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Why hates is so related to love though ? can you hate if you never loved ? should you love ? should you be neutral ? can you feel love if you never feel hate ? why love is better than hate ? isn't all human wanting to be at peace with himself ? isn't love a human concept for talking about a feeling that never existed at all in nature ? if feeling are real to me, is the "no feeling" of insensitive psychopath, no real ? why would some people be choose by god to be aware of "higher reality" isn't this completely egocentric ?

I never attend to destroy you, I love all of you, in fact I m jealous. but my goal is rule the world to give the hippie like you a right to live bring peace to the entire external world I never told that I was angry to be god and fulfill capitalist need. you don't know what darkness is, so you deny is existence. But I face it. I have the courage to face it. The darkness bring to this world should be purge, I don't believe you'll be able to live in peace if poison is all around. You can deny all you want when you're in a safe place, a safe country, in a safe living room, writting on your safe internet. And you mind can blind you to your own evilness.. but you're, the fact that you live makes you evil. but what when the devil knock at your door, can you contemplate and accepting to see your body ripped apart ? I wish wishful thinking was all there is to bring balance and peace. Should we ignore darkness ? this is what you think ?

I m probably very poisoned at this point, but I would give it a try. so yoga, what it can do to me at this point, kill the only thing powerful in me ? I should accept to loose all individuality ? identity ? but why act in reality if you are just an unconscious piece of a puzzle and that you become aware completely of being "nothing", if I don't deny your philosophy, this instant right now, you're the universe answering me. why I should believe you, will you take away my suffering ? why would I loose my suffering, I can love it. I don't suffer in fact, why would I ? will you take away my energy ? will you take the external thing I love ? why Should I die now if this is the only life "me/god" gives me. why not play fairly the game ? why tcheat ? why ask question, why getting out of a maze that isn't real ? give me a story of why it will increase my life. Bring ego death, ok then, what are the result ? if you tell me, NONE. So why I should pursue enlightement ? if you can't put into words, then there is nothing ,everything can be put into word/concept. If you can't you just never read book in your whole life... ( I m french so this is why it's probably weird how I sentence my idea, but I m not "that stupid" ) Are all americans programmed to be simpleton ? ( and others country they are all under what you call blue, so don't even bother "reading" ) ( just an identity joke ) Do I m the consciousness programmed in a computer starting to be aware of himself ? is it a story that I have right now invented from identity knowledge ?

it's already tame, I just unrelease his power, it's the best gift god gives me, why would I tame his own light. without mind you wouldn't write right now and answer me, you wouldn't even care, this is all a proof that you don't even "reflect" like all your community like to do. without mind there is no "ego death road", there would be no purpose to "enlight" anything. what's for ? why enlight what is already luminous ? why bring peace on earth ? why ? did you contemplate what is moral ? what is freedom ? what is a society ? what is a dogma ? probably not. But I did. if you was as peaceful, as in peace, you wouldn't fucking bother posting on a forum for more "mind adds". why bother answer me, why help me, why destroy me ? what is the point ? is it personnal ? or is it a threat of destruction of your new identity and belief system ? I m not sayin I have the truth, I m sayin we are full of shit

everything is emotionnally charged, how do you define that I m more charged than you, you can't, it's you who project that I m emotionally charged because of a belief about "writting a lot" = intrinscly having a meaning of something more in your mind. there is none, I just like to write, it's a constant flow. Why would god makes us play to yoga, why he couldn't just bring us intuit, what would he want us to be enlightened, a pure human delusion, there is NOTHING about enlightment, nothing. this is just a stronger new religion, the 2.0 of religion, the clean version for new mind that can't believe in the old shit. in marketing it's call RE-branding, when the name of something has been raped by humanity emotion, they change the name to make it feel different. deny me with more wishful delusion please, talk me about paradox, I watched the whole video of leo, I understand exactly your mindset. You're no secret to me, you're all very interesting human beings. if everyone was enlightened, what is the end ? nothing, there is no point. infinity instead of god. but it's still the same pattern why patch your mind with delusion when you suffer ? I probably know the answer deep down, I should probably find my own table. I completely believe in some idea and concept of leo though, but the whole spiritual path doesn't resonate, I had believed for a time, but as a strong anti religious type of guy ( and even anti capitalist ) It will be hard for me to eat this pills. ( and I m not denying there is such a stage, why not, but to me it's not real right now ) I read occult book, I know that yoga/meditation is physically powerful and not a "lie", it bring peace in a way when you suffer. simple, don't suffer ? if this is what you call a ego backslash of me, then be it, why my ego is that powerful, should I really kill all this power giving by nature ? I think I should just catalyze it, enlightment is not my LP

