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Edited Tuesday at 08:24 PM by Sabth

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I tend to sleep until 12 pm because I don't know what to do with my life.  

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Edited Tuesday at 08:55 PM by Sabth

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There is no weird sounds tonight. First , I sleep with the lights on and the air conditioner on. And then I woke up at 3 AM , a little bit late. Not at 2 AM so I am not the first living being to be woken up in the middle of the night. (Unlike the night before. It felt like I am the only one awake). Then I heard the dogs barking. Now this time the dogs is awake. If you wait a little longer , you will hear the chickens somewhere far away. In a distance. 

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This can only fits the smallest notes ,

Idk

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3:49AM

I dreamed of....      I don't know.   Being like a Christian missionary riding on a bike on the road.  I was afraid.  .. it wasn't at all easy. And it seems like the people I'm with is those from my previous high school. And I saw a friend...  I'm afraid that she had felt bad with me because sometimes this year or last year, she came to my house at night, and I didn't see her. I was cleaning up my room and I want to take a shower before I met her. But we didn't meet that night. We're actually a neighbour and I was in a upper high school with her. That, I know. We live near. Of course , of course I want to meet her. It's not at all that I don't wanna see her. I just wasn't prepared tht night. 

But now I'm afraid that she had felt bad about me cuz I don't see her that night. When she came to my house. In my dream I saw her. With my other classmates. Idk. We are on the road riding a bicycle. (I am riding a bike there are many others who walk). And people like us. 

Idk.. idk what's up with this dream.. should I meet her? 

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I made a lot of these : 

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I'm afraid that I am not spending time with my family much. Things wouldn't be the same sometime , later. 

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Can Korean skincare make my skin really good? I don't feel like so .  

I just feel like it. Or maybe I had to try it first and see. But I don't feel like it. 

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..... I really have weird dreams these days. Not a good one. Just weird. And it's not even interesting. I wish my dreams would be revolving around heavens. 

I wish I can do something that adults can do. Idk. Something that will distinguish me from a child. Idk. I got a weird dream.  

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It's 4:26AM right now. Idk. I got some weird dreams.   Now I am contemplating about it all. It was too realistic. And I'm not totally sleeping. But I'm dreaming. At times, I woke up. And the conversations that I had (in my dream) was so real. And the fear that I've felt. It was all too real. I also had a mix of a Chinese drama in my dream. The way it transitions. I don't know. We went out late at night, and it was scary. I don't know. And to get to the point where I'm back at home inside there are so many things happening outside. My sister and the baby is like a comforts waiting for us to be home

 . Leaving the door unlocked. (I was running away from evils outside). It was too scary. It's a long journey. 

4:33AM

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I went out with my brother and sister past midnight and the whole vibes outside was just creepy. I buy two ice cream . 

The stores are open but doesn't feel safe. 

Edited Saturday at 09:02 PM by Sabth

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My face became really good when I'm using this skincare routine , but only when I'm using it. When I wash it off , it became back to normal. So idk. It keeps my skin really hydrated. But I don't know. Because when I'm not using it my face became normal. 

There is one more skincare that I hadn't buy. The glacier one. And with all these eight things my skin is already too hydrated. Idk if it's necessary to add another one. But that's the step in this routine. 

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Making the best of my *small* *brother's* room...  

But now it's my room.  

I have asked my mom that I wanna change back to my original room but she said after my brother's reception in this state. That's going to be soon, but should I change my room? That's the real question. 

In that room, a few renovations should be done. For natural lightings. That's the only cons in that room. But I don't know. After the renovation everything are just , dislocated. (Not good). But idk. 

In that room , the wallpaper for a part of the wall would be $1020. 

Idk if I like my red room now or that, better.  

Edited 9 hours ago by Sabth

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I just bring reds to my room. A lot of my things are red. Idk. I didn't plan it.