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I can't wait for my orders to arrive. 

One has arrived today. And many more to come. I really don't like online shopping. It takes way too long 😔. 

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I am Taeyeon's fan 🖤

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=1JeAWRL1ACc&si=7kzF6VkiI6cFBSlE&feature=xapp_share

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https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=7tNKT5lgD2U&si=ABziqaGw72qk4vUa&feature=xapp_share

 

 

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Today is 15th April and is the 6th Syawwal , which is the tenth month in the Islamic calendar. Idk.

It is spring. Flower season. 

Idk how to make the most out of my time. Probably this month I should do 7+1+6 more days fasting. 

By this, it means the next month (ZulQaedah) would be in 10th of May. 

 

*I am not doing well.* I am not doing well.  Idk. 

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Edited April 15, 2024 by Sabth

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On 4/13/2024 at 10:13 PM, Sabth said:

I wanna buy a camera that cost about $2080 after sale. Only if I have money. 

Now this camera had becomes $2050 .

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I don't know how to get my life's worth it. I still got dreams arguing with my mom because she took my things. My stolen things. I don't know. While not knowing anything/the truth. 

I still got this trauma. 

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Would it be good if I go to a new house and start my life there? At least my things (/collections) aren't stolen. If I wanna start something new *sigh*

I should start in a new house. (My own). 

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8-26 years old - it's gone~

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That's 19 years in the making. 

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What should I do? It could have been my sister. 

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On 4/15/2024 at 6:52 PM, Sabth said:

I can't wait for my orders to arrive. 

One has arrived today. And many more to come. I really don't like online shopping. It takes way too long 😔. 

My order had been cancelled yesterday 

It has arrived in my state even since 8th April but wasn't delivered to my house. 

And now it was cancelled after three failed delivery and was sent back to the seller all the way back to China🤦🏻‍♀️.

I had already imagined all the things I could do with it. It's really lame. This courier. 

I had placed this order since 2 April. 

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My order from Korea has arrived and another from local state has arrived too waaa. 

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My another order has arrived. It was my 9 step skincare. I have bought all except one. The most expensive one. 

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I wish I can buy everything that I've ever wanted . But, 

I wish I work. But, 

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Yesterday I had received my packages and today I had received too. I'm still waiting for my skincare from China. And another thing from china. That would be , maybe a while. Ten days? Maybe. So today I just tried the ones that has arrived. 

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Edited April 19, 2024 by Sabth

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I wanna live in x. 

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6:51AM 21 April 2024

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8:18PM 21st April 2024 : I really love last year especially towards the end. It is when Taeyeon's album came out. So when I listen to this song now, it reminds me of those times. It was when my brother got engaged. And we travelled. Those memories. I like it. It reminds me of last year. And I'm eager to have the year end. Because the previous year I couldn't experience it. So I really like last year. I wish I can experience Christmas in New York or something. And celebrate the new year. Even though I didn't , it still feel good. 

This year? Idk. 

But I make like a short video, back then , during those moments. So it reminds me of back then. Last year. (I use those songs) So now when I listen to it I remember it again. 

I like last year. 

 

🖤 Anyway, recently , I saw that x is making a concert tour in Bangkok. And I thought I wanna go (even though I'm not really sure about it. Idk if it's really a concert I would enjoy. Or no) , so I searched all the schedule and the cost of going to Bangkok for this concert. It wouldn't be more than 3k. (If you want a good trip then it would be 3k . If more budgety then ,around 2k. ) 

And I asked my mom if I could go. I don't have money anyway so I asked my mom if I could go. 

I don't really feel like I wanna go to this concert yet, because there could be someone better. Like a future concert with x or something. 

This singer is a little old. So idk. I may like, like his concert in Japan before. Idk if the quality had decreased. Or if it wouldn't be too fun if it's in Bangkok and not Japan. 

Edited April 21, 2024 by Sabth

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Edited April 23, 2024 by Sabth