How and why pychedelics decrease my consciousness now

[James123]

Pychedelics used to increase my consciousness level and now decreases it. Here is why:

During the Pychedelic trip I do not think whatsoever, however when I come down I think to use it again or not to use it. I am attached to it, I do not think anything except pychedelics. After realization of what Enlightenment is, I recognize that whatever we think, therefore attached, that's cause suffering. Such as, I used to think what enlightenment is, which made me suffer due to want to become enlightened, however I do not think about enlightenment now, and it is not exist. Moreover, death. I used to keep thinking how to surrender about death, but now I do not think about death, and it doesn't even come to mind now, whatsoever.

I am just attached the pychedelics, and if I surrender that the "I" will be completely free. 

Much love!

Peace!

 

 

 

 

Edited June 1, 2024 by James123