How My First 5-MEO DMT Trip in 2 Years Went

[Jordan]

Hello, I tripped a few hours ago and wanted to share my experience. I have taken 5MEO-DMT before around 10 times. I also took 5MEO-MALT 5+ times. It has been over 2 years since I last tripped. The reason I took a break is I moved and I haven't found a place that felt like home until now. I just moved to a place I like a month ago. I am also getting back into meditating consistently so it seems like a good time to get back into it.

I plugged 18mg of 5-Meo dmt freebase dissolved in 3 mL of white vinegar. I tripped slightly harder on that than with 30-35mg in the past. I started lying in the recovery position in case I cant control my body and I throw up. I defiantly did not have much control of my body. I set a timer when I started. Visually when my eyes were closed, it was like I saw grey smoke. When I opened my eyes, things were not smooth it was like there was lag and it felt uncomfortable. I could hear a sound sort of like a large low pitch fan. Then I felt relaxation as the image of my body melted and the sensations of my body melted away and it felt like I was without a body or identity for a very long time. I still knew I was tripping and that things would eventually go back to normal. I relaxed there for a while

I eventually started remembering parts of my life and could see when I am distracting and deluding myself to keep myself from doing things I am afraid of but are important to do. I saw images of relationships I have. It was like I was looking at my life from an outside perspective and seeing how I can solve my problems. The main ways saw for improving my life are by improving my communication, paying attention to how I use my mind and taking care of important tasks that I push off.

Communication has to do with asking questions when there is something I want to know. It involves getting a deeper understanding of how other people see the current situation and our relationship. What they want. I saw that everyone doesn't have a clue about what is going on and they are relying on other people to give them bits and pieces of information here and there to get a mixed up idea of the situation.

Observing my mind involves seeing when I am distracting myself from what is important. I can observe myself to have a better idea of how I should be spending my time to have the best life possible. I saw the importance of taking good care of my body which affects the mind.

I need to finish important tasks that I always push off until later. Things like booking doctors appointments, checking that my taxes are filed properly, and smaller things too like cleaning my car and getting a decent hair cut. Doing these things won't take long and I can life life with less resistance if I just do these things.

Eventually after what felt like an hour or so I opened my eyes and looked at the timer. It had been 11 minutes. I spent the next 20 minutes eyes open feeling my body and letting things be the way they are.

I was eventually able to sit up around 30 minutes in. I stood up everything looked super clear. I wasn't able to walk around smoothly but I could still get around ok. I took a mental note of what things I need to take care of in my life when I am back to normal. I paced back and forth for a while and stared at myself in the mirror accepting what I saw.

That was pretty much it. I wish you the best.

-Jordan-

Edited June 9 by Jordan

[OBEler]

Nice trip. This shows that 5 Meo is also capable for reflection of personal life issues.