playdoh

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  1. How to take an active approach on life? I feel after starting my awakening journey I’ve become so passive. Especially after reading The Power of Now. I feel like I try not to analyze anything and just feel it all. Has done wonders in many ways but has made me very passive about life. It’s hard for me to use my mind now. Especially for problem solving. I feel like my cognition has declined. I’ve lessened my meditation practice don’t know what else I can do. I’m here living in this community and everyone is living doing things. Everyone has a business going except for me. It’s hard enough for me to organize my room or decide what I want for breakfast and the actual preparation of it is a challenge for me in all honesty.
  2. Need y’all’s conscious folks advice, please! I recently moved to a community housing. One of the girls came into my room but she is hooking up with someone else here, should I have tried to kiss her? She can into my room because I was going to do some reiki on her. After the reiki we were on my bed and she was staring into my eyes. Honestly though I didn’t feel any romantic feelings at that moment and I don’t know if she did either. I think she’s pretty and I’ve wanted to kiss her before but was feeling a little blocked at that time. What do you reckon? Should I have tried to kiss her? Could this have started a problem with my new house mate? Maybe it’s not even worth attempting until they’re done hooking up or until she clearly gives me a sign? They meet at about the same time I meet her. He seems to like her and her him but I’m not sure. It’s a very hippie housing type situation FYI. P.S. I don’t have any proof that they hooked up but they cuddle in public so it seems pretty obvious if I had to guess
  3. She can into my room because I was going to do some reiki on her. After the reiki we were on my bed and she was staring into my eyes. Honestly though I didn’t feel any romantic feelings at that moment and I don’t know if she did either. I think she’s pretty and I’ve wanted to kiss her before but was feeling a little blocked at that time. What do you reckon? Should I have tried to kiss her? Could this have started a problem with my new house mate? Maybe it’s not even worth attempting until they’re done hooking up or until she clearly gives me a sign? They meet at about the same time I meet her. He seems to like her and her him but I’m not sure. It’s a very hippie (green) housing type situation FYI P.S. I don’t have any proof that they hooked up but they cuddle in public so it seems pretty obvious if I had to guess
  4. Can you please summarize? Evil money has and eventually always crashes as history has proven.
  5. What do you mean he is a try hard dope? did you watch the video? Is it really that out of the question with the way things are going? Supposedly there’s these stages a country goes through before the currency crashes. Ray Dalio thinks 2-5 years
  6. Based of Ray Dalio’s book, Portfolio. Give the video a watch, kinda of an eye opener. Let me know what you think. Link below https://www.instagram.com/tv/CMhqyyRgOBr/?igshid=1169cg8cpefm3
  7. I don’t want to get off topic , but how do you mean?
  8. @Leo Gura I’m curious to hear your take on this please..
  9. Hmm thanks. It did feel like more of an inspiration than a compulsion. I know in the grand scheme of things I can’t do no wrong thing, but I’m still in the matrix playing by its rules
  10. I was taking a quick 5 minute meditation break and felt a desire/(“intuition”) to text someone but didn’t. I didn’t want to be reactive to my emotions/intuition. After meditation ended I lost the desire & didn’t text back for over an hour. It’s been over 4 hours now and the person hasn’t replied back. Did I do the right thing? This is someone I respect and trying to be friends with. I feel I live in a city where the flow is fast. To many this may come off as I’m not interested. If this would have been one of my longer strong determination sittings, then I would certainly have not answered. What do you think? P.S. How can you tell the difference between impulse, desire and intuition?
  11. The soul is happy no matter what ? I think you are confusing the mind with the soul maybe? The mind is cunning man. It’ll make you think it’s the soul, but it’s really just the mind playing more tricks on you. As others have said already. Work on getting better in this life (examples of how to: talk therapy, emotional & physical healing, some psychedelics every once in a while, plant medicine retreats in Peru, Wim Hof breathing and cold showers, reiki, accupuncture, healthy eating, think everything organic, your career, financial freedom, YOGA /any kind/, friends, FRIENDS *self affirmations is good for this*, even if you don’t have friends or not as many as you’d like, every night before bed and upon waking say to your self at least 5 times “I have so many great friends”, *and feel it as if it were true*, and the subconscious will eventually believe it and then this will start to manifest in your realty *this is another way to create btw*,,,, do everything and anything to heal your self brother.... then you can seek true relaxation. Then when we have mastered everything in this material world we can truly become relaxed and can pursue enlightenment and break from this dream. But we gotta work on this life first! If you hate life as you say then figure out why the fuck you do and work on fixing that! The universe is giving you an opportunity to prove yourself. As Adyashanti says. Spirit will bring you face to face with your innermost demons. Don’t shy away from them! Spirit wants you to work on that. It’s the hero’s journey brother! Now man up. Best.
  12. @IAmTheHolySpirit well did you read my post? For example watching movies and vegging out on a lazy Sunday... or having a bbq with some friends, maybe a beer or 2 (although I wouldn’t drink beer anymore cuz not good for the brain and makes me feel weird after since my accident, but I do desire it sometimes) or some weed, and some reggae music ?? Heck not going to lie feel like chasing women sometimes (kinda lost that skill, my communication skills have been improving though), it’s like the old me is trying to find it’s way back... I feel it’s energy, it’s quite nostalgic.