Aquarius

That's right. No more suicidal tendencies. Was just hard to accept Truth. Be gentle with me... :'(

Read books.

Call me Alex you guys. (: It's not my real name, but I'm Alex so hi. May I always serve the right Father. (The Sun) Don't worry Saturn. I take care of my health.

Spent some time with my father today. No more spitting fire. The Dragon is resting.

Sorry guys I can't stop being myself. Why are you guys so afraid of yourselves?

I'm gay for you, um. Well I'm a human, buuuuut I have XXY chromosomes sorry dude. I'm not autistic just suicidal. Edit: Lol you didn't expect that right. I'm so glad it's not true though. At least I hope it isn't. Hope never dies.

Right now I'm working on myself and on actualizing my values, I haven't been actively looking for relationships, but this question kinda bugs me. Let's say I'm fairly green. Would it be worth to pursue an orange relationship in the future? Because where I live chances are I will never find a green or turquoise person. Is it better to be alone then? Here are some of my values that I'm working on to actualize: humbleness, humility, modesty understanding, compassion, empathy desired to grow, learn, see, experience and understand desire for adventure and openness for new things strong unconditional love for myself and others desire to help unconditionally passion, life purpose, good planning skills health and nutrition spirituality being easy going, laid-back, calm sex as a tool for exploring energies and creating spiritual connection Those are some things that I like in a man as well, but where I live currently there are no such men. Or maybe I don't search enough? I'm going on a series of travels with my father and his girlfriend, so I might meet more people. I don't think my personality is suited for the mentality of people living here though. We'll see. The only people that are educated enough to care about some of the values I listed are stage blue. Strong, heavy blue. What are some solutions?

Compiled this fun list randomly because everyone around me seems stressed about xmas and I felt like sharing on here. I am open for your feedback guys. 1. Lead by being a Truthful example and by collaborating. 2. Don't just talk the talk, but also walk the walk. 3. Forgive everyone 999 trillion times, but never give a second chance to be betrayed. 4. Don't punish. Heal! 5. Try to understand and listen more before you open your mouth. 6. Have compassion before you decide to express your anger. 7. Hugs > Fights. 8. The Devil is in the details. Be hyper-vigilant! 9. Have the intellect of the snake, and innocence of the baby lamb. 10. Have unconditional love for all, and respect everyone's unique needs (including yours).

She's not a psycho, just misunderstood. Welcome to the Age of Aquarius!

I'm a basic hoe.

@Elysian u da One dat i tink about all dae <3 Who could be more sexually appealing, more Truthful and more humane than you??? (((((((((<3)))))))))) None, but you. Let me shower you with lova.

I don't talk with children whom'st've'd have had been oedipus complex, go eat a carrot y'all A-vit deficit pigs ayy lmao. Saturn is my Father and I belong to the Ocean. Amen.

I'm half Coral, half Teal. Find balance in the chaos, Ohmmm. ^^ lmfao

I love men, but they hate me. Most of them, that is. I'm not a feminist. I actually was a misogyne pretty much my whole life because of how girls and women treated me, but now I simply love women. I have my loyal friends who are girls and I'm sticking with them. I'm not sexually attracted to women, but I'd gladly date one if she loved me truly. Maybe even sexual love would develop. Women need love and care (that can manifest in protection, a home, etc.), men need love and sex (male version of care). Males give and females receive. Yin and yang. Push and pull. Give and take. Positive and negative. Fire and water. Everybody needs love. Both unconditional love and earthly, "selfish" love. People want to feel wanted. The only thing I hate is when men are secretive and not open, not vulnerable, and when they punish me for being myself or not wanting them (aka being agressive, abusing me). All the tumors and scars that I had were on the left side of my body (feminine side). I was too masculine because I was never allowed to cry and express emotions. I balanced both sides now so i feel complete. Everyone could try healing both their femininity and masculinity.

I do have an idea about what I speak, but thank you very much for your concern. And I said for my taste ! I didn't say marriage is wrong, but that's not how certain people work. I have different carreer, alright? Stop acting like you know me! (or anyone else for that matter) I never told you what to do, and if I did, it was out of delusion or offering a perspective, so I'm sorry if I projected myself onto you. All is well, much respect to you! That's exactly what my partner tells me as well. But that's something men need, not women. Women need love, not party and sex. I mean, most women. I can only speak from my perspective. Much respect for all the bad girls out there reading this, stay awesome!

@Zigzag Idiot Thank you. <3

For a Yellow, Turquoise will seem like a deluded Green. And Coral will be Satan itself. But worry not, because they are neither deluded, nor evil. Just more self-aware than u.

Authenticity is just admitting that your bullshit stinks while not being ashamed of it.

Stop acting like your shit doesn't stink. We are all humans.

Follow your own religion (or lack thereof), but love everybody. The thorn of hatred never blossomed peace.

A husband??? That's extremely Blue-ish for my taste.

Made peace with my partner. He is a Coral psychonaut, I shouldn't have treated him in an Orange-ish way. We both went through the same shit so we both are even now. Not sure if he accepts me back, but our love is deeper than the chains to reality. All is well.

@Cortex I get what you mean, but I can disconnect even without them. Hallucinations are an illusion. Reality is not. Imaginary and imaginaly are distinct. I appreciate your reply though, thank you! :*

Wito is such a huge inspiration for me. https://www.mixcloud.com/Autonomicvision/autonomic-vision-wito/