I don't want to live anything. I don't want to be enlightened like a guru, I want to be god of the external world. I don't care in capitalism, I don't care in spiritualism, I don't care in philosophism. I m a pure absurdist You can define my "identity" by this Absurdism Existential_nihilism ( and it's not probably close, it's only described by some human who try to structure their feeling on reality ) I believe that I can create every meaning I want for my life. I know what is the product of my past belief, I know what is a belief, a belief system, attention, awareness, conscious thought, subconscious pattern of reaction. ( fear/love ) I need to believe in stupid things only because my mind need to, to work in this physical reality. for me my only true god is music. I can't even sit for 1 hour without doing anything, yoga retreat, is probably not a thing I would be able to do. I would rather kill myself and probably never be ready to apathic mindlessness. Only to be aware that "truth" and "reality" are only construct of the thought ? yes and ? live the apathic then ? no like they said, go cut wood and live life, there is no point in enlightment, it's a groundless idea without any foundation but imagination resolving issue they can't rationalise. If being enlightened is becoming aware that nothing as ground in reality, I m already enlightened 25 years without girlfriend and observing human like rat lab, it makes your mind above structural thinking. I already have permanent insight on reality as a kid suffering from being an outcast mind. All my sense was aware when I was 7. My question was to my teacher, is the blue I m watchin the same as others ? those question I have been reflecting it before you even know in your monkey mind that they was a thing to contemplate. God doesn't give us life to be apathic or having faith. if so I deny this god.

I had a ego death and melted on myself by meditating while in my room. I don't want "enlightment" becoming a talking mindless apathic ( I don't want to be apathic, my ego don't want it, and don't want to have any experience with apathy ) I want to be without any fear of death ( but with the will to do ) but without being solipstic. love my suffering / not avoid it Loving my fear or simple not be able to feel "fear" but at the same time I want to feel peace with my self ( so I have a pretty good understanding on how my thought create reality, maybe not enough, ( does MoE will makes me think like the episode of rick & morty ( about reality creating at the same time as I walk ) or is it just an idea ( thought create "harmony" and not "CREATE" in the physical external sense ) ( do you know what I mean ? ) do you agree that there is an external game outside of the mind to interact with ? we / I never created human, you create only the life that reflect your thought, you take the wave that his the reflection of the thought at your disposal. You never created anything, only remixed.

is it the fruit of evil ? is happiness a evil carot ? Nietzshe told that "happiness" is born in english culture ( the want to feel "happy" ) he call it a delusion, and say that it makes man miserable. your feeling on this ?

ok teach me how to use my occult power my devil friend, and then I'll start believe what you bring in but If I m god, you're my slave and no evil, so that's an order slave ! give me the truth

no truth can comes from a place of no ground. or you mean that the truth is that "everything is a scam" for the mind ?

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what makes you think that life isn't a dream ?

write PTSD and psychedelics on google I m not sure that's "psychedelics", but psychedelics + stupid emotional insight observed as truth, maybe. I've seen many people do it without becoming crazy. But hey it depend, makes your mind more powerful if you can. everything could be fucking reversely possible

