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@Anton Rogachevski Your'e welcome

I took some powerful stuff yesterday evening and smoked some strong weed along with it. I was determined to figure out this non-dual conscious One which I have been conscious of for the past 7 months or so. So I did this and just sat, waiting for something to happen. Then it hit me so strongly, I became fully conscious of the non-dual One. The first thing I became conscious of was that it was me, it was none other than me!! It was fully alive and conscious. I asked, are you everything? And in an instant, I just fully consciously cognized that yes indeed it is literally everything! It looked trough my aware eyes and looked at the objects around me and made it directly clear that everything It was looking at was It. Looking trough my eyes with love and pure awareness, I saw It as Myself and in Myself. At last, I finally became fully conscious that It is totally formless, invisible. And it has to be that way. It is the formless which manifests all form. It all happened by a flash, in an Instant, and I saw that it was the formless one who took on all form around me. It lasted for about 20 minutes more, then it subsided gradually. I was in tears after this episode, in shock and in metaphysical bliss. The understanding is regained completely due: - Form is formlessness. They are one and the same. - Everything is It. All objects, all energy, all matter, all human beings. All is It. - It is none other than I and You. Completely, fully. - It exists. The non-dual One (God, Consciousness, Absolute Infinity) exists, absolutely.

The you-mind (the you created by the mind aka ego mind) is pure falsehood, illusion, imagination. You are Consciousness. You don't exist is not correct. You do exist, you are aware and conscious. But the ego-mind and person-mind is just a story, imagination. The Real is Consciousness, awareness. Only it IS, no need to put an ''I'' on it.

The mistake that science is making is looking outside, thinking that matter exists and is in fact the most fundamental thing in reality. In fact, it is the formless who takes on all form. Form and the formless are identical, one and the same. So science is just chasing at nothing, an illusion. You are the fundamental ground of reality. You ARE Reality. You are the Truth. So fuck science. It tries to put reality in a box, it's trying to put you in a box. Never take science as authority over yourself. Never, ever. Once you become conscious that you are Reality, that you are Consciousness, that you are God - all problems, doubts, seeking, questions disappears. There is no need to know or reason about anything. Knowing implies a knower which knows this and that. You are Reality. You are It. You don't need to know that you exist, you simply just exist. In the same way you don't need to know that which you are, you simply are it, being it. You are already it, always been and always will be. Can anyone doubt that they exist? Of course not. In the same way, only a fool can doubt that which he is.

@korbes I feel great. I have been doing meditation here and now. For me the most important thing is to become more conscious non-dualy. Trying to go deeper into it.

After smoking some weed yesterday I went to a subway and just sat there. Then it hit me. I don't know what to call it or how to explain it, but I became conscious that I and literally everything is IT. I looked at a guy, I asked myself is that guy you? And in instant I became conscious that yes that guy is It. I looked at a car and it was so obvious, of course the car was It. I became conscious that it's formless taking all form, taking the form of the universe. You can't see it, it is the seer and the seen. You can only become conscious of it. I felt it's divine conscious presence in me and in the surroundings around me. It was super obvious, illuminated, like it was told to me directly. Fuck the character. We can put on infinite masks. But I'm tired of that game. Operate and be from a place of Being, conscious presence. Things will happen effortlessly. The mask is only there to be used occasionally, playfully, consciously. No identification, no seriousness about it. Just entertainment, just for fun.

@Serotoninluv Wonderful. I wish I could smoke some of it, feel it. Weed is illegal here, but I get my hands on standard+ very often.

@Serotoninluv Haha cool. But I don't know about this forbidden fruit

@TheAvatarState I understand.

@TheAvatarState You're welcome. Weed can give strong non-dual experiences. Especially if you are in a higher state beforehand, conscious of the non-dual One. Then smoke weed and something good will probably happen, I am sure about it. It will often increase and intensify the state you already are in.

@nightrider1435 Great. I tried to explain it the way it happened. This It however is almost impossible to describe, you cannot get behind it. I could only become conscious and aware of it. Because it is I and You.

