People who have gotten married or have four or five child would not want me to

[Sabth]

Would not want me to get married or have a child. When I hadnt had my first. And... There was things like I had to do it without them knowing prior to being known and that is possible /a given. Lol. 

[Sabth]

Surprisingly though , for other it did not matter. 

It wasnt.    Blood related thing but age related. 

Its hard to be 

Edited June 19 by Sabth