Someone kill himself because he didn't find love in yoga, so he wanted truth and so kill himself. ( it's another topic in self actualization journal, I don't know if it's erased though ) Many people tell the guy to find love, OR that he was full of shit for not working properly ( rofl ) finaly he is released from any ego I suppose. There is many thing to learn from leo, but nothing from the word and meaning of his sentence. I wish they recruit me in their scam party, I want to be full of monney and all heil satan, damn I use 666 since I m born, I don't want to work, I m annoying enough to be a part of the scam. This whole society is a scam, finaly one thing to learn from a show like Mr Robot. Humans are really all pathetic creatures, probably only people with mind disorder who cannot get emotionnal can live in truth. So psychopath are more close to the truth than everyone else. Psychopath can't feel love, maybe god forget them. it's too easy to fix your mindset by sayin that nothing exist, even if it was the case. Do I m creating this whole shit nihilist reality right now I suppose not really, do I m the ultimate creator ? no. Do I own my algorythm ? not sure. I can follow the music I want that is inside me, but why would I choose this path ? I never created the instrument, they are not from my mind, they are from the mind of someone else, I m just creature, not god. And if I m prove it to me. If god created me, he is a piece of shit to curse me with "life experience". He never even give me insight about "love" in fucking 25 years, this god is full of shit, and If I m god, I m full of shit, I would never enter a game that I don't know shit about. I never loved "hardcore mode". If I was god I would never experience life, I would stay god. God isn't borred, how god could be, if they are not borred, why creates reality. no reason, what is the purpose of creating such a system ? only experimental rat lab. I believe we are in a simulation, a powerful civilisation use us like rat lab and collect information about us, but nothing is "god made", even if the root is made by god, WHY, why do I m fucking god :laughing: Before I was born, they was nothingness, I can almost remember "waiting" why ? I believe that you can fuck your mind with "religion faith" / and others type of thinking All bias can lead to BS thinking, but fear lead to delusion. And everyone is full of fear tell me, If I m god just like you, don't deny me, answer me, and don't be "be love", be explicit, I m very stupid but the most intelligent in this domain, my ego is very backslashing me, I need a list of thing to love. Give to god some food for thought, give god some insight about this "love". God did LSD, and god didn't find any truth in it. Only a good mind fuckery that he loved. don't tell me that it's my mind creating this thought, it isn't, it's too easy to be passive. is non sense our reality ? probably, even non sense, what is non sense ? what is sense ? everything is bullshit anyway, yoga or satan, or ego, nothing is real, it's only emotional line that we can all draw from our mind. Nothing "is" and there is nothing, only imagination and emotional building. nothing is true, it's all completely bs, but litteraly, everything is. Believing in god, or not believing in it, folllowing discipline or being a raw monkey, nothing as ground, nothing as sky, it's all a nightmare/dream, choose the one who fit prove me wrong please. I m all open minded for it.

about pagan https://omegavirginrevolt.wordpress.com/the-syndicate-the-internet-marketing-scam-organization-behind-game/ why promote a scam leo ?

why quote me 3 times ?

yep I like it, because everyone think they will be enlightnened. that's damn funny, maybe I m wrong, and I hope, but to me enlightening is like creating the good delusion mindset ( but it work, this mindset isn't bad, but still utterly as stupid as the "materialist one" if there is such a difference to draw ) leo is top notch, he sell a virtual carot who never existed at the first place. People start to take all they like in his words and forget all the repeating bullshit non sense he put away aswell. ( I m no denying that talking is limited and biased at the root ) but still, it's a lot tainted of arrogance. YES yoga trigger something who always existed in the human mind. ( I don't deny the increase sense, on the contrary, yoga and meditation are really physical powerful practice ) But like placebo it's maybe not god. ( or yes it is in the metaphysical term, we are all born from the energy of a "god world" ) Of course there is tons of good in the mindset of leo, but this doesn't prove god / right / truth. it proves nothing at all. people here are all old nihilist/arrogant/sellfish at the core ( but they deny it ). How can you have the envy to grow up, if you wasn't having an "ego", it's the fucking paradox, everyone who want to be enlighten can only be through the idea of ego, it's just a big mind fuckery. if enlightening was a thing, it would mean just being fucked up to the point of forgeting being a human. but If god created a "dream" it's not for escape it... why would create a dream for escaping it, what is it to escape, nothing, so you can dig long the earth to find "nothing". I m watching leo because he is part of my fun routines and I love ideas. but he is not "my dedicated teacher", I still believe the stage turquoise is complete hippy budhist delusion, but maybe I m wrong, who knows. Maybe stupid explication like understage can't undertand it, is enough to be convinced. the exact people who blame people to be "paradigmed" are now fucking paradigmed in another kind of reality. This is fucking epic, I love it, this is probably the same kind of technique in less sophisticated brainwashing lord use. ( the one who create stupid terrorist who die for stupid conviction, how can those people do, I have kind of the answer now ! leo is just next stage trap, but he never told the contrary, he call himself an island of solid shit. ) ( but how solid is solid ? ) he never "lie" I think he is mostly since, but really lonely. ( I wish to watch a full turquoise video ) I like leo he is a good guy, deluded or not, who knows, who told I wasn't myself. We all are.. it's our nature it wouldn't even surprise me if leo was pay by some illuminatis organism to propagate the agenda of a new global elit. ( maybe my own little delusion story, or worst ! leo isn't even pay for the work lelz ) I read an old book who was talking futur spirituality and why people use so much "drug" ( before I even know about leo ) the book was telling that in the futur to convert humanity to a new religion ( because human NEED belief /faith to work ) So to make the whole world accept complete slavery the would change the belief for a new one that is more improved and more easy to believe, a 3.0 faith who allow capitalism to grow, and they was sayin that everyone will pray for nature because it's more easy than believing in a non sense guy in paradise. ( so where are we handed right now ? ) indeed, if everyone accept physical reality as a non sense or you shouldn't act and accept every bullshit, it would makes you the perfect happy slave who shut his mouth. it's really genius as an artist everything can inspire me to me that's just very smart to know the mindset of the futur new deluded mass. ( or be a part of the new "ruling" delusion ) buying things and be "green" what a bullshit, if you was really turquoise you would want the destruction of the whole society, because balance in nature is wanting the whole destruction of the disease that his the mass society. maybe I m wrong, and I wish I m, it's still a supposition, but in my reality right now, all his chakra and things are wishful thinking biased by new hardware implemented belief ( through the use of powerful drug that confirm all your "bias" ) many people did 5 MeO DMT and still don't believe in anything India religious related thing ( I did my researsh ) only if you take it with the hope to see what people talk to you about, the drug will increase your own biased belief and makes them feel true for the time of the drug. everyone here have a common thing : do not find is place in society, outcast, weirdo, want to avoid suffering. I don't know human mind is now becoming fascinating to me.

