Human Relationships

[Jirh]

Here, I will try to process, simplify, and understand the complexities of human interactions, connection, intimacy, bonding, and emotions such as love, lust, disgust, fear, anger, etc. in an attempt to understand the human psyche, mainly from the social aspect, but also from the subjective personal aspect, and on the deepest levels possible. It may be ugly sometimes, and that's no problem. The intention is that this will be an honest and diverse exploration of my own self and of others as I view them from my own lens and point of view, so I will try my best to remain objective, multi-perspectival and unbiased, and most obviously, I will try my best to be wary of psychological projection and defense mechanisms, and work through any of them if/when noticed. I am willing to work on myself and improve. The aim is to help me expand my understanding of this human experience to the max. And so, during this process, I intend to read a few books that I will probably name later that will add to my knowledge and awareness.

I'm not well-versed in this topic, and I'm not a psychologist, a social scientist, or a specialist of any kind. I don't even have an academic certificate in my own field yet. In general, this will be a place for my personal ramblings, that may be insightful to some or no one at all. I intend to write about my own feelings as I go through this, on an irregular basis, i.e. intuitively. This could result in brief realizations, but the goal is to go as deep as possible, so I'll try to integrate the mind as well in this and elaborate as much as possible. Hopefully, I will be able to see myself change and develop emotionally and ultimately grow and become more whole and integrated.

And as I like to greet my colleagues at work for no particular reason: Hi, hi!