Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

Yesterday I was really out of flow at my social spot. 

Well I had this previously quite a lot that when I played a lot of video games I kind of felt like I wasnt really in reality and I had to get back into it. I had to re-actualize myself into reality. 

Well given that I am not distracting myself a ton ( or so I thought ), I found it weird that this sort of thing happened to me. 

I got back into reality though and feel much more at ease now. 

[Jannes]

I just read a super old note from 5 years ago. It was in a transformation mastery course from Julien Blanc. 

What a waste of money back in the day, but I was desperate to get out of my situation. 

What I can take away from it was how much more physical life was in school. An athletic classmate had automatically more statues and I looked up to them. And also trying to be nice and lovely seemed to be a survival strategy back in the day. 

Oh men oh men it hurts to read this..

No wonder I went to the gym though and my story is probably as un-unique as it gets.