I never buyed any books, nor any course. ( and I get a good ammount of valued things ) I always find things for free ( there is a tons of book in pdf free ), almost everything if you look really well and efficiently. I never respect rules though. I like to get it my way, it's like playing/chess-ing before the reward. buying things doesn't excite me Seller gonna hate me. But game of thrones succeed because of hacking, the creator told if people doesn't crack and had mouth and ear for it, the whole serie would have never be season 2 and 3 4 5 6 7. The article has been removed from internet, for commercial reason, you cannot thanks people to crack your shit. something that a real value will always be pay by people in a way or another. I don't believe in price. I believe in energy re-send. Some people get a paycheck only by asking people to give them monney ( on twitch ) if you have to pay, fuck you, as a musician all my music will always be free, even if I work 10000 hours on it. Why ? because fuck the disease of buying/selling. The price is the one I give, seller doesn't have the right to choose for me. it's me who value how many they give to me. I always give monney to company and things who diserve it, ( or cheer up others people to buy it haha ) for me business is about sharing value, and hoping people to give you back. For this instance I hate the whole system of paying, it's against my religion.

just eating a bunch of Chomsky talk yesterday

I did LSD and inquiry, I cured a part, not everything, I didn't read any books about it though, just took it at my home with music and a paper to draw. is doing it once and being aware of this " meta perspective reality / zoom IN on software in the mind / Zoom out " is enough ? It's like a computer, I know that my mouth put this word, for instance, then I can know from what kind of "emotion:energy" in me, it was going from. ( this kind of "awareness" ) is that enough ? or there is really more ? if you told me Aleister crowley was rapping bats in caves for having eternal life for instance ( I wouldn't not deny and just "verify" if this is true, and why I need it to be true/wrong ), so is it enough for real change to occur ? ( is there some information about it in this book ? ) it's a bit more complex than this, but you "get me" I hope. I m very open minded that's it, but bs to my reality still are "bullshit". I was already crazy and out of mind, some people would have believe I did acid since I m 5. ( I noticed LSD just makes me even more intuitive to the point of loosing mind with reality completely, like a kind of complete skyzophrenia, but I liked it ( what I read on it ) I was seeing pattern in my mind with everything, I had my eyes closed for hours and could inquiry and wash my thought like : ordering my computer. ok so I think this of me, ok that's so BS !! ( and played in my home with my hand, laughing alone in the kitchen at 3 A.M haha ) LSD put me in a pls ( not the trip, the after realisation and weeks who followed ), It's like a realize even more how boxed my mind was ( especially in my art ) ( ADHD, high iq all this bullshit, but if the model account for something that gives a bit of info about "me"/identity of this body : medical want me to be put on a huge amount of medical coke ( 70 mg of ritalin) I don't, and it's very fine, drug killed me on all aspect ( physics and mind ) ) be aware that I always watched reality as a schizophrénic thinker ( I don't see pattern in imagery, but in word and "model" ) I always had multiple understanding of perspective, some would say that I m a bit psychopathic, but I just try to not be biased when I judge things and be clear for everyone and be "fair" like while writting this phrase, I think of the movie "A Clockwork Orange." ( even if I only watched it once, 10 years ago ) What does it mean ?

