Heavy metal chelation is still not working for me - ideas for a culprit?

[Ima Freeman]

Hello forum 

I need some advice on my chronic illness problem concerning heavy metals (again)

For reference I link two older posts I made:
1. The Cutler Protocol failed to cure my problems after 80+ rounds and had heavy side effects

2. Out of desperation I took cilantro juice + binders for two months, then switched back to the Cutler Protocol and had a health downfall after that

Half a year after my incident with cilantro juice, as seen in the second topic, my health restabilized again.
It was possible to make some progress in my life and things went better again.
Still I had problems with reoccurring fatigue, attention deficit, being intellectually on the slow side and being overly-neurotic.

After working on my gut health, my liver health and doing some parasite cleansing, I decided to restart my endeavor of chelating heavy metals again.
Because the Cutler Protocol with DMPS and ALA was way too high in side effects and did not bring much gain and cilantro brought me half a year of severe health problems I was on the lookout for a new approach and researched deeper.

I found this chelator called NBMI otherwise known as OSR-1 or Irminix. 
As I read reports of people using it in a frequent low dose way, as developed by Andrew Cutler, and having little side effects with it, i choose to give it a try.

First round with 15mg went quite well.
Side effects where less dominant then with ALA or DMPS. Sporadically, they included headaches, being emotionally volatile, being neurotic, having slight anxiety in the evening and hearing a hissing noise.
Some rounds there where little to no acute side effects, which surprised me. I was very happy to see that after years I found a method, that I managed to live a functional life besides. 



 

My general mental health was declining though, as always when I do chelation. I saw that the side effects had some impact on my life, but this impact was still small.

After six rounds, everything seemed to go hunky-dory. But the next three rounds had increased side effects that came after them.
After the last and 10th one I was impacted heavily. I was forgetful, confused, very undecided and felt weak. 

As a side note, the downfall started after being bitten by some ticks, but a test for a lyme's infection was negative.

Normally after Cutler Rounds, side effects would slowly subside after 1-3 weeks for me.
But this time, they even worsened. I am more cognitively impaired, it is harder for me to organize my life.

The worst is, that a month ago I even got suicidal thoughts. My mind furthers the idea of ending this life, organizing how and when to do it and what steps to go until the final day.

I have problems now with being mentally even slower than before, having intrusive thoughts, having difficulties with getting out of bed, feeling suicidal and tired of life.

Looking back, I felt amazingly good after removing my amalgams and taking antioxidants and minerals.
Compared to this short time span after removal, starting with chelation five years ago, my state got worse, I lost creativity, energy, happiness and cognitive function.

There are still things I know of that could be the culprit:
- Some chronic infections, I did not test for which block the ability to excrete heavy metals
- Some other detox blockage
- Some immune defect, maybe metal allergy or something else
- Some other factor I am unaware of

I know, this is kind of a rant, but given this information, maybe someone can give me valuable information. I would be very very thankful.