Aquarius

Older drawing of mine. ~3 years ago.

My favourite album of all time.

Know when to lead. Know when to surrender. Find balance in the chaos. Namaste, Aloha, so much Love!

@Joseph Maynor I respect you so much!

@Cortex @Joseph Maynor @Artaemis So I wasn't an asshole after all.. ? <3

Haha you're a cool person. <3 Careful with the guidelines tho.

Woah... That was harsh. Lol, I love your style Leo. You're not wrong.

Omg that's so amazing!!!!!!!!

Fiiiiiine, I was an asshole. Love you guys. You won.

@Joseph Maynor Yes. And for that, the leader has to be very clear about their vision.

I don't care about what you think. I am (have) all I need. Namaste.

@Yousef Careful not to throw out the baby with the bathwater. For me, I don't suffer anymore, but I'm not a desensitized robot either. Been where you are talking about, and it was so horrifying that I wished to be tortured instead by some sadist. You're too idealistic. Suffering and emotions are two very, very, very different things.

@Yousef There is a self and suffering is a real thing. Life matters. Don't go around telling people to deny their self. It's not helpful. Teach them to rise above suffering instead.

@Consilience When you act out of unconditional love, every impulse of yours is beneficial. Impulse in itself is not a bad thing and should never be repressed. Getting in flow state and remaining there is the best thing that can happen, but you'll get in trouble if intentions aren't pure. It's worth mentioning purification of intentions. And clearing of wounds, of course.

Discipline is out of unconditional love, not fear. Fear and love are opposites. Hate is a reaction to attachment, not the opposite of love. Freedom comes from non-attachment and self-love. Freedom + discipline = self-mastery Mastering yourself means you will never hurt anyone again. Your true nature is love, your mind is simply clouded with fear. Fear of losing. Now see why authenticity is so important? Ground, center, shield. Then you can have the shittiest job even and you'll still enjoy it. True freedom never came from money, but freedom brings abundance (note I used 'abundance' instead of the word 'money') when one is disciplined. Make peace with yourself. And then with everyone you've ever hurt. Then you'll be free.

Goals for the New Year 2019: Achieve 600 active minutes per day (current record: 430+) Have my own art expo Repair bikes Repair cars Share kindness, love and compassion; serve humanity Be more social Become semi-vegan, follow slow carb diet Draw more Express pain in a gentle way Create a vlog (for choreographic dance and my life events) Charity, volunteering Buy all the clothes from Cropp lol jkjkjk Be myself Only help someone if they ask me to Pray more to God, listen to sermons etc.etc.etc.

I'm clear, concise and objective. If anyone tries to find hidden meanings in my words, or doesn't get my ironic memes, that's their problem not mine.

Just sayin. (Btw I fixed my phone, so yeah here's some data. And I do more workout than this except my phone battery is pretty weak... Sunday my phone was acting like cray, so I did cardio without it.)

I was wrong. Removing chakras is just a hoax. The wishchakra doesn't exist. It's an egoic delusion that "spiritual" people spread. It doesn't work either, so manifest the wishchakra all you want, you're only hurting yourself anyway. It's just like the Ophiucus: a useless archetype. I actually realised this a long time ago, just wanted to clarify on here as well. Anywayyy, if you want a fulfilling life just have a career that suits you, get a job even if it's 9 - 5 and hasta la vista. Ay ay ayyyy, I'm on vacation every single day cause I love my occupation... If you don't like your life then you should go and change it. <3

@Yousef OH MY GOD THANK YOU! <333 YOU FINALLY UNDERSTOOD ME! I was wanting to leave the site because I felt guilty for whining. All I wanted is female compassion, because I'm a female. When people give me male compassion (aka trying to fix things in me), I literally act like a male and I distance myself and go in my cave to work on some crafts e.g. (I think my father will teach me to repair his cars one day, I'm so excited!!!!). Some of you gave me the love I needed and it was so good, it felt just right. That's all. Thank you. I'm staying right here.

@Yousef Very kind of you, this made me smile. I don't have self esteem issues though, and I look pretty ok (in my opinion). And I didn't mean to brag about my achievements, but we are on a self development forum. In real life I wouldn't be this open about my thoughts/achievements. I know I sounded arrogant, but if I'm humble, people think I'm unintelligent and will walk over me. I think it's better if I leave this forum soon and go on with my life because I don't feel like I have a place here anymore.

Because they are frustrated humans, duhh. And every human makes mistakes. The spiral is just a model. For me it's debilitating to even use it. Master yourself, not man-made illusory maps. Reality cannot be boxed.

I never said there was any problem. Everything is the way it should be. I only wrote the thread to express my emotions. Have you no compassion? I don't have resentments on the other people, I just felt abused. So in a part we were both at fault, him hurting me and me not shielding enough. Are you trying to blame me? Lmao.

You didn't offend me. Why would you assume that? I also want to help you. I just responded to your message. I was talking on a humorous tone, not on an a feminazi one hahaha. Excuse me if I offended you or anything, did not mean to. Was sharing a perspective. Killing myself? It was a momentarily emotion. I'm a human I have emotions. It's gone now. Do I have to be depressed a whole week to be believable? I'm looking for psychonauts and mystics. I didn;t go on the dating site to find a man, I went to share love and Truth. It was a social experiment, wanted to see what happens if I give unconditional love to a broken human being,. No one can handle my love unfortunately, not even men I'm sexually attracted to. Story of my life.