You can't define enlightment, it's like sayin I get courage, I get confidence. I think they mean ( stop having "human rationality" be as close as the mind of a "pure animal" that stop judging and process reality ) but in the same time, not only this, cause we are human, so it's a bit different. They exist neurotic animal. What if a duck don't see his mother when he is born ? what if he believe you are his mother ? fighting against human value or anything else, it's ultimately biologic, being liberal/conservatism, it's completely biologic and imprinted in the first week of a baby born. everything else is a butterfly extended effect, you never had a choice, everything was subconsciouly creating your "self". I read an occult book where it's really well explained and I can observe it for myself as being true, cause it hurt myself in my identity very hard. ( but was fucking real for my "imprint" ) to my sense, awakening, mean that you are aware of being a software, it's like being a I.A who start getting aware of being an IA, cause this is what you are. It's a bit aswell when you start to stop believing that you are a pure independant hardware. I believe in "karma" type of laws, the energy you push find his own closer similar response. But "good/evil" it's BS it's only a perspective on your emotion against a fractal of reality that you perceive in your mind.

in fact, everyone on this forum still thinks in term of good/evil. nothing is, there no no low consciousness. all this game of awareness, is still a game, an illusion, you don't matter more than someone else. when you start to believe so, you stop growing. there is no "stupid" no "intelligent", there is good/bad in every situation, so with every girl, some are intelligent in this, some stupid in that, it's like you're perfect for instance, step back a bit. nietzshe call rationalization to creating pattern that justify "feeling good about yourself" as slave morality, and I agree with him, it's not because you bow your head that you're balancing nature, there is a time to kill a time for peace, everything is balance, so you're, you're the hand of god and evil. there is no being good or evil, every action that you do is evil and godly at the same ( you can't move a piece of a puzzle and hope everything fit properly ) every choice create evil and good. EVERY ONE of them. Even yoga, you could have work to save child in the real world. why not save children ? how to grow and then save more of them ? are you sure ? ( just an exemple ) believe that you're good or evil, what a fucking blindness, we are all full of shit and full of good at each step, just follow the fundamental where you fit in. when you do an action you feel suffering or pleasure, you can't do an action without all this packaging of consequence it's always a whole. there is neither a good or a bad choice, everything has good/bad, it depend mostly of your mind and what you want to see in people. maybe leo push you on green side and yoga, but leo never go far into biology, like if those concept are all meaningless, but they are not. I see human most like programmed robot, so to me, a software or a hardware do the job he has been programmed for, I can't judge a software on doing his thing, sound meaningless to me. When my friend tell me this girl is like this, or probably like that, it's all product of the mind, there is nothing of this, even if they was, it's only because you put your eyes on this, did you ask why your eyes start watching for the "shit" in things ? you prefer "accuse" ? I m not sayin you should close your eyes on "evil". Just doesn't create it. if evil is there and is not made from you, act consequently everyone using the term "low consciousness" and believing it for real ( without wanting to explain a model or concept ) is. someone who see arrogance in everything, watch out, maybe you're the one full of shit, maybe people are just not the little tiny bubble you see, the bigger picture of someone life isn't as clear as your narrow mind would think. it's my view, not perfect, everything is constantly being build, when you start to point with your finger, you start to point yourself

he could be stage rainbow that he could still get this type of girl by doing "nothing". She is ok, but there is more beautiful girl and so more hard to get. this video sadly prove not something besides that his mindset and confidence is strong ( turquoise or not ) the video is cool to watch, but if you want to see really really crazy thing and believe that "everything is possible", just go to a music festival, you'll be like crazy from all the event everywhere. ( for me it was more than open minding ) People are all insane in music festival ( in EU ) and this guy is pretty good looking, without being a girl I m sure he is attractive and in the physic male higher tier aswell, he could have get her, even being stage blue lel. When you are far from the idea already existing in the mind of girl ( like being short, not being in the "standard" ) being short, it's already loose it, I could pick up girl like this, but not "all" of them, even if I became coral like if the budha could pick up hot girl just by touching her, hahahaha I m not sayin you can't do it being even fucking ugly, but you can't do that with "all girl" , even stage turquoise. He choose carefully who "seduce" the problem is this video doesn't really prove anything, it's just fun to watch. He could aswell have been rejected sometimes and not show you the video. I can know in evaluating my physic and the type of girl and her way of moving, what are my rate of success. ( confidence in the girl = low rate = higher chance ) in fact I can't "guess", but just believe in myself, and if it doesn't work, it's just that something you couldn't control wasn't here. the girl was a bit ok for respond to his advance, but some would maybe not like what he did. I'll pick up the best girl tomorow with the same kind of techniques ( being in the full feeling ) Yes girl are not "minded", you have to be "feeling" I just get that like recently ( I m too nerdy in my thinking ). for the author : Sometimes medication ( any pills ) and food can kill the sexual drive of people, and so play on their mind.

