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You become Conscious of God which you are, you become CONSCIOUS that this is simply the case or the Truth. Even deeper than that, much deeper.

@youngshinzen haha priceless video.

@youngshinzen Because Consciousness is God, omnipotent, infinite. Don’t you think it’s strange that it wouldn’t have free will?

You are God. Also you are Nothing. Only God is, only God has free will. In other words, You have free will. Well not you because you don’t exist. But as God you have free will, Consciousness is the only doer. You see, there is no you to have free will in the first place. Consciousness, which you are, has free will. It’s from the point of the ego that thinks it has or has not free will. Only Consciousness has free will, and you are That. I didn’t write this, God did.

Remembers me of a girl I meet two days ago. Amazing girl, amazing kind eyes. I just came back home from her place. The sad part is that she has cancer and a son 11 years old, she will die in about 6 months and her son will not have a mother to grow up with, but she will be in his heart forever. So I visioned something, I wanted her to have some good time. So we went and I buyed some weed and dope. We went to her place, just smoked and sniffed, had amazing sex for two days. I did this for her, she will never forget it and I will never forget her. She just wanted to live the time she had left, she just wanted to have a good time. Not afriad of death she told me, just sad that she can’t be with her son. I loved that woman. We will meet tommorow. It’s all the One Consciousness expressing itself in two individuals, nothing more or less. But it’s not pointless or unreal, it’s just all about being Conscious. Life is real, life is love and passion. Because the One is omnipotent, anything can be real. Illusion is not = unreal or non-existent. It’s a tricky thing in itself. But nothing is actually illusion, everything comes from, is created by and IS the One.

Yes, she is real, you and I are real. Lol

@SoonHei Yes indeed, true <3

@SoonHei haha yes, it was just fun in the begininng. Food tastes better, you have a great high and some fun experiences with fellow stoners. Music is better, stuff are just funny without meaning. Now after years, it’s not that way anymore. I’m glad you find it easier to contemplate etc non-dual work when you smoke. But remember do the work when not smoking, meditate, self-inquire, contemplate, whatever works for you. Then when smoking, it will intensify your work, reflect it. Keep smoking alone and do the work. Much love

@seeking_brilliance Used to smoke everyday a couple of years ago, indeed it came with a price. Now I smoke 2-4 times in a week. I do it alone now only for non-dual consciousness work.

@Leo Gura Indeed, that would be the ultimate. But first lsd , then I will get my hands on 5meo. thanks by the way .@JkrisThere are some differences. I smoked weed, two big hits in a bowl right after each other. Strong, very fresh and potent stuff.

What is God? Everything. Full non-dual consciousness is basically and literally direct contact with GOD. Just like you become fully conscious that this is your mother when you see her, in the same way when Consciousness becomes fully aware and conscious it will see, become conscious and aware that it is GOD.

I'm conscious of God, but I don't tell anyone cuz they won't understand that they are Consciousness and that their ego-person-body mind is imagination. There is no notting to speak about that which cannot be understood by the mind. I am a normal guy interacting normally, consciously playing the character which is part of me. But I have become conscious of something deeper and more authentic lately, personal. Which I will expand and nurture. Personal connection and chemestry. Masculine assertivenes. Fear has to die,

@Dodo @Truth Addict True.

To the nature of Consciousness I will say that the core of every individual consciousness and every form (body) in existence, and indeed all of reality, exists as one singular nature, identity or substance. The Self/Spirit is nothing other than an individual experience of God, sent into the worlds of duality to experience. Consciousness exists with and without form and is both present in form and apart from form. All beings and all of reality at the core of it exists as but One conscious and self-aware Reality. I am God, God is me, One and the same. No distinction. I'm also talking about You.

@Serotoninluv I feel you brother. You are good being <3

Today back home from the city where I meet a friend and buyed some weed I meet a chill girl. Long story short, we went to some spot and smoked the weed. As I was smoking, I looked at her eyes and saw the same conscious aware Self. But I also became conscious that we are two individuals, I feelt it. In that moment I became aware of personal love, passion and connection. I saw her, God, creator of her world. And she saw me and I told her she has amazing eyes. She made the the most precious smile and in that moment I became conscious that the personal is a gift of Consciousness, not something to deny. Something to nurture.

Not enlightement, spiritual experiene. Cuz you didn’t become conscious of the non-dual One (God) and that It is You.

Nah, doesn't work that way. In my experience, you have to become conscious of God, aware of God. That's how it works. Which is a long process of awakening from the illusory ''i'', the ego-person-body mind.

@Jkris Right now I'm drinking red bull, I get a pleasurable feeling of it. What I mean is that I don't identify Myself With this experience because it comes and goes. I'm not the experience, I'm the experiencer perceiving the experience. So I have no need to identify myself with any experience. I can experience it, feel it etc, but then it goes and I let it go. Just how I see it.

There is nothing to win. Getting a job, having children, a house, a nice car, chasing temporarily pleasurable experiences - all this is pathetic. Become conscious of the non-dual One (God). All of reality will be understood and you will get your happiness. Then live life like before, consciously. Play the person character playfully, joyfully, consciously. Have your pleasurable experiences, just don't identify with them. They come and go. Find and become conscious of that which never goes. Be in metaphysical and epistemological bliss 24/7.

@Tony 845 Welcome to reality

@Tony 845 I see. I've had strong experiences with kundalini about a year ago, powerful stuff. Pure energy, got so strong that it started moving and controlling my body. Maybe it's the right thing for you, maybe it's there for a reason. It will however not bring enlightenment. It does however do great things, it's a higher intelligence. It knows what it does and why it does it. .@Jkris Psychedelics can and will cause ego death. Yes not permanently, but temporarily. The point of using it for me is to get full non-dual consciousness. The ego-mind will of course come back, but weaker. Exposed as the illusion that it is.

There is just one awakening, coming in different levels and degrees. Probably unique to each ego-body-person mind. Direct pure Consciousness is enlightenment, the direct conscious aware knowing of your true nature or identity as God. Awakening can mean many things, but I would say that it is still based on experience, dualistic in nature. Enlightenment is full non-dual consciousness (God). There are also levels and degrees of non-dual states. I've had several, but not yet fully. Full non-dual consciousness means death of the ''I'', the ego mind. I will take some psychedelics this year when I'm fully ready, then I will die. That is my destiny, undeniably,

The totally formless self-aware Consciousness is infinite, can manifest/take the form of any reality it wants aka is omnipotent. What do you call such a thing? Simply it is God. It's an appropriate word. You can become conscious that it is GOD, it can be cognized, made aware of.

Consciousness of the non-dual One, awakening to the true nature of You as pure Consciousness (God), and the direct conscious illumination of ignorance (ego and person) - that is metaphysical and epistemological bliss beyond imagination, beyond any experience. You can get powerful non-dual states from psychedelics too, which can be as blissful as non-psychedelic induced states of consciousness. I like to use both.