Hey mates,
I’m a freshman D1 college runner and am at a good point in my life, however I feel like something that is really holding me back is my lack of confidence and social anxiety.
Especially around girls, I get very nervous and have virtually no confidence whatsoever. I’ve improved a lot over the past few months but feel like I’ve sort of reached a standstill.
I also feel like I’m a little awkward to be around and want to reconnect with my younger days where I just didn’t care what people thought about me and I could act myself.
I’m thinking the best course of action is to look into psychedelics to use as a tool to help me figure out what’s going on. My brother who is a senior in college has tried them and described a trip as giving completely new start on life.
My question to you is how I should go about it...
is there a way to have a initiate a certain trip that could give me these specific insights?
How should I incorporate what I discover into my life (specifically to get rid of anxiety)?
How could I make the changes last?
Should I try acid or shrooms? How much of a dose? With friends? Where? And how often is it safe to trip?
I really appreciate any help,
Thanks so much bros.
-Mike