"Science achieves, or approximates, objectivity not because the individual scientist is immune from the psychological laws that govern the rest of us, but because scientific method—a group creation—eventually overrides individual prejudices, in the long run. To take a notorious example from the 1960s, there was a point when three research groups had "proven" that LSD causes chromosome damage, while three other groups had "proven" that LSD has no effect on the chromosomes. In each case, the Prover had proved what the Thinker thought. Right now, there are, in physics, 7 experiments that confirm a very controversial concept known as Bell's Theorem, and two experiments that refute Bell's Theorem. In the area of extra-sensory perception, the results are uniform after more than a century: everybody who sets out to prove that ESP exists succeeds, and everybody who sets out to prove that ESP does not exist also succeeds. "Truth" or relative truth emerges only after decades of experiments by thousands of groups all over the world." I m still not sure that pasta kill our gut. I should try on a raw stomach and a healthy day to eat pure pasta... Just eat, you'll be in worst shape by eating nothing. It's not sure that all sayin of leo are "true". Could be a bit ideologic/idealized, maybe partly true. But if you're hungry, believe me, eat your pasta. https://www.thehealthyhomeeconomist.com/real-reason-for-toxic-wheat-its-not-gluten/ I m sure it's placebo effect, or your wheat is just "low quality" It's good to live in France sometimes, here it's almost like if eating too much sugar or salt was a crime. In all our food commercial, they told us to eat fruit and vegetables each day ( it's the law since 3 years ) Commercial about drug besides doliprane isn't allowed ( street+tv ) ( like mind disorder are not a thing here, it's still pseudo science ) ( as I see it's a real problem for american ) Here we don't have many secret story show ( we have a lot ofc ), But food competition to eat properly is everywhere ( they encourage cooking over junk food ) but almost all our tv is turned upon guys who cook. ( we have aswell american emission about food, like chief Gordon Ramsay ) Eating well is really respected here. Even our junk food have better "norms" ( burger king was forbidden until 2 year ago for being too "dirty" with our norm ( you should cringe ) Redbull was forbidden until they win by monney on the country ( it has been 5 years ~that redbull is allowed to be ) Ritalin is the only drug allowed ( american hand meth in pills to all their kids ) ( insaneeeeeeee ) our meat isn't in block farm where the animals are watered to survive, they here better quality in our whole food ( insaneeeeeeeeeeeee ) I m not sayin it's perfect, but we are probably the best industrial country with food, what is nice, is our country is poisoned, but more slowly, we have a step away with integrating poison, As american allow every poison to be, France makes you think twice, why do they don't want this ? so .. you should eat, even poison, just avoid it, if you can, you should be fine, I eated a lot of poison and some people can eat it for 50 years, your body will recover almost everything. And not eating at your age could be more toxic than eating shit. Just avoid junk food when you have the choice to do it. ( it will be enough for now ) don't start a war on your family, try to makes them aware of all the good food you can eat, and be healthy. give them the reason, don't push the idea on them, just try to make them aware of what makes you believe it would be better to eat well ( and not only the video of leo ) convince them piece per piece to eat healthy, talk to them about improving their life, their health, their problem and how it relate to food. ( scary them a bit if needed, but not too much ) there is no hard science that prove it is wheat that kill your gut ? it's probably more how we create the wheat for instance, don't demonize every food neither.

this is toxic - wanting to be perfect, and I m talking from pure experience. I m still in the process of letting go this mindset ( wanting everything to be perfect ) Because in reality that's an idea that you project on your work ( "I m not enough" ) it was a real disease in my mind the want for "perfection" , sometimes you need to want perfection, sometimes let it go. It's all about "balance". Don't neglict your work aswell, but don't try to be at the top of your work, you'll never be. Even 30 years expert, still thrive to "perfection" and find their work "shitty" because it's a matter of perspective. When you can shape all the sound, that's so much infinity that aiming perfection become a disease in the effort It can't be attain in reality, this is only a perspective, Sometimes I feel perfection, but some people will not see it. You're the one who see perfection/or not. It took me months to "get it" and integrate the idea, I m still not where I want to be with it. I can still have some problem with it now this mindset become more and more unsustainable as I learn more and more through my practice and "self reflection"/my own "objectivity".