My life journey

[mariabudanova]

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Part 15

About 2 years ago I had a dream and I was able to become conscious enough to realize that I was dreaming. I got conscious of that only for like 10-15 seconds before I fell back into forgetfulness. But it was enough to be able to ask the presence behind the dream a question. I said into the space around me: "What is my passion?". A woman appeared in front of me. Out of a thin air she magically created a box of colorful pensils and gave it to me. 

I remembered a quote form someone "What did you do as a child that made the hours pass like minutes? That's what you should do often when you grow up."

And when I was little my favorite thing was a process of creation via drawing. I could lose myself in it for hours.

Now I also feel like for me developing the skill of 3D, beside the drawing, is very important and also of lucid dreaming and astral travelling.

I had visions of myself in the future. Where I was creating 3d environments of other realms that i have visited while astral travelling and other beings I have met there.

After that I was thinking of AI and I was worried that by the time I learn 3D, the AI will become so good and no one will ever hire me. But then I had an idea. I thought: what if I could create some kind of a product in the future? By combining multiple skills such as: Astral travel+Lucid dreaming+3D+drawing+storytelling+psychic abilities+AI=a product.

And I also thought that maybe I don't have to worry about AI outcompeting me. Maybe we could work together on something? With my ideas and visions and AI's speed, structure and power we could create something beautiful.

I thought of creating a game. For which I would learn again how to travel to other realities. Where I could interview other beings and entities from those other realms. And they all could participate in the creation of that future game. I started thinking more about it. And just by thinking of that I entered a flow state. That felt so good. I don't remember entering a flow state ever before just by thinking of something.

Could this moment be like a little hint into my life purpose? 

 

Edited July 8 by mariabudanova

[mariabudanova]

I once was a raindrop in my dream. Other raindrops and I were flying through the night sky on the grass. It was so cool to see reality from the point of a rain drop. There were so many other drops that were flying down with me. 

Oh, to be the raindrop... It was so beautiful.

Edited July 8 by mariabudanova

[MuadDib]

On 7/8/2025 at 10:12 PM, mariabudanova said:

I once was a raindrop in my dream. Other raindrops and I were flying through the night sky on the grass. It was so cool to see reality from the point of a rain drop. There were so many other drops that were flying down with me. 

Oh, to be the raindrop... It was so beautiful.

 

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