@Leo Gura True. The understanding of it is regained due. Form is indeed formlessness. Everything is It (Consciousness) @Serotoninluv Yup

Forget about suffering. You suffer only because you are not conscious. Consciousness IS God. You are Consciousness and thus you are God. The ego and person is just part of a greater imagination. Become conscious of this and it will be the end of suffering. Not pain, but suffering is not needed. Becoming conscious is the most highest and fundamental thing. Not the mind, not knowing, not even experience. All that is secondary to Being, Consciousness. It is trough direct conscious cognition of God that you realize #1 God exists, #2 I am God, #3 God is everything, #4 God is aware and conscious, and #4 suffering is ultimately based on illusion.

All that which keeps you from becoming directly conscious that you are God is the ego. You believe you exist, that existence and awareness is something that belongs to you. You feel like an ego, an I with a history and so on. But look at your hand, who is looking? Who is aware of the hand? Keep looking at it until something clicks. AH-A, it is Awareness, Consciousness. Believing that you are a concept is a shame, very foolish. Not saying that you think so, I know nothing about you. But it's silly. God is something one becomes conscious of, aware of. You won't go to some planet and meet God, or see God in some form or object. You will not even see God. God is formless, invisible. You will however know with certainty that God exists, is conscious and self-aware. And that it is YOU.

@GabeN No.

You are God, only God is. You are not the mind and it's contents, you are the one aware of the mind, conscious of it. You are not a body or brain, you are Consciousness taking those forms. Totally empty Nothing, just Consciousness, conscious and self-aware.

Recognizing that which you and everything IS. Once you become non-dual conscious, there is no question of knowing it. You Are It. Knowing is a secondary phenomena, I know this or that. Who is the knower? An illusion. You don't ask if it's the truth, who is the one who ask and what is this truth that you have invented? Do you deny your existence, that you exist? No. You just need to become conscious, conscious that you as an ego entity is pure imagination, illusion, a lie. With Consciousness, you are already IT 24/7 but not conscious of it, which you can become fully. Once that happens, it's undeniable. Because it is YOU. You are It.

Psychedelics experiences and psychosis are the same thing.

No one to be aware, just awareness being aware. Consciousness conscious of itself. If consciousness itself were to speak to itself or for itself, it would say I am God. The perfect word, the actual case. Absolute infinity gives it a mechanical meaning, not something intelligent and conscious. But no, it is intelligent and conscious - It is God! Actually, factually, undeniably.

It's inevitable. So it will be inevitable. Doesn't matter how much you contemplate, you will never know what or how it is. When it comes, what do you do to that which is inevitable and unstoppable? You surrender, let go.

No such thing as physical, only appearance, illusion. Consciousness (which is One and infinite) is totally formless, self-aware, conscious, manifesting as all form. Your feelings, your doer ship, your interactions, your thoughts, your computer, all objects, the ego, the self, matter, energy, the mind - All is Consciousness. You are a puppet. But the puppet is also Consciousness. All it needs to do is become more conscious. You are LITERALLY not the mind, You are LITERALLY Consciousness (God). Everything, Totality, Infinity, is ONE. It's only One, All is One, One is All. One in All, All in One. One without a second, indivisibly One.

The experiences are different, but not the experiencer which perceives them. Ultimately, it's all the non-dual Total One taking all forms, all experiences, all human beings, all objects, all perceptions. Only Consciousness exists, only Consciousness is the doer. Only consciousness, being fully non-dual conscious, will reveal that there is only It. All this (reality) is this It. Taking the from of reality, being itself formless. Existent, self-aware, conscious.

@Aakash Consciousness of the non-dual One (God) will probably happen. fully, infinitely. All I know, I already know is illusion. The non-dual comes before knowing. It is self-knowing, self-existent, self-aware.

@Aakash Just trying to become conscious of what reality is, the great question. Reality is not an illusion in a literal sense. God who is formless takes on all form, the universe. But we mistake the form for the form, when it is actually God. But how to awaken to this fact. Death. Not death in that you will go to some void, death meaning You as the ego, ego-consciousness, ego-mind.

The ego and the mind can come back and doubt that which IS. It can even come back and doubt awakening. At least, pretend to. Once that one (ignorance) has been seen, made conscious and aware of, it ends like dark ends when light is turned on. Of course, ignorance is I and You. Only death, full non-dual consciousness can end ignorance (ego).