Burden, Curse or a Blessing in Disguise

[kavaris]

The other day i accidentally bought parmigan instead of romano cheese, however, after realizing i could grow to enjoy something so long as it was close enough, i wrote these words—words that must be understood as opposed to simply read...

Burden, Curse or a Blessing in Disguise
Parmigiano is like, one of these things that is close enough to a target area we will call the Romano area, that the brain can make that transition and full heartedly be on board. This sortve "Close-Enough Ability" is our greatest strength and failure, cause we will fall into an endless dream by this same idea of imagining, and believing in the images imagined. And taking it further, we would do that on and on to the detriment of our own identity, causing reality to "not know the difference" upon entering the new reality.. In that sense, we have only one ultimate problem, and thats how to look at this in a new way, a way that doesnt forget, which seems like is best told as a story, a kindve epic that curates itself, circulates, and doesnt falter or fall into a dream, as...

ive not had normal, childhood-like dream in a very long time. im not scared, but from an outsiders perspective you would question how i can not be scared, as there is rarely glimpses into events that show where times of light occurred. I transfer to light faster than the escape velocity of the blackest holes present in me. And telling that story is impossible, so it has to be flipped around. Believing in that story is hard, and so i dont. But thats why its another one of these, transferences into a new reality. Thats why we cant look at anything we've learned as having any relevance, not even a little. Only enough to tell a story using it, cause it has almost NO precedence over any factors that live in the *"soon to be believed and lived in*" reality/mentality—technically every moment is/and could be the birth moment, the death moment, any-other moment; we're just holding on to an aspect of this reality, ignoring those (like, the dream sequence... understanding dreams can be a burden or a curse—or a blessing in disguise much like these words)

Edited January 4 by kavaris