied with. Is it money?/ /Wealth? Or simply because they are the government? In other word , that would means I am a completely different species and they , should not have governed me at all like shi. like they arent me & I am not them. Imagine if we had different ancestors so those who are eligible to be above me are not some shit but only whats mine or my ancestors. Like we not even the same thing. This is what I thought. Or was it someone married and not? Because , at one point I wonder if someone was given access to something (by the whatever that is or the gov ) after they got married. And against those who arent. Because shitty things really had happened. Or WAS IT GOD? Self Proclaimed God in other word a Human. Shitty people. Why could they have access to me and I couldn't them? Eventhough sometimes I did. (I GUESS?) . Idk. 

I could get into their whatsapp . in another place . Another area. 

Edited 17 hours ago by Behind20